Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

That night, Cheng Xiaoyu didn't sleep well, she seemed to be asleep, but at the same time she didn't seem to be asleep.

Half asleep and half awake, I had many chaotic dreams, many of which were things that happened in the past.

I dreamed of when I was pregnant with Kexin, and when Kexin was just born, holding her finger tightly. She is so small, but she has such great strength.

He didn't dare to forcefully break her fingers apart, for fear of hurting her, so he let her grasp.

Just looking at her daughter like that, she can watch for most of the day without doing anything, and she doesn't feel bored. At that moment, she feels that the most beautiful things in the world are not as good as this little guy in front of her.

But accompanied by postpartum depression and being at a loss in the face of the newborn, Cheng Xiaoyu felt as if she had been hollowed out in those two years, and she couldn't find herself at all.

Perhaps because she was afraid of experiencing that feeling again, Cheng Xiaoyu said that she would never have a second child.

So I was firm again in my heart, not letting myself hesitate again.

The next day.

When Shen Yuan got up earlier than her, he cooked for her and made breakfast for her.

In the past, Shi Chenyuan didn't know how to cook, but in the past few years, after having a daughter, Shi Chenyuan's cooking skills have also improved.

Because the daughter wants to eat the meal made by her father.

Just such a willful request can change a big man.

Children are just so amazing.

But Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't eat breakfast before the operation, so Shi Shenyuan packed her breakfast in a bento box and took it with her on the way. After her operation, if she was hungry and uncomfortably hungry, she could have a cushion.

When I arrived at the hospital, I registered, checked, and queued up.

It's not a weekend, but the obstetrics and gynecology department is still overcrowded.

When Cheng Xiaoyu was pregnant, when she was having an obstetric check-up and passing by a place where abortions were performed, she always saw a long line of doctors and nurses busy from morning till night, performing one surgery after another.

The people sitting outside and waiting, and the people doing the surgery were expressionless.

At that time, she still thought, these are all lives, how could their expressions be so numb?

And how could there be so many irresponsible men who let their women get pregnant by accident!

Now it's her turn. After experiencing this, she will never blame others easily.

But there are irresponsible men, not all men are like Shi Shenyuan, running around to take care of her.

Some came with them and just sat on a chair and played with their mobile phones. Some didn’t show up at all. They let the woman register by herself, walked into the abortion room by herself, and then asked the nurse to push her out, lying on the bed alone, waiting quietly. The anesthetic passed.

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Shi Shenyuan beside him, feeling indescribably moved.

Such a man often makes Xiao Yu feel that doing anything for him is worthwhile.

When thinking about these, Cheng Xiaoyu's tears fell down.

When Shen Yuan saw it, he helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and comforted her with a smile: "It's painless, don't be afraid."

Cheng Xiaoyu nodded: "Yes."

"I survived having a baby, are you still afraid of this?"

She raised her eyes and looked at Shi Shenyuan: "It's not that I'm afraid."

"Is that resentment?"

The nurse called her name.

Cheng Xiaoyu wiped away her tears and stood up: "I'm going."

Shi Shenyuan sent her to the door of the operating room, stroked her hair, and encouraged her with his eyes.

Cheng Xiaoyu walked into the operating room silently.

When the door of the operating room was closed, Shi Shen Yuan came to the smoking area specially set up in the corridor, and lit a cigarette for himself.

The ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and it was obvious that many men stood here with mixed feelings and smoked.

Every man who accompanies a woman to have an abortion must think differently.

When Shen Yuan didn't know others, he regretted it.

He regretted being sloppy at the beginning, and when he was comfortable for a while, he made Xiao Yu suffer these hardships.

In addition to regret, of course there is also reluctance, and I also want that child, thinking about the happy family of the two children.

But compared to that unformed life, he cares more about Xiaoyu's mood. There is only Kexin, and he is equally happy. Another one is just icing on the cake.

Therefore, unless she wanted to have another baby, Shi Shenyuan would never encourage her, or even ask her.

That process was too hard, and he felt sorry for her.

When the cigarette was half smoked, footsteps came from behind, Shi Shen Yuan glanced at it from the corner of his eye, froze for a moment, and turned around.

He saw Cheng Xiaoyu standing there with tears all over his face, but he kept on giggling.

Shi Shenyuan quickly pinched his cigarette, walked over, and held her shoulder: "Why so fast? Didn't you do it?"

She wiped away her tears, but still smiled.

"How come you are still stupid when you enter the operating room?" Shi Shen Yuan looked at Xiao Yu's expression, and actually guessed something.

But he didn't dare to talk nonsense, he wanted to hear Xiaoyu tell him personally.

Xiaoyu said to him: "I didn't do it, I won't do it."

"born to?"

"born to!"

Shi Shen Yuan also laughed, but immediately worried: "What about my daughter?"

Cheng Xiaoyu also became worried: "We have to think long-term, or should I think while eating?"

As she spoke, she took the lunch bag from Shi Shen Yuan's hand.

Shi Shenyuan laughed helplessly: "Cheng Xiaoyu, you didn't want to eat, so you gave up the operation?"

He believed that Cheng Xiaoyu could do this kind of thing.

She giggled: "Anyway, I'm quite hungry, and you made such a big meal, I can only see if I can't eat it. I thought in the morning that I might as well just have breakfast, so I won't come."

The two were talking, left the smoking area, passed the crowd queuing for surgery, and arrived at the rest area.

This maternity hospital is the best in Haicheng, and the environment is particularly good.

In front of the large French window, several small clean round tables were sparsely arranged, and Xiaoyu randomly picked one by the window and sat down.

The sunlight passed through the large bright glass, and through the veins of the tall green plants, and shone on the table. The sunlight turned emerald green. Xiao Yu sat under the sunlight like this, eating Shi Shen Yuan's bento with love, while wrinkling Brow wanted to deal with her daughter's move.

Shi Shenyuan was more curious about why she suddenly changed her mind.

"Why didn't you do it again?"

Cheng Xiaoyu took a bite of the tuna sandwich and said, "I just thought, my husband is so good, even though having a second child is very hard, he should take good care of me and give me three times the paid maternity leave, since I can get it So much love and money, why don't I give birth!"

When Shen Yuan looked at her speechlessly, he was seriously preparing for it. She was fine, but suddenly changed his mind.

Her child's temper has not changed for so many years.

"Let's say it first, let's go back today, if you want to do this operation again, I won't accompany you here."

Of course, Shi Shenyuan wouldn't really not stay with her, mainly because he couldn't bear this kind of ups and downs, and he just hoped that Xiao Yu wouldn't let him ride the roller coaster again.

"I've made up my mind and I won't do it. If I go back on my word, I'll do it myself."

Shi Shen Yuan frowned, "Cheng Xiaoyu?"

Xiao Yu smiled and took his hand, "Just kidding, I won't go back on my word, I decided to give birth, and I will definitely give birth."

Shi Shen Yuan nodded, and helped her open the bento box on the lower floor: "Then think about how to make Kexin accept this matter."

Cheng Xiaoyu squinted her eyes and smiled: "Don't worry, I've already figured out a way to deal with this little girl, we'll pick her up later!"