Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

where is mother

What is all this about?

Just as he wanted to shout, the bitter and salty seawater poured into his mouth, he couldn't think about it anymore, fear overwhelmed everything...

Xiao Jun was finally rescued, and when he woke up again, it was the third day after his mother took him to throw himself into the sea.

Uncle Wei was sitting by his little bed, looking at him worriedly.

"Ajun, you're awake! Are you thirsty?"

"Where's mom?"

"Ma'am is resting, don't worry..."

However, as soon as the words fell, there was the sound of something breaking outside.

Xiao Jun was startled, and then he heard his mother crying hysterically, she shouted: "Xiao Chongyang, you devil!"

I couldn't hear what my father said, only the sound of thumping and shattering from time to time.

Uncle Wei looked at the direction of the door worriedly, and then said to him in a gentle tone: "A Jun, let me warm you a cup of milk, okay?"

Uncle Wei left the room, probably to dissuade his parents from arguing.

Then the thumping and thumping disappeared, leaving only the sound of my mother crying.

Gradually, the crying stopped.

The villa became as quiet as a tomb.

Since then, the parents' hot and cold wars have alternated. He has seen his father slap his mother down the stairs, and he has also seen his mother jump on his father like crazy, scratching his face and neck.

After that, my father didn't go home very often, and he didn't give his mother a chance to scratch his face.

The war was not over until the mother died.

And his deep-sea phobia is also the psychological shadow left after being thrown into the sea by his mother.

The sleep disturbance also started from that time.

Xiao Jun looked at the wine cabinet, he was thinking, if he collected all the bottles of sleeping pills he had taken, maybe he could fill a wine cellar.

Today, he didn't seem to need sleeping pills anymore. He was very sleepy and tired, so he slowly closed his eyes and wanted to just fall asleep like this.

But he opened his eyes suddenly and took a big breath. The floor was damp and smelled musty. This smell made him suffocate. As soon as he closed his eyes, he thought of his mother's corpse.

He didn't dare to fall asleep again, sat up with difficulty, and decided to go back to the room.

However, before he could stand up, the phone rang. He wanted to hang up directly, but when he saw that the note was "Father", he still tried his best to answer it.

He had to answer his father's phone call.

Father's gentle voice came: "A Jun, are you asleep?"

"No...not yet..."

"What's the matter with the sound?"

"Maybe I caught a cold..."

"That's it, Ah Jun should pay more attention to his body." Father paused for two seconds, but the short silence made Xiao Jun's palms sweat.

With his father's insight, he must be able to see that he drove Uncle Wei away because he wanted to get rid of the surveillance.

Then what will his father do to him next?

Will you treat him like you treat your mother?

Xiao Jun showed a bitter smile,

Father continued: "I heard that you drove old Wei away?"

"Yes, I will let him go back and take care of you..."

"You don't have to lie to me. I know why you drove him away. Don't worry, Ah Jun. When he gets home, I'll tell him well. What Old Wei did to Miss Su this time is too much."

Xiao Jun sank his mind, his father really knew everything.

Then he probably knows, not only because of Xiao Jiu, but also because he wants to get rid of his father's surveillance...

After that, his father cared about him a few more words, asking him whether he was used to living in the manor, whether he was eating well, whether the servants were obedient, and other such questions.

He answered them all.

Then my father sighed again, and said, "Actually, I really don't want you to leave home and live in such a remote place, but if this is what you want to do, Dad will not stop you."

"Well...thank you, father."

"Maybe it's because I'm getting old. Recently, I often think of your mother when she was still alive. I have always felt guilty towards her, and I feel the same way towards you. So as long as it is something you want to do, do it boldly. Dad will always be able to do it." I'll give you the bottom line!"

"Um……"

"It's getting late, so Ah Jun should go to bed early, and I'm going to bed too!"

"Good night, Father."

"Good night."

The call was finally over.

Xiao Jun let out a long breath of relief.

His father's concern scared him.

Indeed, over the years, whatever he wanted, his father would satisfy him.

He also behaved very well, and he would listen to everything his father said.

But it's not because he is really good, nor because he loves his father, but because of fear and cowardice.

He was afraid that after disobeying his father, he would end up like his mother.

So he pretended to believe what his father said, pretended to forgive him, and then tried his best to please him.

He no longer dared to deliberately draw a piece of cat feces to tease everyone when his father was full of expectations and asked him to improvise a picture, and let his father lose face.

The price of willfulness is heavy.

After those flattering guests left, my father threw his cat to death in front of him...

He looked at the innocent kitten and forgot to scream.

But he had a long memory, and someone later asked where the cat had gone.

At that time, my father was listening by the side, and he never mentioned the matter that his father dropped the cat to death. He told others that the cat died of illness.

Then his father smiled kindly at him.

So Xiao Jun knew from a young age that disobedience to his father would lead to disastrous consequences. His father allowed him to be an autistic patient, living in his own world like a fool, allowed him to spend money recklessly, and even hoped that he would go out and drink.

Even if he went to kill and set fire, his father didn't care.

But his father would never allow him to be disobedient.

So it doesn't matter if Uncle Wei is driven away, he will never be able to get rid of his father's control.

Xiao Jun closed his eyes, shook his head, and drove all thoughts out of his mind.

He came here to drink to relax.

He can't think about those unpleasant things anymore, he wants to use the alcohol to quickly fall asleep.

Xiao Jun tried to stand up and grabbed the wine cabinet next to him, but what he grabbed was a wine bottle.

He knocked the wine bottle to the ground and broke it, and the rich aroma of wine overflowed instantly.

At the same time, a sharp pain came from the palm.

He found that his hand was pressing on the broken glass, and blood gushed out and flowed to the ground.

The smell of blood slowly spreading, and the scene of blood dripping down his fingers reminded him suddenly of the scene of his mother lying in the bathtub and cutting her wrists.

Xiao Jun couldn't remember how many times his mother had tried to die.

However, she never got what she wanted.

If her father doesn't let her die, she has to live well.

If her father doesn't let her live, she shouldn't even think about living another day...

Thinking of this, Xiao Jun finally couldn't help vomiting.

The door of the wine cellar opened suddenly, and it was the girl named Ruomu.

When she saw him, she screamed and ran to him quickly.

She was talking nervously, as if concerned about his injury and how much he had been drinking.

Her appearance was like a life-saving rope, and Xiao Jun suddenly returned to reality.

Then he found himself almost sitting in his own vomit...

I pressed my temple with a headache, why was this girl seeing me every time I was embarrassed...