Quick time travel system scum male self-redemption strategy

A man can endure darkness, loneliness, pain if he has never had light.

Warmth, the most beautiful redemption, has become... a gut-piercing poison...

In fact, he is not considered to be in the dark, he is free from disease and disease, his hands and feet are sound, and there is still a little bit of shelter that is not decent.

Not long after he was born, his mother disappeared. Some people guessed that she ran away with someone, but in fact, she had cheated on her long ago, so even that man wondered if she was his seed.

Some people wondered if she was abducted by someone, maybe she became another daughter-in-law, and gave birth to a bunch of white and fat sons...

Others said that she might have been taken by a monster on the mountain, and she was gone a long time ago. After all, the monsters haunted her back then, causing panic...

But he can't control it anymore, if his biological father remarries, there will be no place for him in the family, but because of public opinion, the Yang family didn't dare to just kick him out.

So let him live in a "hut", which used to be the place of Rhubarb, and his dog could only lie pitifully outside the house after he "occupied the magpie's nest".

In fact, it was simply built with a few stalks of thatch and a few logs. He only remembered things at that time. Before that, it was the lame old lady next door who fed him with some food from time to time. Not much, but not enough to let him He starved to death and took care of him, but unfortunately the aunt got old soon and never appeared again.

This is what he heard people say, this dog has grown up with him, maybe he can't even look at it, after being fed, he will take the leftover half of the rotten steamed bun and cold vegetable leaves to the hut here, feed him.

So for the first time, I thought it was normal for it to spread all over the floor, but suddenly let it "enter the house" and sleep with him, not because he would have any soft-hearted feelings, but because he thought he could still help him find food.

Yes, it is like that.

In the vast world, a person like him is considered very good, he has nothing to worry about, he is inseparable from each other, he doesn't cry, but he can laugh from time to time.

When others give him something to eat, he will thank him and laugh;

In the cold winter, others gave up his bed and quilt, he was grateful and laughed.

In short, I can laugh as much as I can, I just feel that there is nothing to be sad about.

When he grows up a bit, he goes to do odd jobs or begs, and he can support himself, but he realizes that this is actually not enough...

"...Yo, little beggar, here we go again, here you go, eat whatever you want in the slop bucket..."

"...What's going on! You can't do this well, and you won't do it. Why do I hire you here... Do you still want a salary? No, isn't it enough for you to eat and drink? Go away..."

"...Why is he dressed so poorly..."

"...Don't pay attention to him, he's just a stinky beggar, look at how stinky he is, walk around..."

"...Hahaha, fell into the lake, look how stupid he is..."

The kid stopped kicking him, and was very happy to see him struggling in the water, and everyone around him was watching.

Finally, he struggled to get ashore, took off his wet clothes, warmed himself by the fire, was afraid of the cold, could not get sick, and was familiar with the road, he was used to it.

But looking up at the deep sky, could it be that his whole life has been like this, like a walking corpse, living is for living, what's the point, but he doesn't want to die, really, contradictory.

But he didn't want to, Rhubarb, who had been with him for so long, finally couldn't stand it anymore and became old.

No, maybe his family thought it was old and useless even as a doorkeeper, so they sprinkled some rat poison on it in the food, maybe this was just his guess.

It doesn't matter, anyway, even the dog who has been with him for so long is gone, so he really has nothing to worry about, but why is his heart empty?

Later, the Yang family caught fire, and he really lost his father and mother.

Then, "he" appeared and broke into his life, and since then... the world has been turned upside down.

Later, he thought about it, should he have taken rhubarb earlier and lost all support, so that person would have appeared earlier.

Well, he was just joking, how could he go back to the past...

However, if possible, he must first warn himself, be patient, make himself better, and wait for his appearance.

Oh no, maybe there is no need to change, then he will still care about himself so much...

【Yue Chen】