Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Ling Ying only glanced out of the cabin door before thinking of shrinking back.

Her brain became confused, and she thought of many things in the past, just like when a person is about to die, she begins to recall her entire life...

Finally, I still thought of Qing Ze.

The man she once loved with all her strength.

That day, when the plane Qingze was flying lost power and fell, had Qingze ever been so afraid?

Did he hurt when he landed?

What was he thinking at that moment?

Ling Ying put her hands on her chest.

Even after so many years, when she thinks of Qingze again, her heart still feels very uncomfortable.

Ling Ying seemed to understand why it was necessary to experience this kind of extreme project.

Perhaps it is to overcome the inner demons that have been unable to overcome all these years.

She is still afraid of taking a plane, and it always takes a long time to prepare psychologically. Unless she must take a plane, she will choose land transportation.

She knows she's not normal.

A Fei never forced her to fly.

But she didn't want Ah Fei to think that her psychological shadow on the sky was because she couldn't forget Qingze.

She just has a shadow, but now, it is none other than Yi Fei who occupies her whole heart.

Ling Ying closed her eyes and turned to look at Ah Fei.

He was checking his seatbelts, earnestly but without much tension.

"Will it hurt?" Ling Ying paused for a moment, "I mean, if it happens."

"The process is very fast, and there should be no time to feel it."

"Are you afraid?"

Ah Fei stopped what he was doing and looked at her, "At least the two of us are together."

Ling Ying's eye sockets began to heat up.

An inexplicable comfort rose in my heart.

Yes, as long as you are with him, you will not be afraid of anything.

Ah Fei asked her again: "Ready?"

"Well...but I'm not married yet, and I haven't been a mother yet!"

A Fei was stunned for a moment, his deep eyes lit up: "Will you give me a title? Can I understand that?"

"Hey, how come I don't give you a title, isn't this what the two of us discussed!"

In the beginning, Ling Ying was really afraid of marriage.

I don't know if it was influenced by the two marriages of my adoptive mother. I always feel that getting married is like getting what I need.

Once married, it has nothing to do with romantic love.

Therefore, the married life is full of anxiety.

But this level of fear of marriage is far from making her an unmarriageist.

She has more dreams than fears.

Unfortunately, just as they were starting to prepare for the wedding, her adoptive father suddenly fell ill with a cerebral infarction.

The adoptive father was rescued, but it was difficult to walk and eat, and he needed to be rehabilitated every day.Of course, it is impossible to attend her wedding.

I thought that my mother was just trying to get my adoptive father's money, but I didn't expect this incident to be a big blow to my mother.

The mother suddenly seemed to have lost her backbone. When she saw her adoptive father on the hospital bed, she wiped away tears and tried every means to help him recover.

There is a sick person in the family, the mother has no thoughts, and the adoptive parents are absent, so the wedding of Ling Ying and A Fei is postponed.

When the adoptive father basically recovered, Ling Ying and A Fei had been living together for almost two years.

It doesn't matter whether you get married or not.

Ling Ying had a whim, how about talking about a lifetime of love?

Cool to think about.

She mentioned it to A Fei, and A Fei asked clearly the reason why she didn't want to get married, and he agreed to her without saying anything.

But that night, he was very aggressive and left a deep impression on Ling Ying.

Afterwards, she asked Ah Fei, what stimulated him, he was almost demolished just now!

A Fei leaned on her body, his voice hoarse: "It's nothing... just want to possess you completely."

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"I'm asking you, why don't you answer."

Ah Fei's voice pulled Ling Ying's thoughts back from the past.

"Asked me what?"

The noise of the plane was very loud, Ah Fei almost shouted, and asked loudly in her ear:

"Let me ask you, should we get married first, have a baby, fulfill your wish, and then experience skydiving?"