[Hokage] After losing my memory, I became a super god in the ninja world

The situation becomes calm in an inconspicuous place.

The sea is as calm as a mirror with an unobstructed view. The ocean currents at the bottom are boiling and rolling up sand and gravel, but the top is motionless.

Quan Nai followed this calmness and came back at dusk. He took off the mask that hid his face, winked at Madara and me, and said, "I'm back."

Inadvertently, Madara and I laughed for real.

A ten-year-old boy grows faster than his peers. Probably because the Kingdom of Water has not seen sunlight all year round, Uchiha's already fair skin has become even more colorless.

Madara immediately went up to explore his body, and Quan Na couldn't help but nuzzle in his brother's arms, "It's okay Nissan, Brother Stork is here, he has completed the main task."

"Don't move."

Madara bent his fingers and flicked his brother's forehead gently, "Zhenyuan, I'll hold it down, and you can check him."

"Nathan Check"

Quan Nai immediately dropped her face and said aggrievedly, "I am an older child, why should I let Nathan come?"

"Because you like to show off your strength, and Madara will be soft-hearted."

I stretched out my fingertips and opened my Sharingan. The power distribution of Izuna's body instantly appeared in his mind, and the disorder on his shoulders was very obvious.

"Too much use of the knife."

I tapped his shoulder, and a small lightning bolt penetrated, "Do you often add chakra to the Ninja Sword?"

"You can't escape Nathan's eyes." Izuna scratched her cheek with a "I didn't mean it" expression on her face, "Knives made of chakra metal are very easy to use... so..."

"Tomorrow, Ma Yuan and I will wait for you at the training ground." Madara angrily hit the uneasy person again. As an older brother, forcing his younger brother to fight tooth and nail is simply the biggest punishment for him.

"Nisan also hopes that our two brothers will fight side by side," Quan Nai hugged Madara's arm and said plausibly, "If we don't work hard, how can Quan Nai catch up?"

"After all, Nissan is so—so powerful!"

Izuna must have used up her skills to soothe Madara, and the two brothers stuck together again without any gaps, letting the chattering trivial matters fill the space between them.

I looked at them with my face raised, and the two black-haired dumplings, one big and one small, were still so loving. When Izuna talked about the interesting things in the mission with great enthusiasm, Madara also had a smile on his face.

Tajima is not here today, please let them stay for a while.

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"Ah, I ended up talking so late without realizing it."

Quan Nai yawned loudly and looked around, "Sister Zhenyuan is leaving first."

Madara paused, his eyebrows slightly furrowed, "We had such a great time chatting..."

"Sister Zhenyuan won't care about this."

Quan Nai stood up with a smile, and the mask around her waist flashed, "Then I'll go back too, Nissan, get some rest early."

"Don't take too long." Madara knew that Izuna was going to talk to Mabuchi. His younger brother had grown up and had his own little secret. He felt disappointed in his heart and his tone was also gloomy.

"But~ I haven't seen Sister Zhenyuan for a long time. Isn't it unfair that Nissan saw her before me?"

Madara was a little surprised by what Izuna said. He seriously thought about it. If he were Izuna and hadn't seen his sister for a long time, then his brother would spend some time alone with her...

...Cannot refute.

"That's it. Nissan, you're the best."

Quan Na walked away briskly. By the way, Madara was left thinking.

When the moonlight spread across the roof of the house and slanted down, Quan Nai played with the mask in his hand, and his smile gradually became calmer.

He looked at the moon in silence. The silver-white jade hook has a sharp end, which looks like the tail of someone's eye. The danger and beauty of the moonlight flowing quietly are also like someone's eyes.

There is something wrong with Brother Madara and Sister Zhenyuan.

He thought slowly. Their behavior was too strange. Something unrelated to positive emotions must have happened under special circumstances, so the atmosphere between them was weird.

what is it then

The mask rotated in the palm of his hand again.

Asking Sister Zhenyuan directly is unlikely to give an answer. If she wants to hide it, no method will work. If you ask Brother Ban, if something big happens, his mood will be greatly affected. Don't disturb your brother if you have nothing to do. This is the conduct of a younger brother.

So...you still have to guess for yourself.

The little boy finally withdrew his gaze and put on his mask. The pattern of the tengu made his whole person look cold:

If it is related to the opposite alliance and dares to cause the brother and sister to have emotional flaws, then don't blame him.

He is not as soft as Brother Ban, nor is he as good at weighing things up as Sister Zhenyuan. He will only deal with problems in his own way.

No matter how high the price is.

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"So come to me"

I crossed my arms and half-smiled, "It's bedtime now, or do you want to sleep with your sister?"

Quan Nai's eyes lit up, but remembering how he rushed back after a long journey, he had to say aggrievedly, "Forget it... Nathan."

He really thought about it!

I put down my defensive posture and rubbed the young boy's face vigorously, "Quenna."

"No."

"You're a big kid."

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

After a "kind, loving, lively and brisk" interaction, I packed up the bed and took out an old piece of clothing to cover him. Quan Na was stunned for a few seconds, then slowly revealed a pure smile, "Naisan... I miss you."

"Ugh."

I sat upright opposite Quan Nai. He obviously suffered a lot and had a lot of suppressed emotions in his heart. Not telling Madara was just a tacit understanding between brothers, but in front of me, he made no secret of it.

"Go ahead."

"Brother has always been in contact with Senju Hashirama." Izuna started with this topic that has not been discussed for a long time. "Sister Mabuchi must also know that I am opposed to their alliance."

"Because of hate. Because of tradition. And most importantly, because of the future."

Izuna closed her eyes slightly, and her thoughts seemed to return to that day by the Nanga River, "When I was conscious, Uchiha and Senju were already out-and-out deadly rivals."

"Before Sister Zhenyuan came to the house, my two brothers died in the hands of Qianju. I don't remember the year of my mother's death very clearly. I only know that the atmosphere in the clan was very bad - I later found out that at that time and The battle of the Thousand Hands affected the preparations for winter, so in that cold winter of internal and external difficulties, my mother left forever."

"When I talk about this now, my emotions don't have much ups and downs. Because it is already a very distant thing." Quan Nai gently pulled the corner of her lower lip, forming a superficial smile, "But I will not forget it. The feeling of hatred is the original motivation that supports me to live behind my brother and father."

Perhaps because he discovered that I don’t have a preference for food and accessories, when Izuna and Madara got along later, most of the souvenirs they gave me were things to soothe their emotions.

For example, at this moment, I took out a piece of shogi and heated a small piece of agarwood next to it. In the soothing scented space, Izuna held her cheek with one hand and started stacking chess pieces. "My time in the Kingdom of Water was busy and bloody. Only when the previous stage of the mission is over, will I have time to think about it." Think about your own business - if one day all the Senju and Ninja clan die, then what I will do will probably not be a lot of tasks, how happy that would be."

"Snapped."

The king was placed safely in the center, and I said calmly, "After the happiness."

"It's disgust."

Quan Nai pushed the chess pieces forward at will, and promoted the pawns under him at will. Shogi is an offensive game, and his style is fierce and fearless. From the looks of it, I was defeated.

"I hate this kind of self that only uses hatred as motivation."

"Can [Uchiha Izuna]'s will and thinking be driven only by hatred? That's ridiculous, and it makes me feel shameful for even having such thoughts."

"I obviously walked on another possible path, and I did find things that would overturn my original thoughts. However..."

Quan Nai dropped the horse with a snap, her eyes slightly cold, "So, I feel that I am shallow, ignorant, and contemptible. I also feel that thinking like this is cute, respectable, and hateful."

He raised his face and said softly, "Nathan."

I wonder if Tajima had expected today's situation when he was raising his youngest son. I picked up the captured chess piece thoughtfully and entered it, "Before you came back, Madara and I had a confrontation that would kill each other."

"The reason can be simply summarized as we are walking on different roads. The two roads occasionally intersect and occasionally diverge, but they will never overlap."

"really……"

Quan Nai said hoarsely, "Naisan, you told me the truth."

"The truth meets the truth." I shook my head, pushing my chess piece that kept eating away at Izuna, "I later felt that I was terrible, and Madara might also later regret that he had the intention to kill his sister -"

"But, so what"

I laughed, flipping the speeding car in my hand, and the Dragon King captured Senna's golden general, "There is no doubt that I was the one who wanted to kill him. The one who was fighting against him at that time could only be Madara."

"We love each other," the chess pieces surrounding General Senna are ready to go. They only need one step to end. "This doesn't mean that we can't love ourselves more."

"Quenna," I stopped the Dragon King next to his King and touched it, "You have to learn to love yourself."

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Quan Nai left quickly. At this time, the incense had not evaporated. I opened the door and leaned on it, my whole body soaked in the moonlight.

I enjoy spending time alone more than spending time with my family. The long blank memory tells me that there is a reason for this. Occasionally, I will also wonder if someone has said such words to me, telling me to love myself more than others.

...Easier said than done.

Some people are afraid of death, some are afraid of war, some are worried about the pain of loss, and some are struggling between dreams and reality.

There is only me, only me holding on to the name "Zhenyuan", thinking about why I am here, why I am me, and why I have to do what I do all the time.

No one can truly understand me. In this world, the most peaceful and silent pain is forgetfulness.

"True Abyss" is a person who has forgotten.

There is no love for those who forget.