Mrs. Lu, do you want me to give you my life?

"Mom," Ying Xia said suddenly, she turned over and looked at Xia Qiong in the dark.

"How did you persevere? Will you be alone?" She felt that she shouldn't have asked such a question.

But she needs an answer, because she doesn't know what she should use to persevere after she separated from Lu Jinchuan. She is still full of yearning for life and feels that the world is still beautiful, but her heart is empty.

The curtains were half open, and a little moonlight shone through the gap. Xia Qiong's eyes were shining brightly. She said, "What else can I do? Life will always pass, so use the past and memories."

This does not seem to be a constructive suggestion for Xia.

Xia Qiong said again: "Although I also blame him for leaving so early, but thinking of his kindness to me before, I feel grateful in my heart, and life is not so bitter."

Ying Xia's heart was touched a little, she blamed Lu Jinchuan for leaving, and the way he left was too embarrassing, but these years, he really treated her very well.

To be able to do this to a person he doesn't love, he must have worked hard to the extreme.

When she first liked him, she didn't want to seek a result. She thought it was good to like him silently. It was his response to her that made her greedy.

So all along, it didn't seem that she was chasing after his steps, but she used her self-righteous love to hold back his steps.

In love, whoever loves deeply will fall behind. She is willing to hand the knife into his hand, so she can't blame her for doing it.

It seemed that suddenly he didn't hate him, didn't complain, and let go.

The two chatted for a while, Xia Qiong slowly fell asleep, Ying Xia took the phone from the bedside table, clicked on Lu Jinchuan's WeChat to edit a paragraph, hesitated for a long time before clicking send.

Lu Jinchuan celebrated the New Year in the compound of his grandfather Jiang, the old commander. The old man went to bed early, and he sat alone in the study to process documents. There was a project in the next year and he needed to go to Australia.

The continuous New Year greeting calls and text messages, he thought it was too noisy, so he pressed mute.

When he saw Ying Xia's message, it was already four o'clock in the morning. Fortunately, he set the message to the top, so her message was not pushed down.

This was the first time Ying Xia sent him a WeChat message after their divorce. He had a gut feeling that it was not good news, so he held his phone for a long time and didn't look at it until the screen turned black before turning it on again.

Ying Xia's message was only a few sentences.

"Jin Chuan, thank you for your hard work these years, I wish you all the best in the future, and wish you a happy new year."

She always liked to call him by his first name, but this time she called him Jin Chuan, she was reconciling with herself.

The words were plain and simple, and there was no complaint in the whole message, but when Lu Jinchuan saw it, his hands began to tremble slightly.

He picked up a cigarette and put it in his mouth. He pressed the lighter several times but failed to ignite it. He threw the lighter on the table and leaned against the back of the chair, biting the cigarette.

As the sky was getting brighter, he picked up his mobile phone and dialed Zhou Xin's number.

……

Ying Xia slept late last night, and it was past ten o'clock when she woke up. She finished washing and went downstairs.

As soon as he stepped down the last step, his whole body froze there as if possessed by an evil spirit.

There was a handsome man sitting on the sofa in the living room, with a face so exquisite, Ying Xia closed his eyes and rubbed them, and when he opened them again, the man was still there.

Who is not the living Lu Jinchuan?

Lu Jinchuan was talking to Xia Qiong, and seemed to notice Ying Xia's gaze, so he turned his head.

The two looked at each other, and the things in their eyes were really wonderful.

An inappropriate smile appeared on Lu Jinchuan's face.

He didn't wear his usual formal clothes, but casual trousers and a jacket. His usual calmness and introversion were all restrained, leaving only wanton flamboyance, but he behaved well and controlled this flamboyance to a very comfortable range. within.

Ying Xia followed his gaze and lowered her head.

On the other hand, I didn't bring much clothes when I came back this time, and Xia Qiong's big flowered jacket was wrapped around me, which was so dirty that I couldn't get any more dirty.

No wonder Lu Jinchuan had that expression.

Her image is really ruined.

Xia Qiong also turned her head to see her, and waved at her: "Come here, don't be too happy, Jin Chuan just wants to give you a surprise."

Ying Xia chuckled twice in her heart, almost applauding, what a "surprise"!

The image was irreparable, Ying Xia smashed the jar, put both hands in his pockets, walked over and was about to sit down, but was pushed by Xia Qiong.

"Sit over there."

With her hands in her pockets, she didn't keep her balance, and she fell directly towards Lu Jinchuan. Lu Jinchuan picked her upright, took her and sat down beside her.

No matter how thick the clothes on her body were, she still felt that the hands on her waist were burning hot like a branding iron.

If it wasn't for Xia Qiong's presence, she would definitely have thrown her away.

Lu Jinchuan continued the previous topic: "It also happened to be two days. I just decided in the morning. I guess she was sleeping late so I didn't wake her up."

As he spoke, he glanced at Ying Xia.

Xia Qiong smiled even more happily, and pretended to complain: "She really gets lazy the more she learns, she hasn't gotten up early since she came back for seven or eight days, Jinchuan, don't get too used to her."

Lu Jinchuan still put his hand on her waist, and also smiled and said: "She is quite obedient at home."

Are you good?He used to be quite obedient, but now he almost got into a fight with him, like a kitten whose tail was trampled on, really good at scratching people.

"Mom, I'm hungry, what's for lunch?" Whether she's really hungry or not, Ying Xia just wants to drive Xia Qiong away.

Xia Qiong looked at the time and said "Oh".

"Look at me, I really forgot, Xia Xia, please greet Jinchuan well."

"Understood." Ying Xia responded.

Seeing Xia Qiong enter the kitchen, Ying Xia hurriedly sat down on the sofa next to her.

The atmosphere began to cool down again.

"When did you arrive?"

Lu Jinchuan looked at her: "Ten minutes ago."

Ying Xia calculated the time and estimated that he was taking the first flight.

It's obviously at my own home, but now that there is another him, I always feel that everything is wrong, and it is even more embarrassing than when they first met.

Lu Jinchuan saw her embarrassment, the corners of his mouth hooked up, and his eyes fell on her clothes.

"The clothes are nice."

Not bad, not bad, this is the robe of maternal love!

Ying Xia gave him a white look: "You like to wear it for you."

Lu Jinchuan seemed to be thinking seriously, and after a while he said, "It's too young."

He said that if the size was big enough, he would really be ready to wear it, Ying Xia imagined the scene, and pursed her lips unconsciously.

The atmosphere seemed to have eased, Ying Xia was thinking about how to speak so as not to embarrass both parties too much, since she decided to let go, she had to try to treat him like an ordinary person.

Lu Jinchuan got up and walked to the kitchen, Ying Xia took out her mobile phone and sent Tan Fei a WeChat message.

"Lu Jinchuan is here."

Tan Fei replied in seconds, and answered several "lying exercises" one after another, and the phone was beeping non-stop.

Ying Xia hastily turned the volume on, and replied to Tan Fei: "Stop fucking, what should I do?"

Tan Fei: "Lu Bancheng thousands of miles to find his wife, touching!"

Ying Xia typed: "Can you tell me something useful?"

"Drink the milk." Lu Jinchuan's voice sounded in his ear.

Before that sentence could be sent out, Ying Xia hastily clasped the phone on her lap and picked it up.

He probably didn't see it...

Lu Jinchuan sat across from him: "Would you like to hear my opinion?"

"Ah?" Ying Xia opened her mouth, not knowing why.