Possessiveness: The private little wife of the paranoid CEO

Lu Beiyan returned to the house in a few steps, his expression changed instantly, his eyes were dark, his face was almost sickly pale, and the depths of his dark eyes were bloodshot.

The light reflected a hazy shadow on him, he got up tremblingly and went to open the cabinet, Ranran asked him to cooperate with the treatment of depression, which contained medicine for the treatment of obstructive paranoid personality disorder.

The white pill was sent directly into the mouth, and the bitter taste spread in the throat.

After a while, the uncomfortable and indescribable emotions were finally suppressed a little, and the hostility in his eyes dissipated a little.

He sat down with his back against the edge of the bed, his eyes blank.

Why doesn't Ranran want a child?

Is she still going to leave herself?

……

Countless dangerous thoughts raised the alert line in his mind, and his heart seemed to be dug out, empty.

He is not worthy of being loved, everyone will abandon him, despise him, and in the end, he will be the only one left in the whole world.

The door button slammed, "Lu Beiyan, why did you take so long to change clothes? Are you ready?"

Hearing this, Lu Beiyan's eyes flickered, he got up and went to the closet, took a long coat and put it on, opened the door and went out.

Lu Beiyan took her hand to go out and get off the elevator.

In the car, the scenery outside the window moved back rapidly, and the atmosphere inside the car was inexplicably quiet, Shi Ran glanced sideways.

The man held the steering wheel with both hands, his profile was deep and sharp, and he remained silent.

Shi Ran: "What's wrong with you?"

Suddenly the wheels rubbed against the ground quickly, making a harsh sound of "chucking", and the car braked to a stop.

Due to inertia, Shi Ran leaned forward, her hands subconsciously grasped the seat belt tightly, and her breathing accelerated unconsciously.

"Why don't you want a child?" His eyebrows and eyes were sharp, and there was an undetectable grievance in his dark eyes.

Shi Ran took a deep breath, raising his eyes a little afraid to look at him.

Why is it that she is already pregnant and is going to the hospital to have an abortion.

It's just that he doesn't want a child for the time being, and buys a contraceptive pill before it happens. Is he so angry?

"Do you like children very much?" she asked.

"I don't like it." Lu Beiyan replied truthfully, he didn't like children at all, he even hated them.

And thinking about it, if there is a child who will compete with him in the future and share Ranran's love, it is hard for him to imagine whether he can control the urge to send the child away.

But now, he is always afraid every day, afraid that one day Ranran will leave him, afraid that one day Ranran will get tired of him, and afraid that her love will be short...

Worry about gains and losses, restless.

As long as she wants a child, Ranran shouldn't leave, right?

So no matter how much he doesn't like children, no matter how hard it is to imagine that after having a child in the future, he will share Ranran's love, he still wants a child with her, who will tie her tightly by his side.

"Why are you angry if you don't like it?"

The man's eyes are quiet and his outline is sharp, making it impossible to see what he is thinking.

He lowered his head, the sharpness in his dark eyes faded, a little bit of loneliness was stained, he stretched out his hand timidly to pull a corner of her skirt, and the end of his tone revealed innocence and grievance.

"I'm not angry."

Shi Ran was stunned, how could he switch emotions so quickly, one second he was angrily asking himself why he didn't want a child, and the next second he turned pitiful, like a kitten, making people afraid to speak out talk to him.

Her tone slowed down, "We just got the certificate, yesterday afternoon..."

The aunt who habitually blurted out was stunned, and then changed her address, "Mom called me and asked when we are going to hold the wedding. I don't want to have a child so soon. The weather is already cold. If the wedding is held at that time, it will be big." It doesn't look good with a belly."

Since the news of their marriage was made public, Zhao Qingyao has been calling her almost every day, giving her a bunch of good days and auspicious days, and asking her to choose one.

But since the two received their certificates, Lu Beiyan hadn't talked to her about the wedding.

So she hasn't made up her mind on which day to do it.

In fact, Ran didn't want to have children at the time, mainly because Dr. Shen Yu said that his disease would be hereditary.

Judging from Lu Beiyan's attitude towards Xiaotuanzi, she knew that Lu Beiyan definitely didn't like children.

So she thought about it for a long time, and she wanted to be a DINK family. After all, it was unfair to him to let a child who might suffer from paranoid personality disorder come into the world.

But she couldn't tell him that, Lu Beiyan looked invincible on the surface, but was actually very fragile. If he knew that she didn't want a child because of him, he would definitely think about it again.

The word wedding seems to have sounded a police tape in Lu Beiyan's mind.

The wedding three years ago was really impressive.

Let him just think about the memories of that day, and a certain string in his brain seems to be broken, and it hurts.

"You want to have a wedding?" A deep voice seemed to overflow from the depths of his throat.

The atmosphere in the car instantly fell into a cold silence, and Shi Ran knew that he must have been bitten by a snake once and was afraid of well ropes for ten years.

The incident of her escaping marriage three years ago had a great impact on him.

She stretched out her hand to hold his knuckle-boned hand, "I'll listen to you, if you don't want to do it, just do it."

Lu Beiyan raised his downcast eyes and bumped into a pair of clear eyes.

In his memory, he has always listened to her since the reunion. This is the first time that Ranran said to listen to him.

But he could feel that Ranran wanted to have a wedding.

"manage."

No matter how long or how deep it was a thorn hidden in his bones, he would face it directly, because among his choices, there was always only Ranran's choice.

After the matter was discussed, the two soon came to the pharmacy.

Shi Ran swallowed two contraceptive pills directly with the warm water in the store, and then she bought a large bottle to take away.

The moment Lu Beiyan saw it, he almost called out: Good guy.

His eyes darkened, "Get in the car first, I'll ask the old Chinese doctor something."

There is an old Chinese doctor in this pharmacy. Hearing that the medical skills are superb, many patients will come here admiringly.

Hearing this, Shi Ran was stunned, his eyeballs rolled around, and his mouth opened slightly, "Oh, I understand, then I'll go out first, take a good look."

It must be to ask the old Chinese medicine doctor to prescribe some venting and anger.

Lu Beiyan saw her look like I understand without you needing to say more, and his face sank instantly.

Why does it feel like she is doubting herself?

I really want to pry open the seeds of her little head to see what is inside.

After watching her go out, Lu Beiyan sat on the blue plastic stool.

The old Chinese doctor in front of me is indeed quite old, about seventy years old.

"How to prepare for pregnancy?"

Old Chinese:"……"

If his old eyes were not dim, the man's wife just took two pills in front of him in the pharmacy and bought a big bottle.

That is, the elite man in front of him suffers from eye disease?

"You can't take birth control pills." He said slowly.

Lu Beiyan: "..."

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