Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Ling Ying came in front of A Fei, and wanted to tell him, don't leave, can't you break up, the probationary period hasn't passed yet, at least give her a little more time...

But when it came to his lips, he couldn't say it.

It feels so humble, when has she ever begged others to love her?

It's not her style at all.

She has always been, you don't love me, I don't love you yet!

So I wanted to lose my temper with him again, okay, divide as you please, whoever is afraid of whom!consider?Don't think about it, divide it now!

But she couldn't say it, she knew, and she would only lose this person completely.

And she didn't want to lose A Fei.

Then you can't be as willful as a child and lose your temper casually.

"Is there anything else?" Ah Fei confirmed to her again.

Ling Ying bit her lip and shook her head at him: "It's just... send me a message when you arrive."

"Ah."

The elevator arrived, Ah Fei walked in, pressed the door open button, "I'm leaving, you don't wear too much, go back quickly."

Ling Ying took a step forward, "I'll wait for you to come back."

But before Ah Fei could respond, the elevator door closed.

Facing the cold metal door, she lowered her head in frustration, and returned home listlessly.

After sitting in the dining room for a while, I went to the living room to sit for a while.

Ah Fei was going to take a plane to Beicheng. When he thought of the plane, he panicked and wanted to send him a message, asking if he could take the train instead, but he picked up his phone and put it down again.

Qiao Qingze's air crash left a psychological shadow on her, but this was her own problem, and she couldn't ask others to live in the way she wanted because of this.

So I forced myself not to think about A Fei, and looked at the time, it was almost time for the cooking class.

She went to the cloakroom to change out of her clothes.

However, after entering the cloakroom, he stared at A Fei's clothes again and became dazed.

It's been a few days since I moved here, and I went in and out of this cloakroom every day, but I never looked at his clothes carefully.

His clothes are monotonous in color and simple in style. For the same type of clothes, he will buy two or three of them. It can be seen that he is a troublesome person and doesn't spend time on matching clothes.

However, his clothes are very textured, and the matching is also the most classic, which is in line with A Fei's temperament, calm and reliable.

The point is, she hadn't noticed this before.

Ling Ying took one of his white shirts and put them on, standing in front of the mirror, looking at herself.

I remembered what he said, I hope to find a girl who loves him wholeheartedly, instead of thinking about others when I am with him.

When Ling Ying heard this, she felt aggrieved, wanted to deny, refuted, wanted to say that she was not thinking of others, but was thinking of him wholeheartedly.

But after calming down and reflecting on her behavior these days, she realized that she really didn't pay enough attention to A Fei.

She seems to do a lot of things, but in fact it's more like a formalism, whether it's cooking for him, watching movies and eating with him, or in bed...

Not just formalism, she was also intentionally catering to his tastes and preferences.

Knowing that he will have a strong desire every morning, she will go to brush his teeth early.

But she never woke up and couldn't help smiling when she saw him, and then kissed him first before talking regardless.If he dared to dislike her, he would definitely kiss her again.

This is what lovers should look like.

Sometimes it's heartwarming, sometimes it's hateful, and sometimes it's even a bit nasty, joking, and arguing.

On the day they moved, they looked like a real couple, but that day because she said too much about Qingze, which made Afei unhappy, she realized that she had hurt Afei, and also realized that she still loved Qiao Qingze deeply.

So since then, she has become cautious.

She also did a lot of things to prove that she no longer thought about Qiao Qingze, and that the person she liked now was A Fei.

But too deliberate behavior is not love at all.

If you really like someone, you should care about him from the bottom of your heart, want to share everything with him, and want to know everything about him, not to please and cater to.

So A Fei was not wrong, she did not treat him wholeheartedly.

All she did was hinting to herself, telling herself that now she was going to start again, she had to love this man well, and not indulge in the past.

She was just using A Fei to divert her love for Qiao Qingze.

Maybe she really should seriously consider whether such a relationship should continue.

She can't use Ah Fei so selfishly...

You can not love, but you can't bother and hurt others, right?

Thinking of this, she took off the shirt, hung it back, and buttoned every button as he did before, and finally smoothed out the wrinkles on the clothes.

After tidying up A Fei's clothes, she changed into her own.

She didn't go to the cooking class that afternoon.

Packed up my daily necessities and clothes, left a note, and left A Fei's house.

There are other miscellaneous things, she is not in a hurry to move them, and she is not in the mood to toss about them today, thinking about waiting for Ah Fei to come back, and having an open and honest chat with him, before asking the workers to come and move them away.

……

After returning to her home in the afternoon, facing the empty room, her mood fell to the bottom.

The little family she once liked very much, for her, there is only a room of loneliness left.

Ling Ying opened a bottle of wine, drank for herself, and lit a cigarette in despair. Anyway, she will not be with Ah Fei in the future, and how she builds her own body has nothing to do with him. No one will pinch her again. Smoke, snatch her wine glass.

Everything went back to the state before I met A Fei, and I just let myself rot and mold.

Thinking of this, there is no relief in my heart, but a sense of desolation.

After drinking one cup after another, I finally got drunk. In a daze, I seemed to hear the phone ringing.

Get up from the floor of the living room and look for your phone.

But when he got the phone, the phone had already hung up.

Only then did he notice that there were already five missed calls and several unread messages on the screen.

They are all Hobby's numbers.

Ling Ying smiled, this fool, he said to be calm and calm, and then broke up, why is he still in contact with her.

At this time, the call came in again, and it was still A Fei.

She answered, but before she could say "Hello", Ah Fei asked, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

"Oh, I'm sleeping, I didn't hear... Are you here?"

"It's already here."

"That's good……"

"What's wrong with your throat?" Ah Fei asked.

Ling Ying cleared her throat, "It's nothing."

"Drinking?"

"Still smoking..." she said with a smile.

Now she has completely given up on treatment, and she is going to break up anyway, so she doesn't care so much anymore.

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and took a deep breath, as if quite angry.

Ling Ying said, if nothing happened, she would hang up first.

"I need you to do me a favor."

"what?"

"Go to my study now, find a document for me, take a photo and send it to me."