Konoha: I have a giant of light inside me

Naruto seems to see various images behind Mianma - no parents, living alone, and only himself on the swing; not knowing Haruno Sakura and his party, living alone in the ninja school; Afterwards, there were no companions with whom to talk to each other, only the picture of his own ninja career-these presented to him seemed to be his own destiny in another world.

When it came to the last scene, what Naruto saw was himself in the form of a demon fox. He was no longer human, crawling on the ground full of mourning, and the once thriving village was covered in flames.

"This is the truth, this is our destiny, Naruto." Mian Ma looked at him quietly and said.

"This is my destiny?" Naruto murmured blankly.

"Yes."

Before Naruto could reply, he heard Xiang Rin's mournful cry from behind, and one hand tightly grabbed his clothes.Looking back, Naruto saw Xianglin sitting down on the ground, his face was full of panic, his eyes were a little lost, and he murmured in a low voice: "No, don't do that... Naruto, where are you? Don't leave me alone !"

"Just like you, she also sees her true destiny. Without you, she will usher in a miserable life. The you beside her now is also just a dream. When the dream wakes up, she will return to her original The look—that is to say, she never changed."

Once leaving Naruto's dream, Xiang Rin is the kind of person who is helpless and insecure; and Naruto is also, leaving Haruno Sakura's so-called dream, he can understand what the real self will be like.

Naruto vaguely felt that there was something wrong with the other party's statement, but the pain on his body and Xiang Rin's performance made him waver involuntarily.

"Really, is it really like this?"

"Of course not like this—"

Just when Naruto was asking himself, an angry voice sounded in his mind like thunder, making him feel dizzy.

"Mom, mom?" Naruto quickly came back to his senses. It was the voice of his mother, Kushina. With the results of his current practice, he can talk to his mother without meditation. Obviously, Kushina also heard the voice. With a numb voice, and knowing Naruto's bewilderment, he couldn't sit idly by and speak directly.

"Naruto, be sober, the reason why you feel pain is because of the power of illusion! What is there to resist the real idea? It uses this pain and assists the bewitching of words to make you feel that it is indeed like this That’s all. —Hmph, that’s what the so-called illusions are like, taking advantage of the weaknesses in other people’s minds and then giving them strength, this is the foundation of all illusions.”

"Ah? That is to say, all this is due to the influence of illusion? The other party is not my true heart, is it really just an illusion?"

"Of course it is. Although there is some water on his body...a cough shadow, but ah, this kind of resentful and resentful guy will not be my child."

"However, just like what you said, the illusion is to take advantage of the weakness in my heart. Doesn't that mean that I do have those dark thoughts in my heart?"

"Uh——Actually, it's not just you. When your mother and I were Jinjuriki, I occasionally had such thoughts. However, after I met your father, I never had such thoughts."

"Why?" Naruto asked incredulously.

Kushina was at a loss for words for a while, she considered her words, recalled what Grandma Mito had told herself before, and said: "As Renzhuriki, we are naturally in pain, and to smooth out this pain is to get the love of others. Love. As long as we have these, even if it is Jinchuriki, we will be happy - this is what the previous Jinchuriki, Uzumichi Mito told me. Naruto, ask yourself, do you really think Sakura and others Is all people's concern for you fake?"

Naruto recalled the warmth he felt in the past, and replied without hesitation: "No, it must not be like that."

"That's it. Don't be fooled by this guy's rumors. It's just an illusion created by the enemy. All you have to do is to defeat him."

"Kill him?" Naruto looked at the boy who was exactly like him. Although his mother said that he was an illusion, he knew that he must be attacking him, but is he really completely false?Everything Mian Ma said, at least some of it, was speaking from his own heart.

"No, what you want to do is not to defeat him, Naruto." Suddenly, there was a voice that had never been heard before, it was a man's voice, and he couldn't help but froze.

"who are you?"

That voice didn't answer Naruto, and Kushina disappeared without knowing why after the voice appeared.Afterwards, the voice told Naruto that Naruto's previous thoughts must be true, which is not wrong, but those are all Naruto's previous thoughts, the so-called truth is the truth of the past.

"It's an illusion of the enemy, but it does take advantage of the weakness in your heart. The only problem is, he doesn't represent your reality, he represents the dark side of you. You are the 'Uzumaki Naruto' this Part of being human, being a part of you, you shouldn't deny him, denying him is denying who you were."

"Then how should I treat him?" Although he didn't know who the owner of this voice was, Naruto couldn't help but listen to this steady and gentle voice.

"He is the darkness in your heart, it is your past; and being loved by others is your present. These are the life experienced by 'Uzumaki Naruto', how to treat him is up to you to decide. "

After all, the voice never sounded again, just like what he said, how to deal with face numbness is up to Naruto to decide.

This conversation passed quickly in Naruto's spiritual world, at least slightly different from the real time.So, Mianma watched in surprise as Naruto, who was kneeling on the ground, slowly straightened up, and the pained look on his face gradually disappeared.

"You, what?" Mian Ma couldn't understand.

"Mian Ma, I'll just call you like this." Naruto slowly adjusted his breathing, the pain in his heart was still there, but it could no longer affect his physical state, "You are right, this may It’s my other fate, if it weren’t for Sakura and the others, I might really be heading towards this fate.”

"Haven't you understood, Haruno Sakura and the others are just dreams for you, they are not real..."

"No." Naruto interrupted his voice directly, he looked at Mima seriously, and said: "That is definitely not fake, because I can grow up now because of Sakura and the others. So, I'm very thankful to them, thank them for being there, and I'm really lucky at this point."

"Lucky? You want to say, you are lucky?" The numb face overflowed with hatred, "Because of these, you have to deny your true thoughts, the real... me?"

"No, I won't deny you." Naruto turned around, squatted slightly on the ground, and put his hand on the trembling Xiang Rin's body.

"Naruto?" Xiang Rin slowly raised her head, staring blankly at Naruto, there were tears on her face, Naruto gently reached out to wipe away her tears.

Naruto stared into her eyes and said, "Xiang Rin, you are no longer what you used to be. You used to be weak and afraid of the people around you, but now you are different. In the days of living in the village , you are honing your skills and your abilities, you really have to grow."

Naruto has always seen Xianglin's struggle in his eyes. He knows how much Xianglin has put in blood and sweat. He believes that Xianglin can protect himself if he is alone.

"But once I leave you, I will..."

"No, even without me by your side, you are still very powerful. Don't forget that sometimes I was not by your side in the previous missions, but you still displayed your abilities smoothly. Now you really And you don’t need to reject the weakness and pain of the past, all you have to do is accept them, admit your past weakness, and turn it into a driving force for your growth, that’s why you can walk in the present.”

Mianma behind him froze slightly, Naruto not only said this to Xiang Rin, but also said it to him.He clenched his fist tightly, gritted his teeth and said, "Since you admit your past pain, why don't you plan to pay it back now?"

"Because I thought about it, if I were to hurt the village, I would definitely hurt Sakura and the others. I really don't want to see this. Without them, even if I return the pain to those who hurt me, Will I be able to be happy? Certainly not, without them, the pain I would feel would probably outweigh the harm those people gave me."

"what?"

"After all, people can't overcome loneliness. For me who was once lonely, Sakura is pure light. Naturally, I grabbed it without hesitation. Face numb, I don't know if you can understand, I have seen light People will never want to go back to the dark world."

The numb body couldn't help shaking, he looked at Naruto in shock, not knowing what to say.

"And I'm very lucky that my 'light' is all good people, people who sincerely give me love and support. Maybe, at the beginning, it was really like what you said, I was relying on it. Now I've grown to understand other people better and to find more happiness. Even so, it doesn't mean I'm going to give up on that, does it?"

Naruto walked up to Mima slowly, stretched out his arms and hugged him, but Mima was dumbfounded, and his body began to disappear slowly.He was created by taking advantage of the weakness in Naruto's heart. When the foundation of existence disappears, he cannot maintain his form.

Just when the facial numbness disappeared, Naruto and Xianglin felt that the environment here began to vibrate, and signs of collapse began to slowly appear.

"Sure enough, this place is also created by illusion." Naruto said, he turned around and looked at Xiang Rin who was sitting on the ground, instead of pulling her, he asked, "Xiang Rin, can you stand up now?" ?”

Xianglin was stunned for a moment, then quickly agreed, got up from the ground, her eyes sparkled, and said excitedly: "Naruto, you were really handsome just now."

"Thank you." Naruto scratched his head in embarrassment, "Okay, hurry up and find someone else."