A strong locked marriage, Young Master Gu's hidden married wife

Gu Chengjin slowly opened his eyes.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Zhou Bai sitting beside his bed with a demure face, reading a book seriously in his hand.

The sun shines in through the white gauze curtain.

Floating light and shadows, flickering bright and dark.

For a long time after this scene, every time Gu Chengjin thinks of it, there will be a surge of sweetness in his heart, but it will soon turn into a huge panic.

Even if the two meet again and hold hands again.

Dreaming back at midnight, this scene emerged, but he still couldn't calm down the panic in his heart.

He could only hold her tightly, wishing to blend into his flesh and blood.

"you're awake?"

As soon as Zhou Bai looked up, he saw Gu Chengjin looking at her sadly, with joy on his face, he immediately put down the book in his hand.

She got up and wanted to ring the bell for the doctor.

However, it was stopped by Gu Chengjin.

"Don't call me, I'm fine. Zhou Zhou, I just want to be alone with you for a while."

Zhou Bai sat back slowly, nodded, took his hand and placed it on his face.

Gu Chengjin's fingertips gently rubbed her cheeks, and the gentle touch made the two of them have mixed feelings.

The so-called men don't flick their tears lightly, just because they haven't reached the sad place.

For a moment, Gu Chengjin thought that he might not be able to stay with her all the time, so he was filled with desolation and sadness, and couldn't help but turn his eyes red.

"Are you crying?"

Zhou Bai looked at him, and raised his hand to gently touch the corner of his eyes.

Gu Chengjin dodged, and denied with a smile: "No, I'm Gu Chengjin, how could I cry?"

"Can't Gu Chengjin cry? Gu Chengjin is also human, not Iron Man." Zhou Bai said.

"Zhou Zhou, you still like to tell bad jokes." Gu Chengjin said helplessly.

Zhou Bai lowered his eyes, leaned against his hand for a while, and then slowly raised his head and put his hand down.

"Ajin, I still remember that when I first met you, you asked me to marry you. You were so domineering and fierce. At that time, I was terrified. I have been grateful to you for a long time, but more of it is resentment. If it wasn't for meeting you, would my life be a different scene?"

"Zhou Zhou, are you trying to settle accounts with me?" Gu Chengjin asked with a wry smile.

Zhou Bai murmured, "It's not about settling accounts, but just thinking about it carefully, the relationship between me and you has always been forced and forced. I don't seem to have ever experienced the romance and love at first sight described in the book."

"I fell in love with you at first sight." Gu Chengjin said eagerly.

Zhou Bai: "It's just because I saved you when I was young and accompanied you through the darkest time, that's why you never forget me."

"No, I fell in love with you at first sight. When I saw you at first sight, I recognized you, and my heart was moved. Zhou Zhou, you tell me this now, do you want to tell me that you don't like it? Me? So let me agree to Fang Yanran's conditions? Zhou Zhou, I won't agree, and you can't lie to me. How could we have no feelings after such a long time together? I won't believe it."

"After such a long time together, of course I have feelings. But, do I really love you?" Zhou Bai said, "You know I'm a very lazy person, and I don't care about anything other than academic research. You Love me and be willing to take care of me, I never thought about it, do I love you the same? But these two days, I thought about it carefully. Ah Jin, I'm sorry, I may not love you that much. "

"I do not believe."

Gu Chengjin's tone was firm.

He didn't believe every word Zhou Bai said.

Zhou Bai closed his eyes, smiled wryly and said, "I know you don't believe it, and I didn't believe it at first. But when I think that you might die soon, and you won't be able to take care of me all the time, and accompany me to the end, I feel... Not only sad, but also angry with you. Why do you still provoke me if you can’t accompany me to the end? But I don’t have the idea of ​​wanting to die with you. All past cases and literary works say that life and death depend on each other. However, if you die, I will definitely not die with you."

"I never thought of letting you die with me. I hope you can live and live well more than anyone else." Gu Chengjin said sadly.

"So that's how it is. I thought you wanted me to die with you." Zhou Bai smiled wryly.

"I never thought about it that way."

"Then you don't love me that much either." Zhou Bai said.

Gu Chengjin frowned.

Zhou Bai said: "In this world, the most painful thing is to bear. You want me to keep our child, watch you die, and raise the child alone. But you never thought that if I love you , How painful it must be for me, I will live in the pain of missing you all my life and cannot extricate myself. I have never thought about how pitiful our children would be without the company of their father. What you call loving me is just because you are selfish Li, you want to fulfill your so-called love, you want to leave an offspring, but you don't really think about me."

"Zhou Zhou, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."

Zhou Bai's words pierced Gu Chengjin's heart like a sharp weapon.

He hated himself for being sick, hated that he couldn't fulfill his promise to take care of her for the rest of his life, but he couldn't do anything about it.

Zhou Bai smiled wryly, stood up and said, "Ah Jin, you and I both know that saying sorry is useless. You also understand what I want to say. Promise Fang Yanran that we can all live a good life, maybe you won't If I meet a girl who fell in love at first sight again, maybe I will never meet someone who takes care of me like you. But we will all live, won't we?"

"I don't agree, Zhou Zhou, I don't agree. Don't abandon me, please don't abandon me."

Gu Chengjin sobbed softly, pleading with sobs.

He cried like a child.

The arrogant and conceited Gu Sanshao is crying and begging like a child at this moment.

Just please, Zhou Bai don't abandon him.

That would make him feel worse than death.

Zhou Bai turned his face away, tears rolling down uncontrollably.

His lips were trembling, and he bit his own lip hard, before forcing himself to calm down.

"My child... I've already killed it. I won't be as selfish as you. I can't give him a complete family, but I still stubbornly give birth to him. Gu Chengjin, I like you, but I don't love you that much. I'm sorry , I can't watch you die, so I choose to let go."

"No, it's impossible, Zhou Zhou, you lied to me, right? You didn't give up our child. You see, I prepared a lot of things for him. You can't let him go, and you can't let me go."

Gu Chengjin rolled down from the bed, opened the cabinet next to him, took out the toy he made for the child from inside, and brought it to Zhou Bai on his stomach.

He was still too weak to stand up.

But he didn't want to stand up, even if he knelt in front of Zhou Bai, he still wanted to keep her.

Knowing that, maybe meaningless.

But stubbornly persisted.

This obsession has been engraved into the bone marrow.

Zhou Bai clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging into his flesh.

But no matter how painful it was, I couldn't control my tears.

a long time.

Only then said in a trembling voice: "It's late, Fang Yanran accompanied me to do the abortion. You understand me, just as decisive as I was when I married you. I have talked to you, and I have already left no way out for myself."

"Zhou Bai, we have to leave, otherwise we won't be able to catch the plane."

He Wenyi walked in and put his arms around Zhou Bai's waist to remind him.

"Zhou Zhou, don't go, don't abandon me."

Gu Chengjin begged in tears.

But Zhou Bai left anyway, leaving with He Wenyi.