Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

At that time, Chen Xiaofeng hadn't tried to kill anyone. She never thought that she would become a murderer, and that the medical knowledge she had learned could save people as well as kill people.

She never thought that she would have the heart to get rid of that little Douding.

At that time, like all young girls, she cared about her hair and skin, rent and three meals a day.

She is also one of the most caring nurses in the hospital. Her blood type is rare. Whenever she encounters a patient who needs blood transfusion, she rolls up her sleeves and donates blood without saying a word.

She did secretly like Gu Changhai, and secretly fantasized about living with him, but she never thought that one day she would realize this daydream, after all, Gu Changhai was too far away from her.

Until she was bullied by those three hooligans.

That night, the moon was very big and bright, and the moon illuminated the faces of the three hooligans. There was tension on their faces, but more excitement. hit her on the temple.

She just lay there in the wet cornfield, with her hands pinned down and her legs pinned down, looking helplessly at the moon in the sky.

She didn't know what she did wrong, why this happened to her.

She began to hate the moon above her head, because the moon would only hang high in the sky to watch her liveliness.

God has no eyes...

Later, she walked out of the dark corn field covered in blood, wearing tattered clothes that had been torn into pieces, dragging her heavy legs, and her broken soul.

She told herself that God will send a great responsibility to people, so she suffered all this.

Maybe it was God pushing her in an extreme way.

Since that night, she felt that she had changed from the inside out, and her perspective on the world had also changed.

Only by becoming strong can you not be bullied, and if you have money, you can stay away from poverty.

She no longer wants to be stuck in the mud of life, and she no longer wants to pass through that deserted cornfield every day, just because the rent there is five hundred cheaper than in the urban area.

She wants to become the young wife of the Gu family, she wants to drive away that woman who was indifferent to Gu Changhai, she wants to sleep on their clean velvet mattress, and she wants to give birth to a son for Gu Changhai, so that Gu Changhai will see him from now on. only her.

On that day, she must be happy, right?

In this way, she embarked on this narrow and crowded road. She thought that what she pursued was happiness, and she would definitely get it.

But now, looking back at the road...

Chen Xiaofeng was choked up and speechless.

She has had no worries about food and clothing for more than twenty years, but she has not tasted the so-called happiness.

Now she doesn't know whether she has gained more or lost more.

Occasionally, she wondered, if she had gone to the police, would she have been able to catch those three hooligans and given them a heavy sentence, and perhaps her heart would have been relieved.

Waiting for time to heal her physical and mental wounds, she is still that warm and kind girl.

She might agree to the wooing of the new intern and start a healthy little family with that man...

But it's too late to say anything.

Time stealthily stole her life like this, and she also made mistakes again and again in the choices again and again, and when she looked back, half of her life was over, and she had no way out.

As soon as this feeling of regret popped up, Chen Xiaofeng immediately covered his head.

Facing the unchangeable past, she felt a heart-wrenching pain, which even turned into a physical pain, as if someone was drilling her brain with an electric drill.