Mrs. Lu, do you want me to give you my life?

She didn't dare to turn her head to look at his expression, her heart ached every time she said a word, and she didn't know how he felt when he heard it.

The bedroom was so quiet that she didn't even dare to breathe too hard.

It took a long time before Lu Jinchuan spoke, his voice was flat: "Ying Xia, look at me."

She turned to meet his gaze.

He asked her, "Are you tired all these years?"

"Ah."

Very tired, people's energy is limited, when she was young, she put too much energy on him, by the time they got married, she was already in a state of being exhausted.

Without any courage, relying only on love, maintaining a marriage in name only for three years, I am really exhausted to the extreme.

Not only her, he was tired too, she could feel it.

Lu Jinchuan looked at her for a moment, his eyes became darker and darker, and finally, he just smiled lightly: "Okay."

She had never seen such an expression on Lu Jinchuan's face before. The feeling of powerlessness was half of despair. Her heart tightened instantly, and she really wanted to break the jar and say, "It's all up to you, please don't laugh at me like this."

The meaning of this sentence is the end and parting.

All afternoon, Ying Xiawo stayed in the bedroom and didn't go anywhere. She didn't see Lu Jinchuan until she went downstairs after dinner.

There was nothing unusual about him, the dinner table was enjoyable, everyone was normal, it seemed that she was the only abnormal person.

"Eat more." Lu Jinchuan helped her pick up another dish.

Xia Qiong snickered when she saw that, Ying Xia really didn't have much appetite, just when she was about to say she couldn't eat anymore, Lu Jinchuan's phone rang.

He glanced at it and hung up, the phone rang again, he frowned, turned the mute directly and put the phone on the table.

Ying Xia finished eating in twos and twos, and just sat down on the sofa in the living room when the phone rang, and it was the name of Lu Jinchuan's mother, Jiang Xiyue.

She glanced at Lu Jinchuan who was still talking to Xia Qiong, got up and went to the yard to answer the phone.

"Auntie, hello."

Jiang Xiyue's tone over there was not good.

"Miss Ying, I hope you can figure out who you are now. You and Jin Chuan are divorced, and he will soon marry Miss Lou. I don't think it's a good idea for you to ask him to accompany you home during Chinese New Year. Things that educated people can do."

Ying Xia was silent for a moment.

"Sorry Auntie, you may have misunderstood, I did not make such a request to him."

Jiang Xiyue scolded angrily: "I don't care whether you directly made such a request, in short, knowing that the other party has a partner and still being entangled, what do you think this behavior is? I don't want to make it too harsh, you can weigh it yourself."

Isn't that ugly?

Ying Xia was speechless, it really was a double standard, when Zhao Ruyi and Lu Jinchuan were entangled, maybe they would still applaud.

She didn't want to be bullied, so she changed hands on the phone and said in a serious tone, "Auntie, I respect you as an elder before calling you auntie. If you can't show the most basic respect to people, then I think it's okay if I refuse to answer the phone." no problem."

Jiang Xiyue's emotions became more and more agitated, and her voice became more and more piercing: "Ying Xia, is this the way you speak to your elders? It's only been a few months since the divorce and you can't hold back anymore? Are you showing your true colors? You don’t need etiquette, righteousness and shame, do you?”

A hand stretched out and held it in her hand. The phone in his hand was taken away, and the rest of the words could not be heard clearly, so he could only stare blankly at Lu Jinchuan who snatched the phone away.

Lu Jinchuan fixed his eyes on Ying Xia's face, picked up the phone and put it to his lips: "Don't bother her again."

After finishing speaking, he didn't care what the other person said, just hung up, and then blocked Jiang Xiyue's phone in front of Ying Xia, and then dug out his father's and sister's phone numbers and blocked them together.

He handed the phone back to her: "Don't talk to them in the future, if they contact you in other ways, tell me directly, and I will deal with it."

Ying Xia bit her lip and said, "Yes."

Lu Jinchuan turned and walked into the house, stood by the window and looked at Ying Xia who was still standing in the yard.

She lowered her head slightly and raised her hand to cover her eyes. After a long while, she put her hand down and walked in with her shoulders bent.

Everyone didn't want to spoil the harmonious atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, so Lu Jinchuan still had to share a room with her.

After Lu Jinchuan finished washing, Ying Xia was still sitting on the sofa, so he walked over and pulled her up on the bed, "Sleep."

He dimmed the lights, and sat on the sofa where she had just been sitting, playing with his mobile phone.

The light from the mobile phone shone on his face, making his dark circles more obvious. He had an early flight, so he must have not slept much last night.

It's not that the two of them haven't slept together, and nothing happened after sleeping for three years, let alone something happened under such circumstances.

She looked at it for a while and said, "Are you going to sleep?"

Lu Jinchuan didn't even look at her: "Go to sleep, I'll read some documents."

It's all nonsense, she understands him, if there are any documents that must be processed, he will bring his computer, instead of using his mobile phone to read a document and have to turn the page two hundred times.

"Are you really not going to sleep?" She asked again.

Lu Jinchuan finally raised his head and looked at her steadfastly. He wanted to say something, but it was just the lock screen of his phone. He walked over and lay down on the other side of the bed.

He was lying on his back, with perfect profile lines, which showed that God had worked a lot on him.

Ying Xia turned her back to him, but didn't see Lu Jinchuan opened his eyes again in the darkness.

Lu Jinchuan in high school was like an eclipse of the sun, there was light, but it couldn't shine out, and his whole body was full of vicious energy.

However, he has good grades and ranks first every year. He perfectly blends the characteristics of good students and bad students.

Such a man, let alone in high school, is too unique and dazzling even in society.

Since she saw him for the first time, she pretended to run into him from time to time, and went to stuff things in his drawer before they started class, even if she looked at him from a distance, it was fine.

There are many girls who look at Lu Jinchuan from afar like her.

At the school gate, on the playground, in the library, as long as she is free, she will be there wherever Lu Jinchuan is.

She thought she hid it deeply, but she didn't know that it was spread to the whole school, saying that she was shameless, that she was lying, that she didn't know her own weight, and there was nothing nice about it.

When everyone looked at her strangely, the first thing she thought of was that I must have caused him a lot of trouble.

She doesn't care what others say about her, but she cares about what he thinks, so she started to avoid him, but in fact, there is no need to hide. There was very little interaction in junior high and high school. After she deliberately avoided, she really didn't see him again for a long time.

When I saw him again, it was already the end of the second semester of the second year of junior high school. He and some of his friends blocked several people in the alley behind the school, with a man's hand under his feet and a cigarette dangling from his mouth.

He took a breath and said, "Did it come from your mouth?"

The person below looked pained: "No, no, it was Zhang Wan from the third class who said it first."

Ying Xia hid in a corner of the alley, stuck out half of her head, and didn't understand what their endless words meant.

The girls at that time were blind, they only thought he was handsome for smoking and beating up, whatever.

Lu Jinchuan said again: "You always said that sentence, right?"

The man raised his head: "Which sentence?"

Lu Jinchuan crushed his foot hard, and the man immediately howled, "I didn't say that she licked the dog, it really wasn't me."