Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Lin Zihang told Tang Xin everything that Anya had said to him in the bar a month ago.

In fact, he didn't want to talk so carefully, at least he didn't want to talk so much about other people's affairs with Tang Xin now.

After suffering for several years before, I finally made up my mind to come to her, and I had that incident with Anya again. After I broke off the engagement with Anya, I could come to her, but I was on a business trip for more than a month.

Now that he finally saw her, Lin Zihang actually didn't want to say a word, he just wanted to hug her tightly, and of course it wasn't just hugging her...

But Tang Xin insisted on him.

If he didn't explain it well, she wouldn't believe what he said, so she had to tell her everything one by one.

When telling Tang Xin, Lin Zihang's thoughts couldn't help but return to the night when Anya proposed to break up.

At that time, he originally planned to ask Anya to dissolve the engagement, but before he could speak, Anya said it first.

She said: "I thought about it, let's forget it."

Lin Zihang never expected that Anya would take the initiative to break up, and did not even respond for a while.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Anya said half-jokingly: "Of course, if you don't want to split up, you can also ask me not to leave."

She paused for a second, and added: "Although you beg, I may not agree to you."

Lin Zihang was not that dull, he could hear the sadness in Anya's words, as well as her last bit of stubbornness.

He said frankly to Anya: "Actually, I didn't expect you to break up."

Anya smiled, "Do you think I will be like a dog's skin plaster, clinging to you for the rest of my life, even if you don't like me and don't give me the slightest sympathy, even if you don't even want to hold my hand, I will Do your best to stay by your side?"

"I-I didn't mean that."

As if she didn't hear his words, she continued on her own: "I do love you like a paranoid. No matter what you do to me, I want you. As long as I can be by your side, I can't even respect myself." I don't want it anymore."

Lin Zihang didn't answer.

Anya has a lot of grievances in her heart, he knows it, so let her vent it all at once...

Anya continued: "But then I found that I was not happy at all. This is not the marriage I wanted, nor the life I wanted to live. No matter how good you are, you are not worthy of giving up my self-esteem to like you, and you are even pitiful. for a lifetime."

Tears welled up in her eyes when she said the words "not worth it".

This is not very obedient, but Lin Zihang doesn't care, he just feels relieved.

He also revealed his heart to Anya. He did something wrong that night and felt responsible for her, so he got engaged to her.But I feel aggrieved in my heart, I always feel kidnapped by her, and then treat her indifferently, sometimes even on purpose.

Now when he thinks back on the year the two have been together, he feels very sorry for Anya.I also feel more and more that since it can't give her real happiness, it is even more irresponsible to get married like this.

After Anya listened, she suddenly smiled.

He didn't know why Anya laughed, but he felt that there seemed to be some mockery in her laughter.

She smiled for a while, cleared her throat, and waved to him, beckoning him to come closer.

Lin Zihang hesitated for a second, but he still leaned forward slightly, and Anya also leaned forward. Across the square table in the middle, Anya asked him in a low voice, "You don't have that kind of experience before, do you?"

She has always been a dignified lady, and rarely showed such a little evil expression. While surprised, Lin Zihang also understood what she was asking.

Lin Zihang nodded, somewhat embarrassed.

He was in his 20s, and he was still at the theoretical stage when it came to the relationship between men and women. The only experience he had was the night with Anya, but he didn't remember anything... This really embarrassed him.

Anya said again: "I knew you were inexperienced. As long as you have some experience, you won't be deceived by me."

Lin Zihang was taken aback: "What do you mean?"

"On the night of the class reunion, nothing happened to us. You fell asleep when you arrived at the hotel. But I wanted to be with you so much at the time, so I had an idea. I think when you wake up tomorrow, I will lie to you and say, We've done it, if you believe it, it's not a loss to me, if you know I'm lying, it's okay, the big deal is to continue to be hated by you."

After Lin Zihang heard this, he was not without embarrassment.

Indeed, because he was inexperienced, he didn't know what it was like the next day after having that kind of thing with a girl.

He even took the hangover discomfort as a side effect of intercourse...

But in addition to embarrassment, it is more relaxed.

Nothing happened that night, he could finally let go of the burden in his heart, and he suddenly felt that he was qualified to pursue Tang Xin.

"Thank you for telling me this," Lin Zihang said to Anya, and he stood up involuntarily, "I will personally explain to your parents about our dissolution of engagement, if you have nothing else..."

"Go find her." Anya picked up the wine glass and raised it to him, with a bleak smile on her face, "I wish you happiness."

……

This is what he and Anya talked about in the bar that night. When he finished talking to Tang Xin, Tang Xin's eyes turned red, "You are too easy to lie..."

"I've said it all, I have no experience before..." Lin Zihang said hoarsely, "But I won't be deceived in the future."

Tang Xin asked stupidly, "Why?"

"Because I have experience in the future."

With that said, Lin Zihang turned off the lights.

Lin Zihang originally didn't want to do this kind of thing with her in this crowded dressing room with complicated smells, nor did he think that just today...

But the thing of love and desire, once it comes, is out of control.

Originally it was just a kiss, but in the end, he couldn't help himself, and the only thing left in his mind was that...

But Tang Xin was nervous and resisted, Lin Zihang had no choice but to stop, his lips almost brushed her cheeks, and asked anxiously: "You don't like me?"

Tang Xin's body trembled slightly, and his breathing was extremely uneven. Lin Zihang could see that she was nervous, so he could only gently pinch the back of her neck to help her relax.

"As long as you tell me that you don't like me, I'll leave immediately and never pester you again."

Tang Xin raised his misty eyes and shook his head at him.

She looked affectionate, Lin Zihang understood all of her heart without saying anything.

"Since he likes me, I'm innocent, and I'm single again, why don't you accept me?" He held her face in his hands, staring at her face through the dim light.

"Because He Xuyang and I are already together..." After Tang Xin finished speaking, she closed her eyes, two lines of tears streaming down her face.

Lin Zihang's heart tightened, like a thorn stuck in his throat: "You mean, you already..."

She still closed her eyes tightly, Lin Zihang's hands were wet with tears.