Mrs. Lu, do you want me to give you my life?

She didn't eat much, and Lu Jinchuan was a little worried, "You don't have a good appetite recently."

"Maybe it's cold weather and lack of exercise, so the consumption is less. Don't bears still hibernate?" Ying Xia said.

"But tigers don't hibernate."

Ying Xia reached out to pinch his waist, "You say I'm a tigress?"

Lu Jinchuan slightly hooked his lips, and held her hand, "Don't make trouble, go take a bath."

Ying Xia: "You wash first."

Lu Jinchuan came out of the shower and went into the study again. After reading the documents for a while, the door of the study was opened.

Ying Xia tiptoed in and closed the door, "The study is so hot."

Lu Jinchuan raised his eyes to see that she stretched out her hand to pretend to fan the wind, and then tore off the belt of her outer robe.

There was only one light suspender pajamas left, which seemed to be the style chosen by grandma.

Lu Jinchuan's breathing suddenly sank, and his tongue searched around in his mouth, but he couldn't find a suitable place to stay, and his heart also swayed.

The temperature in his eyes seemed to be scalding, Ying Xia shivered from his wolf-like gaze, and she didn't know whether it was the cold weather or because of his gaze.

Suddenly, I felt that it was not a good idea to throw myself in the arms.

Just as he bent down to pick up his robe, a shadow suddenly appeared beside him, and when he raised his eyes, he was thrown over on the sofa.

She thought she was going to die here today, but who knew that Lu Jinchuan was just suppressing her.

He put one hand on her ear and raised her chin with the other.

"You're not feeling right today." Lu Jinchuan said.

Ying Xia's heart skipped a beat, although she was stabbed in the heart, she couldn't lose her confidence.

"It's obviously normal, okay?"

Lu Jinchuan frowned, looked at her eyebrows and eyes, "Did you do something wrong?"

He meant something, it was not pleasant to say, but looking back, from Lu Jinchuan's standpoint, her change came after he saw her with Shen Xiu.

So there is nothing wrong with Lu Jinchuan having such thoughts, and he cannot be blamed entirely.

Ying Xia was a little out of breath under his pressure, twisted her body, "Get up first."

Lu Jinchuan really let her go, picked up the robe on the ground and put it on her body, while he sat aside.

Lu Jinchuan said: "If you have anything to say, just say it, there's no need to do this."

Such words would probably cause quarrels, but now Ying Xia heard that she only felt sorry for him.

He was fighting against the illness alone, but he tried his best to make her feel that he was good and treated her well with all of him. This is really distressing.

Ying Xia's eyes were red, and she stretched out her arms to hug him, "Shen Xiu and I didn't talk much, he said he didn't find Guan Li, I told him not to interfere in this matter anymore."

Lu Jinchuan didn't speak to her, and for the first time, he didn't hug her back.

Ying Xia knew that for the current Lu Jinchuan, it would not be so easy to expose this matter.

"I never had any other thoughts about him. You know, I have only liked one person for so many years, and that is you."

Lu Jinchuan remained silent, his eyes focused on the floor.

Although she knew he was a patient, she was still a little anxious at this moment, "Can you say something?"

Lu Jinchuan turned his head, "Say what?"

"Tell me what you think, if you are unhappy, you can say it, don't hold it in your heart like this."

Lu Jinchuan got up, and Ying Xia embraced him, watching him walk to the window, with his back to her.

"I saw the way he looked at you and wanted to gouge out his eyeballs, but I knew it couldn't be done because I wanted to be a normal person."

Ying Xia choked on her throat, "Husband..."

Lu Jinchuan turned around, "I still want to hear it? Well, I don't like other men staring at you, I don't like you smiling at them, I'm jealous and I care, what about you? Do you never care what kind of things appear around me?" people?"

Ying Xia knelt on the sofa, her heart ached, and she said dully, "I just trust you."

Lu Jinchuan suddenly smiled, "Why do you trust me? Because my mother regards you more than my life. Even if it makes you a little bit unhappy, I won't let you go. I will consider you first before doing anything. This is what I give you. sense of security."

Ying Xia opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, because he was right.

Lu Jinchuan also seemed to realize that his tone was a little heavy, turned around, rubbed his face, "I'm sorry, my attitude is bad, you go to sleep first."

Lu Jinchuan stared at the lights in the yard in a daze, and suddenly felt warmth in his waist, and a pair of weak hands were clasped around his waist.

"it does not matter."

Ying Xia said in a low voice: "It's good for you to say that. I know that sometimes my temper is a little awkward. You have always accommodated me and taken care of me. You can't always pay by yourself in a relationship. I also want to treat you Hello."

When she went to see Shen Xiuyu, she really didn't think so carefully, she should

"But I'm not doing as well as you. I know this very well. Tell me where I'm not doing well. Life is still very long, and we will always get better and better."

Lu Jinchuan raised his head, took a deep breath, and suddenly grabbed her wrist and dragged her closer.

Ying Xia only felt a strong force dragging her, and in the next second she was hugged tightly by Lu Jinchuan.

Ying Xia was only stunned for a moment, and immediately hugged him back, "Don't be angry, okay?"

One sentence made Lu Jinchuan's heart ache. He wanted to pamper the girl he was coaxing, and because of his own emotional instability, he came to coax him in a low voice.

He lowered his head, put his chin on the top of her head, hugged her tightly, and said sorry to her over and over again.

"Honey, I'm sorry, I don't want to say that to you, but... I can't seem to control myself."

"Hush," Ying Xia put her hand on his back to comfort him, "I know, it's okay, you're just sick and you'll get better."

He stared at the shadow of the two embracing in the window, and his heart was slowly settled by her comfort.

The past few months were too happy, and he didn't know if he would break this happiness if he continued to insist on not taking medicine.

He seemed to need to consider whether it was more important to have children, or to give her a normal husband.

The two hugged each other for a long time before Lu Jinchuan carried her to bed.

Ying Xia was already extremely sleepy, nestled in his arms, drowsy.

"What?" She said a few words in a daze, but Lu Jinchuan didn't hear clearly.

Her head moved in his arms, "I said don't be afraid, I love you."

He has never heard her say I love you so solemnly, it seems to be more effective than any medicine.

Lu Jinchuan tilted his head slightly, and rubbed his lips against her temples lightly, kissing her with a faint kiss.

"Hey, sleep quickly if you're sleepy."