Happiness came so suddenly, Sheng Jingqian couldn't believe it: "What did you say?"

"Drink and watch." Gu Yan'er repeated.

"It seems to be sour. Last time...it was very sweet." Sheng Jingqian finally took a sip carefully, and came to a conclusion after tasting it repeatedly.

"Yeah, it's sour. Last time...it was sweet."

"..."

Gu Yan'er lowered her eyes with a smile, gently pushed back her long hair on her forehead, and sighed with emotion: "In fact, you have changed a lot in the past two years."

Sheng Jingqian looked at her silently without making a sound.

Gu Yan'er continued to smile and said: "Two years ago, you were irritable, irritable, inattentive, and seemed to have no enthusiasm for anything. In the past two years, you have calmed down a lot, and you have also started to concentrate on running Shengshi Group. Even let you and Sheng Jingting If you learn to do business, you can work hard without complaint."

Sheng Jingqian still didn't speak.

Gu Yan'er slowly raised her head, her gaze fell lightly on his face: "The taste of lemon grapefruit juice has changed, and you have changed too. Of course, I will change too."

Sheng Jingqian had already guessed what she was going to say, so he quickly turned his head, not daring to meet her gaze.

Gu Yan'er laughed and continued: "Do you still remember? When we came here, this coffee shop was in a very luxurious style. Now, it is a tropical romantic style. I vaguely remember that the owner at that time was a European and American men. Now, it’s two local girls.”

Sheng Jingqian didn't answer her words, picked up the blue enchantress and stuffed it in front of her, turned around in embarrassment and left: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette."

"Sheng Jingqian." Gu Yan'er got up and called him back: "Everything has changed, I can still smoke now, you don't need to avoid me anymore."

Sheng Jingqian paused, but finally chose to walk towards the door.

Gu Yan'er raised her volume and spoke faster: "Some things don't exist unless you avoid them. My baby has stayed in my stomach for dozens of days and nights. If you don't leave now, he can not exist. I never believed this There is no broken mirror in the world that can be reunited, and there is no crack that can be restored."

Sheng Jingqian finally stopped in his tracks, and stood there silently with his back to her.

Gu Yan'er raised her head, trying not to let tears flow down: "Sheng Jingqian, do you know that there are some things that cannot be turned back? Once a choice is made, the outcome is already doomed."

"From the moment you chose to push me down the stairs, you should have known that you chose Qiao Yunyin."

"Since you have made the choice you want, I am willing to accept the result. Why do you want to go back?"

The child who didn't have time to come to the world was also the pain in Sheng Jingqian's heart.

He took a deep breath and said tremblingly, "That's not the choice I wanted. I clearly chose you in my heart."

Gu Yan'er shook her head slowly: "No...you didn't choose me, at best, you left me a little place in your heart. Maybe it's just that you love Qiao Yunyin, and you are willing to share with me when your conscience is uneasy. Just a little charity."

"No. At that time, I had already made a decision to send their mother and child away and be with you." Sheng Jingqian smiled bitterly: "I remember the first time I took you to the beach, you ordered a glass of lemon grapefruit juice. I remember going back that night You ate two steaks, and you said that the meal wrap was delicious, and you wanted to hide it and eat it slowly. I even remember that night you hid in the bathroom after taking a shower and refused to come out. I found you out Dry your hair."

"From the very beginning, I remember everything about you and never forgot."

"Yunyin, Gu Yan'er, I'm in love with you. It's just that I dare not admit it, nor dare to think about it."

"I'm not going to look back, from the very beginning, I love you..."

Gu Yan'er stood there in a daze, tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes.

Unknowingly, tears flowed down my face.

"Then why did you treat me like that? Why did you trick me into taking so many birth control pills, why... did you push me downstairs and kill my baby?"

"Sheng Jingqian, does your so-called love mean constant hurt?"

Sheng Jingqian was left speechless by the question, and muttered to himself: "I don't know...I was...really unwilling, and all my thoughts were on Qiao Yunyin."

"Hehe..." Gu Yan'er burst into tears: "What about me? What did I do wrong? Why should I take so many contraceptive pills because of your unwillingness? Lose your own child?"

"Why is it that you and Qiao Yunyin were entangled, but in the end it was I who paid the most painful price? Why should I, Gu Yan'er, become someone else's shadow and be discriminated against and bullied by everyone?"

"Sheng Jingqian, can you tell me what I did wrong?"

Gu Yan'er roared the last sentence.

Hoarse, broken roar.

Sheng Jingqian couldn't control his emotions anymore, turned around and ran over to hug her tightly: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. You are not wrong, but I was wrong. Please give me a chance to make up for it, no matter what you want me to do. Anything, I am willing."

Gu Yan'er's heart was tightly clenched, she opened her mouth, and bit his shoulder.

I tried my best not to cry.

It wasn't until her mouth was filled with the taste of blood that she panted heavily and said word by word: "Sheng Jingqian, if you really want to make it up to me, then give me back my child. Otherwise, I won't be here for the rest of my life." Will forgive you, never will."

Sheng Jingqian hugged her tightly in his arms and refused to let go, choking hoarsely: "I am willing, I am willing to give your life back. For you, I can die."

Gu Yan'er gritted her teeth: "I don't want you to return my life, I just want my child to come back."

"Yes, we will have other children."

Gu Yan'er pushed him away, and complained with red eyes: "What's the use? My child has been turned into blood and thrown into the trash can, and he will never come back."

Seeing the woman he loves so out of control, Sheng Jingqian felt uncomfortable.

He stepped forward to hug her to comfort her, but Gu Yan'er suddenly knocked over the juice on the table to the ground.

The orange-red liquid mixed with broken glass formed a clear trace between the two.

"Sheng Jingqian, I hate you, I don't want to see you. As soon as I see you, I will think of what you did to me, and my child turned into a pool of blood."

Big drops of tears rolled down Gu Yan'er's face, she choked up and trembled.

"You keep saying that you want to make up for me, but in fact you just want to make yourself feel better. You never take my feelings into consideration."

"Sheng Jingqian, no matter when, your love is so selfish and cheap. I don't want it, and I don't even bother to want it."

"If you really want me to feel better, then get out. Get out of my sight and don't let me see you again."

Sheng Jingqian stood there blankly, his eyes blushing.

He really wanted to make up for Gu Yan'er, but he never thought that his making up would actually cause her so much pain.

When he didn't take her seriously, he hurt her badly.

Putting her on the apex of my heart to take care of her now still makes her suffocate in pain.

Was it that no matter what he did, he was hurting her?

"Sheng Jingqian, this is your place. I don't want to fight with you here, and please don't provoke me again. Otherwise, I don't know what I will do."

Gu Yan'er raised her head in pain, trying to force back her tears, took a deep breath and walked towards the door.

The moment the two passed by, Sheng Jingqian suddenly grabbed her hand and asked tremblingly, "Have you ever loved me? Gu Yaner, have you ever loved?"

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