I was on top of your heart

It turns out that minding is useless.

Someone still had the cheek to follow.

Ok.

In the name of being with the children, I insisted on it.

Yu Wan was speechless about this.

When did Huo Yan become such a rascal.

The dinner table.

The two men sat facing each other, with a child next to each of them, and Yu Wan sat in the middle.

The picture looks very strange, but it is inexplicably harmonious.

"Every night, eat this."

As if deliberately provoking Huo Yan, Xu Junxian used serving chopsticks to pick up a spare rib steamed with soy sauce for Yu Wan.

Not to be outdone, Huo Yan put a crab on the plate, separated the crab meat from the shell, and handed it to Yu Wan.

"Yu Wan, this is your favorite crab meat, try it."

Looking at the crab meat that Huo Yan handed over, Yu Wan tilted her head and gave Huo Yan a gentle look.

At that glance, it was very complicated.

Huo Yan felt inexplicably uneasy being stared at by her.

But she didn't say anything, just pushed the crab meat to the stars.

Seeing this, Huo Yan hurriedly said, "You eat this first, and I will peel Xing Xing later."

Before Yu Wan could reply, Xu Junxian said sarcastically,

"Thanks to you, she won't be able to eat her favorite crab in her life."

The icy river water that year was the root cause of Yu Wan's illness.

The cold invaded her body, causing her to suffer from severe palace cold.

Even in the past two years, Shen Ming has developed a lot of nourishing medicines for her to take care of, but they only nourish her body well and cannot change her cold constitution.

Today's Yu Wan has cold hands and feet all year round, and she can't eat cold food, let alone cold food.

Even to eat shrimp, she can only eat river shrimp, not cold sea shrimp.

Yu Wan can't touch cold food like crabs at all.

It can range from dysmenorrhea, or the kind that can cause death.

Seriously, infertility.

After hearing Xu Junxian's words, Huo Yan was stunned.

After a while, he finally understood what Xu Junxian meant by these words.

Huo Yan looked at Yu Wan, his body trembling faintly, his eyes turning red bit by bit.

Feelings of guilt and self-blame poured into his chest from all directions, making Huo Yan's heart uncomfortable.

So Yu Wan, who loves to eat crabs, can't eat crabs again in his life?

Huo Yan's heart was torn apart bit by bit.

Yu Wan is not a glutton.

In order to maintain her figure, she is extremely restrained in eating.

Only in the matter of eating crabs, she has no restraint.

I was almost hungry, so I yelled to eat.

Her favorite way to eat crabs is to steam them.

She said that it was so authentic, the crab meat remained the original deliciousness, and it was the best.

But now, she can no longer eat her favorite steamed crab.

She couldn't help swallowing her saliva when she saw crabs on weekdays. She would feel so uncomfortable if she couldn't touch crabs in her life.

Quitting food is like quitting drugs.

Especially quitting one of your favorite foods.

He even put the peeled crab meat in front of her just now, so that she could see it but not eat it.

He is so cruel.

Yu Wan didn't seem to see the guilt and self-blame in Huo Yan's eyes.

She lowered her head and concentrated on eating the nourishing food that Xu Junxian gave her.

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When Xu Junxian was halfway through the meal, he had to leave early because he had something urgent to deal with.

In the end, Huo Yan was responsible for sending the mother (child) and daughter back.

The moment the two children entered the door holding hands.

Huo Yan suddenly stopped Yu Wan who was about to enter.

He came up from behind.

He hugged Yu Wan tightly, and said in a voice full of remorse and guilt,

"Sorry……"

Knowing that these three words are meaningless, he still couldn't help but want to say them.

It seemed that if he didn't say anything, he couldn't breathe.

Yu Wan looked at the two children who were sitting and playing in the living room, and said calmly to Huo Yan who was holding her tightly behind her, "Actually, you don't need to blame yourself for falling into the river, What you did was not wrong."

Falling into the river.

Yu Wan actually didn't blame Huo Yan, let alone him.

She could even understand why Huo Yan chose Lu Yaoyao.

But this has nothing to do with her not loving him anymore.

After a life and death.

Love has long been not everything to her.

Her heart didn't die when she fell into the river.

But that day, from the moment he hung up her call for help, she was heartbroken.

It's just that people struggle a little before they die.

She is completely heartbroken.

Probably because he mistook her for pushing Lu Yaoyao downstairs, holding a stool and facing her with murderous intent on her face, or when he was in the detention center, someone erased the phrase "Yu Wan loves Huo Yan until death is not enough" Yu' tattoo.

Without the previous two things.

Just because of falling into the river, she might not be so disheartened.

He didn't do anything wrong about falling into the river.

Since ancient times, friendship has been in a dilemma.

After mistakenly thinking that she had abandoned him, it was only natural for him to choose to save Lu Yaoyao first, which can be forgiven.

It's a pity that when everything comes together, it means that God doesn't want them to be together.

Now she doesn't want Huo Yan's love, nor does she want to have any more emotional entanglements with him.

Loving him for ten years had exhausted all her life's energy.

For the rest of her life, she just wanted to live for herself.

He raised his hand and pulled Huo Yanhuan's hand around her waist away.

Yu Wan turned around and looked at Huo Yan with a very calm expression, "Huo Yan, stop doing these self-defeating things. I have no intention of starting over with you, nor do I want to start over with you."

Yu Wan understands Huo Yan's thoughts, but she doesn't care about his redemption.

She said she didn't love him anymore, not just talking.

ask for contempt……

Huo Yan never thought that in Yu Wan's eyes, his entanglement was actually asking for trouble.

He was heartbroken, but he didn't intend to be discouraged.

"If you don't do it, how can you have a chance to get back together."

He raised his hand to hold Yu Wan's shoulder, and said seriously and firmly, "Yu Wan, this time, I will chase you instead."

After hearing Huo Yan's words, Yu Wan couldn't help laughing, "Get back together?"

She smiled desolately, "Huo Yan, why do you think that if the mirror is broken, if you glue it on, the crack will no longer exist?"

"How do you restore a shattered mirror to look smooth and unmarked?"

"Don't do nonsense."

Without waiting for him to reply, Yu Wan said decisively, "There will be no reconciliation between us, and I will never love you again."

Huo Yan's pupils trembled slightly.

Her eyes, which were originally moist, became even more watery at this moment.

He clenched his fist and said without confidence, "I don't think the mirror is broken, and everything in the past can be erased by sticking it on. I can't restore the mirror to be smooth and flawless."

"But Yu Wan, I broke the mirror with my own hands, and I have to put it back together."

It is her business whether to forgive, but it is his business whether to redeem it or not.

She can refuse, but he can also insist.

Huo Yan looked at Yu Wan affectionately, with a hint of paranoia in his eyes, "In this life, I will never give up on you again."

Seeing that he insisted on this, Yu Wan was too lazy to talk to him, "It's up to you."

Breaking free from his hands on her shoulders, Yu Wan entered the room without looking back.

Huo Yan looked at the closed door, and a thin layer of mist gradually appeared in his eyes.

The water light swirled in his eyes.

He looked up, not letting the tears fall.

Yu Wan, the thing I regret most in this life is that I thought about giving up halfway in loving you.

This time, I will not give up loving you easily.

Unless he died, he would love her unswervingly for the rest of his life.