Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Monk?

Shaohua thought about it seriously, "Well... this is a new way of thinking, I really haven't thought about it before."

"It's best not to think about it in the future."

Shaohua turned to look at Huo Yunteng: "Why can't I think about it?"

But he saw Huo Yunteng pressing his temples, as if he was having a headache.

"Brother, are you uncomfortable?"

"Drive your car."

Shaohua quickly turned his eyes back and concentrated on driving.

When driving, she didn't dare to be as sloppy as before.

Especially Panshan Road, even more careless.

Take a short errand, and two lives may be gone.

Even though he reminded himself like this, he still couldn't help thinking about the people around him.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, my heart feels a little uncomfortable."

"Huh? Do you have a heart attack?"

Surprised, the steering wheel wobbled.

"If you don't, you will be scared!"

Shaohua shrank to the side: "Brother, don't attack me..."

The eldest brother sighed in anger, and ordered: "Okay, don't drive, stop!"

Shaohua trembled in his heart, turned on the right turn signal, and slowly parked the car on the side of the road.

The elder brother's voice called out her memories of being taught by a poisonous instructor when she was learning to drive in a driving school.

When I got out of the car, I paid careful attention to all the details, shifted the gear back to the parking gear, stepped on the foot brake, and the wheels returned to normal. Before getting out of the car, I observed the car coming from behind, and then opened the door...

I was afraid of missing any detail and being scolded by my elder brother.

When she was learning to drive, she was often criticized by the coach. Every time she finished driving, she felt that she was not worthy of living in this world.

Now, that feeling is back.

After getting out of the car, he lowered his head and quickly walked around the front of the car without looking into Brother Huo's eyes, obediently getting into the co-pilot.

Huo Yunteng got into the driver's seat, adjusted the seat, but did not drive immediately.

He turned to look at Shaohua.

"Why are your eyes red?"

Shaohua hurriedly held back the tears that were welling up because of fear and guilt, thinking to himself, when Big Brother Huo trained recruits, [-]% of them cried.

This tone, this momentum, is too scary.

"I'm not popular..." She lowered her head and said cozily.

"Shouldn't you concentrate when driving? Do you feel wronged when I criticize you?"

Shaohua shook his head: "I am not wronged."

Then the tears flicked and fell down.

There was silence in the car for two seconds.

Her chin was suddenly raised, and she was forced to turn her head to look at Huo Yunteng beside her.

He was looking at her frowning, with a complicated expression, a little surprised, a little helpless, wanting to laugh, as if wanting to get angry at the same time.

Being stared at by him like this, Shaohua felt uncomfortable and wanted to turn his face away.

But he turned around again.

"What are you doing..." When Shaohua ignored her, she would usually act like a baby.

Anyway, this trick works for everyone around her.

Sure enough, Brother Huo's eyes suddenly softened, he sighed, took out a tissue, and wiped the tears on her face.

"I'm worried about you, so I can't help but attack you. I'm afraid that if you don't remember, something big will happen in the future, and there will be no time to regret it."

She pursed her lips and said nothing.

Then I worked hard and brewed two more tears.

Huo Yunteng carefully touched her again: "Okay, don't cry, those who don't know think I'm bullying you. Aren't I worried about you!"

Shaohua knew that she should just let it go.

But when he comforted her in such soft words, she thought that it had been a long time since she had been comforted so carefully.

Mom and Dad are not around, and she doesn't have many friends in Haicheng, only a cousin is relatively close, but when encountering troubles in life, she can't always go to her cousin.

More often, it is slowly digested by oneself.

Looking for comfort?Everyone is very busy, who can take care of whom?

Thinking of this, more bitterness spurred more tears.

Then Huo Yunteng panicked.

He stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms, and patted her on the back: "Okay, don't cry, I apologize to you, and I won't attack you in the future. You may have poor concentration. It's okay. I have good concentration. drive……"

Shaohua frowned: "My concentration is not bad!"

"Not bad, not bad, I was wrong."

"I just saw that you were not feeling well, so I asked you what's the matter. I was looking at the road!"

"Yes, you cared about me, but I blamed you wrongly."

Shaohua couldn't help laughing, and quickly buried her face in Huo Yunteng's arms, preventing him from seeing her sniggering.

When she laughed, her body trembled slightly, as if she was sobbing.

Huo Yunteng had no choice but to continue to appease her: "I'm not uncomfortable, it's just that when you said you were considering getting married, I felt a little distressed."

"I'm a monk, why do you feel bad about it?" Shaohua asked sullenly.

"Thinking that you will be accompanied by the blue lamp and ancient Buddha in the next few decades, and you will be lonely until you grow old. I feel very sorry."

Shaohua said, maybe I have already realized the epiphany, and I am very happy!

Huo Yunteng said: "At that time, you won't be able to experience happiness. Happiness is a very strong feeling. If you are really like Master Wuxin, then you will only be calm and relaxed. Of course, that is a very high state, isn't it? Ordinary people can do it."

"Shouldn't I pursue a higher realm?"

Huo Yunteng was silent for a while, and said: "I hope you will be a happy ordinary person."

In fact, Shaohua never wanted to become a monk at all, that's what he said.

There are indeed many lives that she wants to experience, but because her heart is too heavy, the life of a monk is not in her consideration at all.

Thinking of the topic about desire just now, Shaohua said, "I just want too many things, and sometimes I feel very tired."

The reason why she was able to gain insights from Master Wuxin's writings and wanted to meet the master in person was more or less related to this.

I feel that I am dominated by all kinds of desires, and sometimes I also think that it would be better if people had no desires.

After hearing her words, Huo Yunteng said, "Desire is not a derogatory term. Without desire, life would be meaningless."

He paused for a moment, then continued: "However, you can talk about what you want, and see how many I can help you achieve."

"you."

"What am I?"

Shaohua bit her lower lip and shook her head: "It's nothing."

Huo Yunteng held her by the shoulders, helped her up from his arms, and then realized that she had stopped crying a long time ago and was secretly having fun.

He narrowed his eyes.

Shaohua Xin said that if you were to attack me again, I would still cry for you. When she joined the school drama troupe, she was the best at acting, and she almost gave up literature and art for acting.

However, Huo Yunteng didn't say any harsh words, but asked her again: "Tell me what you want, if you can't achieve it, I will enlighten you and let you let go of your thoughts."

Shaohua looked at him, but there was only one sentence in his heart.

I want to be your girlfriend.

But she was not sure, she didn't know what response she would get if she said this.