Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Many days have passed since that birthday party, but Dong Shiwen still often thinks about that day.

Repeatedly recalling my behavior, I also asked myself many times in my heart.

Why do you want to do that, you have already lost terribly, why take the risk to do such a thing.

You know, if Mr. Liang goes to harass Ruomu in the future, he will definitely be betrayed. If Xiao Jun or Mr. Liang want to investigate, they can easily find her.

But at that time, Dong Shiwen just wanted revenge.

She wants to destroy everything Ruomu has, and drag her back to where she once was.

But now...

She looked at these valuable works of art in the exhibition hall, these clay pots with elegant shapes, simple colors, generous and beautiful carvings, and they were all created by Ruomu himself.

For the first time, she realized that beautiful jade is beautiful jade, even if it is temporarily dusty, as long as it is given a chance, it will show its dazzling side again.

As for yourself, what is yourself?

It's just a stone that puts gold on its body.

Even the desire to buy these works of art is largely due to vanity.

She used to hear people say that the more you care about something, the more you lack something.

It seems to be the case. The reason why she has always looked down on Ruomu's background and background may be because she lacks these things...

Dong Shiwen came from an ordinary or even a little poor family. His father came to work in the city and earned some money, so he took his wife and daughter from the countryside to the city, and then changed the agricultural household registration to an urban household registration.

So Dong Shiwen was born in the countryside and grew up in the city.

Her parents didn't have a high level of education, but they paid great attention to her education, worked hard to earn money, and finally paid for her to attend a noble private school.

She also knows that parents are not easy, so she studies hard.

She thought that in the future, she must live a very rich and prosperous life with her parents, let her father drive a luxury car, and let her mother live in a bungalow, just like her classmates.

But she soon discovered that with so much hard work, the students around her could always surpass her easily, and a new idea surprised the teacher as soon as she thought of it.

Then she discovered that they have better resources and a more comfortable family environment. They go out to increase their experience during vacations and develop hobbies after class. Their parents will also teach them efficient learning methods instead of studying hard.

As for her, she can only gnaw on books, and she can only gnaw on books.

Later, when she grew up, she desperately fought for the qualification to study abroad, and her grades could be A+, but she would never get an A.

The classmates around me, but they only need to spend more money, and they can still go out.

Through unremitting efforts, Dong Shiwen finally obtained a high diploma, but in the society, she found that there are always people with more connections than herself, and they can have a single business with just a word.

And the one who is prettier than herself can get the position that she can only reach by sharpening her head as soon as she spreads her legs.

So hard work is useless, right?

Because this world is run by unspoken rules, because this world is the world of rich people... She fell into such negative thinking.

But she still wants to cross classes, so she also uses unspoken rules.

So she saw a promising career as a nanny for the rich.

Rich people have high demands and high salaries. More importantly, they think this is the only way for her to enter the upper class. Her ultimate goal is to catch a rich man and become a rich wife.

So when she saw that Ruomu didn't seem to have done anything, she just did it in one step.

She was so jealous that she went crazy, and on impulse that day, she stole Ruomu's phone and sent a message to Mr. Liang.

Thinking about it now, of course I regret it.

But it happened, and no one gave her another chance.

As for the way to go in the future, she is also very confused.

So I continued to wander aimlessly in the art gallery to pass the time.

There is a section of road in the art museum, which is designed to be narrow, long and tortuous, which reminded her of what Mr. Qi said.

Mr. Qi said, take a closer look and don't just see the narrow path in front of you.

Dong Shiwen thought about it for many days, but she didn't know how to take a long view.

Then I remembered another sentence Mr. Qi said, Mr. Qi said: "Xiao Dong, you should not be arrogant, let alone belittle yourself."

Indeed, all along, she kept comparing herself with those around her, and then hovered between the two extremes.

One moment extremely superior, the other extremely inferior.

Thinking wildly about these, Dong Shiwen left the long and narrow corridor, as if he had found an exit in his life.

Since Mr. Qi told her not to stare at the path in front of her anymore, she simply walked out of the ivory tower and went outside to see how other people live every day,

Dong Shiwen put her hands in her pockets, walked out of the art hall quickly, returned home, packed her luggage, bought a hard-seat train ticket, got on the train, and then traveled all the way south.

In the carriage, there are noisy voices, the smell of sweat, cigarettes and snacks, the cries of children, and the loud chatter of adults are everywhere.

At first she couldn't bear it, and she always nestled in the window seat, wrapping herself tightly in her clothes.

Until one stop, a middle-aged man dressed in rustic clothes came up. The man squeezed up with a large bag of shrimp crackers and sat on the seat opposite her.

The bag was very big, and the man held it in his arms all the time, for fear that others would damage his bag.

The person next to him asked him, are you selling shrimp crackers?Give me some.

The man smiled naively, and said that it was not for sale. It was bought for the children at home, and the children loved to eat it. He had been working outside for a year, and after earning money, he wanted to buy more for the children.

Dong Shiwen thought of her father. More than 20 years ago, his father also went home with big and small bags of snacks to see her. Sometimes he couldn't buy a ticket, so he stood all the way back.

Her father lived so hard that he finally brought her and her mother to the city.

Now that she has grown up, she wants to say, hard work is useless?

And her name was also given by her father.Dong Shiwen, the father hopes to take this homonym, so that she can understand poetry, be knowledgeable, and be a literate person in the future.

My father firmly believed that only with culture can we get rid of poverty forever.

As a result, she learned a few lines of poetry and used them to show off. After seeing a few luxury cars, she stopped riding a bicycle. After visiting a few cities, she began to look down on small places, and even forgot where she came from. of.

At this moment, Dong Shiwen was so ashamed that she wanted to jump out of the car window.

Of course, she didn't jump off the train, but got off at Jiangcheng Station.

The first city she went to was Jiangcheng, and she also studied and lived here until she was admitted to a university in Haicheng, and finally stayed in Haicheng.

Now her parents are no longer here, but followed her to Haicheng. Later, the family saved money and bought a three-bedroom apartment in the suburbs of Haicheng.

She herself rented a small one-bedroom white-collar apartment in the urban area.

Coming to Jiangcheng now is nothing more than revisiting the old place, relaxing, and reminiscing about the past.

Before he knew it, he walked outside an old residential area.

This is her first home after coming to the city with her parents.

The building is older, but the scene of bustling life in the past has not changed.

Then she saw the man, her eyes lit up, and she was about to walk up, but she noticed that the man was carrying a little girl's schoolbag on his shoulders, and beside him was a seven or eight-year-old girl. Just kidding, it seems like a child is sharing something interesting.

As they got closer, Dong Shiwen also quietly hid behind a big tree...