[Naruto] I, Hatake Kakashi, just want to live a peaceful life

Kakashi got up early in the morning to go to school when he suddenly found Hatake Sumo standing next to the house, still smelling of blood.

"Duosang, why did you get up so early?"

The ninja Hatake Sumo's expression was dull, and he slowly turned his head to look at Kakashi like a robot, and murmured:

"This is a fake world! It's all fake!"

"Ok?"

Not hearing his father's words clearly, Kakashi was also surprised that his current state made him unable to feel any emotions.

"Doesn't Duosang sneak out to do the mission last night?"

Kakashi just said casually, after all, his father often did this before, and he always came home with a faint smell of blood and a heavy feeling of exhaustion.

Hearing this, Hatake Sumo seemed to have a recovery switch pressed, his whole body regained his energy, a smile appeared on his face, and he instantly returned to the cheerful look he had been a few days ago.

"Ah, this! Duosang didn't do anything last night!"

Liar!

Kakashi saw that the time for class was coming, so he didn't talk to his father much, put on his mask and left.

Behind him, Hatake Sumo looked at his back blankly, and there was a voice in his heart that kept coming and going:

He is a fake Kakashi! This is a false world! Leave this world quickly!

Kakashi felt uncomfortable the whole day at the ninja school, as if something very important had been ignored.

The depressed mood has been lingering in Kakashi's heart, and he even feels uncomfortable looking at Obito, this big idiot.

He has not used his shadow clone to attend class for several days in a row, but has been sitting in the classroom honestly, and today is no exception.

After school, the sense of crisis became more intense. Kakashi felt bad and could only say goodbye to his friends and hurried home.

There was a voice in his heart urging him to go home quickly.

Surprisingly, he didn't feel any mood swings on his way home today. The unusual situation made him uneasy.

Hatake's house is getting closer and closer to him...

not right...

My father actually didn’t wait for me at the door today...

Kakashi stopped in front of the door, cold sweat breaking out in his palms.

The voice in my heart screamed: Don’t go in, don’t go in!

But he still gritted his teeth and pushed open the door. The house was eerily quiet.

There is no smell of rice, no sound...

"Dosan?"

No one answered in the outer room, so he could only walk slowly towards the room. In front of the room was a pool of oozing blood.

When I opened the door, I saw a bright red scene, my father lying lifeless on the ground, and the White Fang short blade beside him...

Kakashi's legs weakened and he fell next to his father's cold body.

As if he couldn't believe what he saw in front of him was real. He opened his mouth to say something, but found that he couldn't make a sound.

From this moment he understood that those who felt extremely sad would not cry loudly. They could not even make a sound and could only be forced to accept the unbearable fact...

Konoha White Fang is dead. His father is dead.

Blood flowed from the inner room to outside the room and was everywhere, on the floor, on his shoes, on his hands...

The heavy raindrops fell on the flowers in front of the tomb, just like Kakashi's heart being beaten to the point of pursuing a peaceful life.

Things happened suddenly, and besides sadness, he was probably angry.

He has not yet asked his father about his story with his mother, nor has he told him about his battle with Uchiha...

It turns out that there are so many things that I haven’t even had time to tell him...

Why did he leave himself? Why did you choose to leave yourself in this way? What do you mean to him?

But no one will ever answer his doubts...

Everyone thought that Hatake Sumo died because of his dishonored reputation. He didn't believe it, but he had to believe it...

Strong hatred filled his heart. He hated the rumors and his father who abandoned him because of the rumors.

I hate myself even more for existing in this world...

The cold rain hit Kakashi's face with the wind, making him feel the chill in the boundless loneliness.

It's so ironic that my father hated rainy days so much, yet he chose to end his life on a rainy day.

The three or two people who came to express condolences were all friends of Hatake Sumo in ANBU, and there were no more than ten including Kakashi.

Most of them were fighting on the battlefield, such as Namikaze Minato, and they were helpless when they learned the news of Hatake Sumo's death.

Konoha White Fang galloped on the battlefield and killed countless enemies throughout his life, making many enemies frightened... Now that it ended in such a desolate way, Kakashi only felt that it was ironic. This village was extremely ridiculous, and this world was also extremely ridiculous.

Kakashi glanced at the brown-haired girl wearing glasses outside the condolence crowd. Is she also his father's companion?

Why are others so hostile to her?

Perhaps the system absorbed his violent mood swings, allowing him to think about other things while feeling sad.

Matt Dai pushed Kai next to him and motioned for him to come forward and comfort Kakashi.

Kai nodded heavily. In fact, he didn't know how to comfort people. He could only put his hand on Kakashi's shoulder and stand beside him silently.

Konoha White Fang is a respected strong man. When everyone looked down on Matt Dai, he personally recognized Matt Dai's strength and made his son Kakashi and Kai become good friends.

Even more so, when Matt Dai couldn't get enough to eat because he couldn't get the mission, he issued a mission to him in the name of "taking care of Kakashi" to help their father and son.

All this made Kai admire him very much in his heart. He clenched his fists tightly with his hands. He stared at Hatake Sumo's tombstone and swore in his heart:

"Hatake-senpai! I will take good care of Kakashi for you!"

Kakashi had no idea how the funeral began, just as he had no idea how it ended.

Konoha White Fang, who has killed countless enemies in his life and made his enemies frightened...

Kakashi looked at the petals knocked off by the rain and couldn't help but sneer.

His peaceful life was broken unexpectedly, and he needed to force himself to calm down and regain control of the rhythm...

After the funeral, only Kakashi stood in front of Hatake Sumo's grave and never left.

The others knew he needed time to adjust, so they left him alone with Hatake Sumo's tombstone.

In the distance, the brown-haired girl wearing glasses hid herself under the big tree. She knew that she had been discovered, but she still expected it. As for what she expected, only she knew.

After everyone had left, the girl walked up to Kakashi. The best way to describe her appearance at this time was to say she was lost.

"I'm sorry...it's all because of me!"

After realizing that she was the companion who accused his father, Kakashi's heart didn't waver at all.

The dead need no forgiveness, and neither does he.

Kakashi just looked at the girl below calmly and said word by word:

"The guy who casually ended his life because of a few rumors...I can't accept your apology on his behalf!"

"No! That's not what happened!" The woman yelled at him in a broken voice. Suddenly her expression was shocked, and she looked around in panic, and then gradually calmed down.

Kakashi sensed countless tiny emotional fluctuations surrounding this place, so small that they didn't look like human emotions, but they were indeed human.

"He is a hero! And a great father! I respect him very much! Sorry!"

Tears finally fell from her eyes, but the rain also ran down her face and she covered her face, Kakashi couldn't tell if she was scared or sad.

The woman's conflicting mood swings stopped him from leaving. Perhaps it was the sadness that gave rise to empathy, and he stepped forward to block the dripping cold rain from the person he should have hated.

"He said he would come back. What he said... is all my fault. I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

The woman knelt in front of Kakashi and broke down crying.

Noticing that she was only wearing thin pajamas, Kakashi said coldly:

"That guy never blamed you or anyone else."

He just wanted her to calm down and leave. He needed to be quiet now, and crying made him very irritable.

Apparently it had the opposite effect. The woman cried even more sadly after hearing his words. Her voice was so loud that for a moment he couldn't tell whose father was dead.

Kakashi didn't want to listen to her cry all the time, so he put the umbrella next to her and left alone in the rain.

The woman's cry lingered in his mind until he reached Hatake's house.

He thought, he should cry...

But he still has to clean up the bloodstains in the house, learn to cook, and go to school alone...

There were so many things going on that he had no time to think about how to grieve.

Tears fell into the solidified blood on the ground and merged into it...

Kakashi wiped the floor vigorously, as if wiping away the blood would allow him to forget everything about today and start over.