[Naruto] Once in ten years (Orochimaru)

Since Kabuto Yakushi had just finished cleaning up the laboratory and was about to leave, the room was slightly dark at this time. The two sat opposite each other, with only a bright and dark candle on the table supporting the brightness of the entire room. After a while, Kabuto Yakushi took the lead and opened the door. Got it:

"When did you find out?"

The person opposite thought for a few seconds and said, "This should be considered the time when I went on a mission with Narita-kun and the others. In fact, I am ashamed to say that if Lord Orochimaru hadn't awakened me, I might not have realized it until now."

"Oh?" Kabuto Yakushi raised his eyebrows slightly: "What did Orochimaru-sama say?"

"Hmm... I can't remember exactly. It seems... Orochimaru-sama said that I was jealous of Narita-kun."

Yakushi Kabuto was silent for a moment and continued to ask: "Since you found out, have you ever thought about when did you start to change your views on Orochimaru-sama? I remember that he treated you like that before, so you should hate and be afraid of him. Yes."

Indeed, Kabuto Yakushi was right. Chinohan had already thought about this issue before. She didn't think about it for long and quickly answered: "I think it was probably on the night of the seventh day after I was poisoned that the big snake When Lord Maru gives me the antidote," Qian Yehan slowly closed his eyes and said quietly: "You know, when he told me that it was the antidote, for a moment, I really felt that he was sent from heaven. The god who came to save me was so tall and so reassuring. He looked down at me, stretched out his hand to me, and instantly pulled me back from the abyss of death. Although," she opened her eyes. , smiled lowly: "Although I later learned that everything was under his control, and I was just a clown jumping around in front of him before, but at that time, although I was afraid of his city and felt frightened, I still felt in my heart I am still very grateful to him, after all, I did such a thing, but he still saved my life."

Yakushi Kabuto glanced at Qian Yehan silently, and did not make a sound for a long time. His fingers tapped on the table regularly, making most of the sound in the silent room. After the tea time, he suddenly Stopping, he slowly raised his hand to his chin, raised his eyes, looked at the person opposite quietly, and said to her word by word: "You seem to be sick."

"Huh?" Qian Yehan tilted his head, not knowing what he meant: "Are you talking about me? What's wrong with me?"

"There are many kinds of diseases, not only in the body, but also in the mind. What you probably have is... a kind of heart disease. In people's cognition, if they believe that a person can cause great harm to themselves, will subconsciously produce extreme fear, but if the victim is not harmed, or the harm he receives does not reach the level he imagined, he will subconsciously think that the perpetrator treats him differently, It's not as bad as he imagined, so he can't help but have a curiosity about it, which can also be called a good feeling. What is produced in this way is an abnormal and twisted feeling."

He cleared his throat and continued: "At the same time, in order to ensure that they will not be hurt again, the victim will subconsciously please the other person. At such a time, the goodwill that arises will actually be helpful to the victim, and so on. It’s easy to accept such morbid feelings.”

Qian Yehan listened blankly, and after a while, she burst out laughing, with a bit of self-deprecation in her tone: "So, I don't actually like him, right? It's because he threatens me. , I fell in love with him just to protect myself?"

Yakushi Kabuto slightly raised the corners of his lips, but did not immediately give a positive answer: "I just said that it is possible. Although it seems to me that it is very likely, as for whether it is true or not, you can only feel it yourself. .”

Qian Yehan stood up slowly, folded his arms on his chest, and walked slowly in the room: "What you said makes sense, but although I want to believe it, I can't tell whether it is the case right now..." She walked to Medicine Master Kabuto came closer, leaned over and said, "Do you have any way to tell the difference?"

Kabuto Yakushi smiled meaningfully, pushed up his glasses, and said softly: "Yes, but it is a little difficult for you now: when you are completely out of Orochimaru-sama's control, if you feel a little lost but more... But he is relaxed and unwilling to think about anything about Orochimaru-sama anymore. Maybe it is the situation I mentioned. But I have one more thing to tell you. If this state lasts for a long time, even if it is fake at first , maybe it will eventually become true.”

"What, completely out of control?" Qian Yehan chuckled, feeling a little incredible: "Do you mean to let me escape? But Lord Orochimaru has told me that as long as I don't escape, he will not kill me. Why should I take this risk? Let’s take jealousy as an example. If I get jealous because of him, it means I like him. If I don’t, it means I don’t like him. Isn’t that okay?”

"Oh?" Yakushi Kabuto raised his eyebrows: "Then let me ask you, if a woman suddenly came and took your current position, she would meet with Orochimaru-sama every day, serve tea and water, and even go to bed, and you would only be on the side. Look, will you be jealous?" Yakushi Kabuto looked at Qianyehan with a smile in his eyes. Seeing that she was speechless, the corner of his lips curled up, and he did not leave any time for Qianyehan to speak, and then spoke again: "It should be possible, right? But... you can understand this mentality as jealousy, but in fact it can also be understood as uneasiness. Losing your original position means that you have become less important in Orochimaru-sama's heart. It's important. Are you subconsciously worried that Orochimaru-sama will no longer abide by what he said to you, and will he want to use you for experiments again? Can you tell clearly, at that moment, what is the upper hand? What kind of mood do you feel?"

Hearing this, Qian Yehan's breath froze, and she had to admit that Yakushi Kabuto's words still made some sense. As long as she was still under Orochimaru's control, as long as she was still suppressed by him, she would not be able to explain her feelings clearly.

"So, I just gave you a way to judge. As for whether you want to do it or not, that is your own business. You can think about it. If you think the risk is too high or meaningless, just laugh it off. That’s it.”

"Anyway, thank you." Qian Yehan walked into the house and distanced the two of them: "But it seems that I shouldn't tell you this. Why do I feel that you are encouraging me to escape?" He has left. At the end, she stood still in front of many instruments and turned around: "You should be very clear about the consequences of the experimental subject's escape. Do you... really want me to die?"

Yakushi Kabuto, who was sitting with his back to the instrument, did not turn around because of Qian Yehan's words. He still maintained the movement of crossing his hands and supporting his chin. Hearing this, he first chuckled, and then said calmly: "Whatever you think , all I can tell you is that I just... want you to leave from here."

"Why?" Qian Yehan was a little confused. Could it be that she was afraid that she would reveal his identity to Orochimaru? "Don't worry, what I said before is true to my word."

"Oh, why exactly?" Yakushi Kabuto gradually lowered his hands in front of him. His expression could not be seen in the reflection of the circular mirror, which made it even more difficult to guess what he was thinking. For a moment, he held on Desktop slowly stood up, turned around and walked in the direction of Qian Yehan.

Chinohan felt a little strange when she saw Kabuto Yakushi walking straight towards her. She turned around and faced Kabuto Yakushi. Maybe... Kabuto Yakushi wanted to whisper to her? Ah, wait... He doesn't want to drag her into the water anymore, does he? Just as she was thinking to herself, Kabuto Yakushi walked up to her. What surprised her was that after they were only half a meter apart, he still maintained his previous speed without any intention of stopping. , she was startled, and for a moment, she even thought that Kabuto Yakushi was a blind man. In desperation, she subconsciously took a step back to give way. Unexpectedly, when she moved her feet, she found that she was standing too close to her. Finally, there was no way to retreat at all: "Hey!" She finally couldn't help but make a sound, raised her hand and pushed forward. What happened next proved that Kabuto Yakushi was not blind. The moment Qianyehan raised his hand, he quickly raised his left hand, and in an instant he clasped the wrists of Qianyehan's hands, and then pulled them aside. Then, he followed the inertia and pulled Qianyehan's hands aside. His chin was placed on Qian Yehan's shoulder.

Qian Yehan could even feel the hair constantly brushing against her left cheek, and the sound of breathing near her ears could be heard clearly. She finally couldn't bear it anymore and shook her hands to break away from him: "What the hell are you doing? "

"Oh, I'm sorry." Kabuto Yakushi quickly let go after hearing this. At the same time, a piece of paper appeared on his right hand. He handed it to Chino Han: "The result of this instrument came out, and it happened to be Lord Orochimaru. Bring the one you want." When Qian Yehan reached out to take it blankly, Yakushi Kabuto took a step back as if nothing had happened, and then said what he just said: "Ask me why , the reason is complicated, and I don’t really want to tell you. You have stayed here for a long time. If Orochimaru-sama asks about it when you go back, just say that you are waiting for the results to come out. I am going to eat. If you have nothing to do Let’s go back as soon as possible.”

It wasn't until Kabuto Yakushi left the room that Chinohan came back to her senses from the messy things just now. She looked back at the instruments behind her, then raised the paper in her hand and frowned at it for a long time. Even if it happened to be the instrument behind her that gave the result, couldn't Kabuto Yakushi tell her to give in in advance? What did he mean by this? Did he want to give her a blow? But it’s not quite the same, right? Qian Yehan's frown deepened, and she began to think secretly. After a while, she suddenly felt that she had been out for too long, so she shook her head and stopped thinking about it, and walked quickly back to the laboratory where Orochimaru was.

When he returned, Orochimaru was sitting at the table near the door, reading with a stack of information. There were several dishes on the table, which seemed to have just arrived and were still smoking slightly. She walked up to Orochimaru without deliberately walking lightly and handed over the paper in her hand: "Lord Orochimaru, this is the blood sample result you want."

Orochimaru raised his head and did not take the materials from Qian Yehan's hand. Instead, he handed over a stack of paper in his hand: "Go and put these on the table inside, and come over after putting them away."

"Oh, okay." Qian Yehan took the information. When she passed by Narita-kun, she couldn't help it. She couldn't help but look at him a few times. After placing the information, she returned to Orochimaru thoughtfully. . "Sit down." After hearing Orochimaru's voice, she realized that there was also a pair of bowls and chopsticks placed opposite Orochimaru. Thinking about what Orochimaru had done just now, was he... waiting for her to eat?

Qian Yehan sat down as instructed and picked up the chopsticks on the side. Then she discovered again that half of the dishes on the table were seafood. She had never seen such food in more than half a year. She subconsciously raised her head and looked at the big snake. pill.

"What's the matter? You're back so late." Orochimaru asked her casually, holding the dish between his hands.

Qian Yehan suddenly came back to his senses: "Oh, nothing happened. I just chatted with Mochizuki Anzu for a while when I went out, and then waited for the results at Yakushi Kabuto's for a while, so it was a bit slow." Seeing that he was guessed by Yakushi Kabuto While she was slightly shocked, she also subconsciously said the words Kabuto Yakushi taught her.

"Yeah." After asking this question, the atmosphere seemed to have become better. The two of them ate quietly. During the dinner, Qian Yehan looked at Orochimaru and suddenly remembered what Yakushi Kabuto said to her just now. She She frowned slightly and couldn't help but slow down her eating speed. Indeed, although she was eating harmoniously with Orochimaru, and the relationship between the two seemed to have become closer recently, but after all, it was all fake, right? Will one day she suddenly realizes that everything is just an illusion, an illusion she created for herself to survive?

"Lord Orochimaru," Qian Yehan swallowed a mouthful of rice and saw Orochimaru looking over, she said softly: "If... one day... I no longer like you as much as I do now, will you still accept it? Where was I then?"

"No." Orochimaru's answer was so simple that Qian Yehan was stunned for a moment. The fish she had just picked up slowly moved on the tip of the chopsticks, and soon it was out of the control of the chopsticks and fell back to the plate, 'Pfft ' There was a sound, which seemed a little weak, and Orochimaru continued: "As long as you are obedient enough, I won't let such a thing happen."