Civilization and Harmony Hogwarts

"Walburga, tell me, in your eyes, Sirius Black is your son Sirius, or Black's Sirius." Afutu asked the most critical question in disbelief.

"Walburga, when you first gave birth to Sirius, was it for the Black family to have an heir, or for something else?"

Afu asked this on purpose.

She had said earlier that although Walburga was facing enormous pressure to bear children, under the pressure, he still did not choose to use the fertility potion, just because of the risks.

She refused the fertility potion, either out of love for the child, not wanting the child to take any risk, or for the sake of the Black family, not wanting the Black family to have an heir who might have health problems.

Outside the door, Sirius had just calmed down from the deep meaning of his name, but when he heard the new question Af posed to Walburga, his heart subconsciously hung up again.

Sirius' brain told him that the answer to the question was definitely the one he usually felt, and there was no need to have ridiculous expectations for things that were already clear at a glance.

The voice in his head yelled frantically, telling him to leave quickly, so as not to be hurt again when he heard the answer from Walburga's mouth later.

but……

If he has accepted this "fact" long ago, why should he be afraid that he will be hurt if he hears the answer?

Obviously, obviously Sirius is still looking forward to this!

Even if this expectation is subtle and hidden under a thick defense, the light of expectation has never been extinguished!

Sirius' feet seemed to be firmly glued to the floor, and he didn't move at all.

Orion, who had already let go of Sirius, planned to control Sirius's actions as soon as Sirius had any signs of leaving, and let him listen to Walburga's true feelings honestly—O Ryan is certain, certain that under Professor Afu's questioning, Walburga will express his true feelings that he has never said before, and that Walburga has always had a deep and strong love for Silas!

"I..." Walburga didn't know what to say.

What did she take Sirius for?

What on earth did she take Sirius for?

The answer was on the lips, but Walburg added "I..." for a long time, but he didn't say it clearly. Instead, his consciousness began to diverge, and many pictures, many memories.

Walburga still remembers that when Sirius was conceived, the baby had been unconsciously absorbing the magic power from her body during the growth process, and she felt that her magic power was being absorbed and plundered all the time.

Drinking magic power supplements bottle by bottle, but the body is like a water-proof and draining pool, which can never be filled. The sense of emptiness of insufficient magic power and the exhaustion of magic power running for a long time are eroding all the time her sanity.

If Walburga's will was not strong enough and her love for the child was not strong enough, she might be tortured to the point of madness by the abnormal reaction of her body.

Later, it was hard to support the baby until it was born, but because the baby absorbed a lot of nutrition in the mother's body, the growth and development of the baby was too large, and it was stuck in the birth canal for a long time and could not come down.

It wasn't until she drank a whole bottle of birth-boosting potion that her body, which was protected from pain by the narcotic potion, finally felt something slip.

Fertility is a constant ordeal for women - both ordinary Muggle women and powerful female wizards.

Walburga couldn't imagine that he had suffered so much when he was physically mature and in good health, so Druela (wife of Signus Black and mother of the three Bella sisters) How did she give birth to three daughters in succession at such a young age?

The physical and mental pain and exhaustion made Walburga "righteously" feel a resentment towards the little baby who didn't know anything.

However, all the persistence and rejection quietly disappeared when I saw the baby's innocent and cute sleeping face.

The small, fleshy hands are clenched into fists, and the chubby little face is like a piece of cream cake, which is delicious to look at.

The little baby’s eyes are sensitive to light, and they are still closed tightly. There is not sparse black lanugo hair on his head, and the soft and short lanugo hair is even curled up in cute little curls. How cute would be the little curly hair like sheep wool!

The little baby is so cute, born from her body——

He deserves the best!

Walburga and her husband Orion named the little baby "Sirius", and they hoped that he would become the Sirius of the Black family, always blooming the brightest light day and night.

They hope that he will become the most dazzling sirius, they are sure that he will become the brightest sirius!

Therefore, along with the great expectation and hope, comes the heavy pressure and burden.

The heavy heir's homework, extra burdensome courses, chattering criticism and increasingly stringent high requirements, like a slowly stacking mountain, gradually weighed Sirius out of breath.

I don't know when, Walburga bound himself into a vicious circle that he couldn't get out of.

Her original intention changed from wishing Sirius the best, to wishing Sirius the best.

But being a Black Walburga.What is the "best" in her eyes?

He is a qualified Blake who maintains "forever pure" in spirit and blood, is an excellent Slytherin who stands in the position of a leader, and is a——

An "obedient" son who keeps pace with her, has a unified thinking, and behaves in compliance, and an heir who can practice her thoughts and will.

Walburga's exuberant desire for control and terrifying desire for protection intensified. She wanted Sirius to follow in her footsteps, and to go smoothly, without waves, and smoothly on the road she arranged for him, which was destined for glory and full of flowers. keep going, keep going.

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Sirius: My rationality told me that I would not hear any good words, and it would be better to slip away, but my emotions took advantage of my unpreparedness to sneak up on my rationality, taking the opportunity to control my body, and my jio could not move up!

Orion: (staring——) You must listen to me the whole show today, boy!

Walburga: I... I, I... (speechless for a long time)

Afu: (pressing every step of the way) (prying open your mouth) Tell me, Walburga!Tell me your true inner thoughts~ (follow the temptation) (encourage) follow your heart, speak your true inner thoughts out loud!