Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

When he came downstairs, the cool night wind blew, and Qin Beichuan's mind cleared up a lot.

On the way to the car, he began to recall his past feelings.

He finds himself giving up all the time.

Perhaps because of pride, he doesn't like to take the initiative to confess.

He always felt that if the other party was also interested in him, he would respond.

When there is a problem with the relationship, he is not willing to explain it.

He believes that if the other party loves him enough, he will not leave him.

For example, Jiuyao, when she married Gu Hanye, it was not because of love, but because she needed a marriage.

If Qin Beichuan had taken the initiative to confess his feelings before that, maybe when Jiuyao needed help, he would not take the initiative to find a stranger, but would come to him instead.

It's a pity that he always thought that people who really understood his heart would approach him without his confession.

He didn't even ask Jiuyao for confirmation, let alone confess his love, so he just missed her.

As for the relationship with ex-girlfriend Su Yun, that is a bigger regret...

For so many years, Qin Beichuan has been unwilling to take the initiative to recall that period of the past.

Because Yunyun's death was actually related to him.

Before Yunyun died, she broke up with him suddenly because he was too busy to give her the love and marriage she wanted.

Qin Beichuan was surprised and very sad. He never thought that Yunyun would take the initiative to break up. In his opinion, they are so in love...

But Yunyun said that she had considered it carefully. They used to be very good, but now they are not suitable.

Qin Beichuan didn't make it up, he agreed to break up.

A person doesn't want to stay with you, even if you beg her, she won't stay either.

When my mother left my father, she was so resolute. My father begged and tried his best to save their marriage. What happened?

The mother still cruelly abandoned their father and son and formed another family.

But what Qin Beichuan didn't expect was that a week after he broke up with Yunyun, Yunyun had a car accident.

Not an accident.

She took the initiative to seek death.

Only then did Qin Beichuan know that Yunyun's long-term mental pressure from school had caused her to suffer from depression.

He often thought that if he hadn't agreed to break up so happily and cared more about Yunyun, maybe Yunyun wouldn't have died.

Just like back then, when his mother was going to divorce, if he went to beg his mother, maybe his mother would not leave if she was soft-hearted.

But he always acts so indifferent, as if no one can care about him, no one can hurt him.

He looked at his lonely shadow under the street lamp.

It was this kind of giving up again and again that made him end up in such a lonely and pitiful appearance today, right?

Thinking so wildly, he went to his sports car, touched the left jacket pocket, and wanted to take out the car keys.

But not found.

He always puts his keys in his left pocket, nothing can go wrong.

Could it be that when he was eating noodles just now, he put his clothes on the back of the chair and the keys slipped out of his pocket?

With that in mind, he turned around and walked into the community.

At first it was a stride, and finally it was a run.

He didn't know why he wanted to find the car keys so much, and he didn't know why he didn't call Jialan first and ask her to look for it first.

He ran directly into the elevator and pressed the button for the floor he was going to, but the button didn't respond.

It was only then that he remembered that the elevator would not work without swiping the card.

He took out his mobile phone and was about to call Jialan, but accidentally took out the car keys from his pocket...

Qin Beichuan stared at the car key in a daze for two seconds, then put the car key and cell phone back in his pocket.

Then he got out of the elevator, went directly into the stairwell, and walked upstairs in three steps at a time.

In the process of climbing the stairs, Qin Beichuan thought about many things.

He didn't know the reason why Jialan alienated him, but based on his understanding of Jialan over the years, he was sure that Jialan hadn't told him the truth.

Her overly calm eyes and seemingly free-spirited attitude are all trying to cover up!

Panting, Qin Beichuan knocked on Jialan's door.

Jia Lan looked at him in surprise: "You...why are you back again?"

Looking at Jia Lan's eyes that were red from crying, Qin Beichuan said in a low voice, "I... dropped something."

"What fell?"

"you."

"what?"

Qin Beichuan didn't explain, he stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms...