He is more charming than Midsummer

Things were unexpectedly easy, and her mood brightened a little.

"I'm going to sleep here today. Do you want to hear a bedtime story? Mommy will tell you later."

"After all, Mommy spends too little time with you, and we hardly have time to sleep together."

"Mummy owes you too much. After you leave the hospital this time, you must make up for it all."

Both Yubao and Yinbao were brought up by herself, but Chenchen was not. Thinking about it this way, she felt that she owed Chenchen even more.

She can't guarantee that Chenchen has a healthy body, and she can't guarantee that she can always be by his side and grow up with him.

Nan Xia remembered some things, and felt even more sad. She felt that her life had been a failure. If she lost her life at this time, she would regret it for the rest of her life.

When the nurse came in to change Chenchen's dressing, Nan Xia noticed something was wrong.

When Chenchen talked to her just now, his logic was normal and his consciousness was clear, but when he faced the nurse, he didn't say a word and seemed a little dazed.

Although he didn't speak much, he was usually a very polite child, and it was absolutely impossible for him to be so indifferent to other people.

At this time, she remembered something that she deliberately wanted to forget just now.

psychological trauma.

That's what old man Feng told her. Chenchen was severely hit by this incident, so a shadow has been buried in his mind. Although he hasn't shown anything now, he has encountered great pain in his heart.

He only opens up to certain people.

So for Chenchen, she is a trustworthy person, so he must be willing to communicate with her, but that's all. He rejects other people and doesn't want to have any contact with the outside world.

He also closed his heart.

Nan Xia was a little anxious, she held Chen Chen's hand, her eyes were full of worry, now Chen Chen is still young, and he has been in the ward all the time, so it doesn't seem to have any effect, but what if after he leaves the society, he Such a character will have a great impact.

Chenchen blinked, then raised her head and showed a transparent smile to Nan Xia.

Nan Xia originally wanted to say something, but she swallowed all the words that came to her lips. How could she bear to blame Chen Chen? He is so young and has to go through all these pains, even an adult may not able to survive.

Compared with them, Chenchen has already done his best.

On this day, Nan Xia was with Chen Chen, and she also witnessed Chen Chen's day. In the afternoon, a middle-aged woman in loose clothes walked in. After she saw Nan Xia, she was not at all curious, just Gently introduced: "Hello, I am the psychological counselor invited by Mr. Feng."

Nan Xia nodded.

She was watching the woman ask Chen Chen some simple questions, but Chen Chen's attitude seemed very negative, and he didn't want to talk to her at all.

After communicating for a while, the woman felt a little helpless, so she said, "I'll come back in two days."

It doesn't look like there is any gain.

After all, Chenchen's body was too small and seriously ill, so he couldn't bear too much trouble at all, he just yawned and became sleepy.

Seeing this, Nan Xia pushed the wheelchair and walked out. She stopped the psychiatrist and asked, "How is Chenchen's situation? Is it serious? Will it affect his social situation in the future?"

The woman glanced at her and said, "Are you his mother?"

Nan Xia didn't say anything, just acquiesced.

She then said: "His condition is very serious. When I was treating him, he was resisting and was unwilling to communicate with me normally, so I couldn't help him treat it."

"But I have also treated patients who are more serious than him, and all of them have been cured. If he is willing to cooperate with the treatment, he will definitely be cured."

She finally sighed and said: "In short, it can be saved, but it can only be saved by itself. If he is not willing to touch this area, if he is not willing to save himself, I can't help it. You are his mother, remember to enlighten him more often. "

Nan Xia frowned, she nodded: "I understand."

In the next time, she must spend all her time on Chenchen, and she must lead him out of the shadows. These are her responsibilities in the first place.

The psychiatrist has said that Chenchen must save himself, and she must accompany him now, otherwise, given his current situation, he may not be able to leave others in his entire life.

This was not the result she wanted.

Thinking of this, Nan Xia pushed the wheelchair and planned to go to the water room. After pushing for a while, she felt someone standing behind her, and then pushed her forward.

She thought it was Tangning, so she put away the sadness on her face, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "Ningning, I want to go to the water room and help Chenchen get a glass of water. After he wakes up, he can drink."

At the end of the corridor is the boiling water room. All the patients in the hospital come here to collect water. Even though Nan Xia knows that someone will help Chenchen prepare water, and he has no shortage of people to take care of him, she still wants to do something for Chenchen herself.

There was no sound from behind, but after pushing for a while, it turned a corner and headed towards the boiling water room.

Nan Xia didn't have any doubts.

She took out the cup and poured the boiling water cautiously. Suddenly, the flow of boiling water in the bucket became stronger. Seeing that the boiling water was about to splash on her hands, the people behind stretched out their hands to help her block it.

Suddenly, the man's sleeve was burned, but fortunately he was not burned.

But his suit sleeves are very obvious.

Nan Xia moved the wheelchair, turned her head, and looked at the man in front of her. Her body was still very flexible, and she was only in a wheelchair because her body was too weak to withstand a little strenuous exercise, so Tangning helped her get a wheelchair over.

After she entered the ward, Tangning didn't come over, but Nanxia knew that she must be not far away, so when she realized that someone was helping her with a wheelchair, she subconsciously thought that this person must be Tangning.

But the reality told her no.

The man in front of him was wearing a black suit. His face was extremely handsome. Looking at her with those deep eyes, his every move was extremely dignified.

His face was very similar to Chen Chen's, and she thought that if Chen Chen grew up, his appearance would be very similar to his.

But can she still see the grown up Chenchen?

Nan Xia's heart shrank. She put her hand on the armrest of the wheelchair and bit her lips.

"Are you OK?"

Feng Jingxuan asked.

Boiled water dripped down his sleeves, his suit was waterproof, and the water splashed on it, like a small waterfall, but he didn't seem to notice it at all, but looked down at Nan Xia's hands.

She has lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and even her hands have become much slimmer. They feel very skinny when held, but her complexion is jade-like, her wrists are slightly cool, and each nail is crystal clear and clean.

Her hands were obviously dry, and no boiling water was spilled on them.

Feng Jingxuan breathed a sigh of relief, he pushed Nan Xia away, looked up, and saw her face.

The two were very close, this was the first time Feng Jingxuan looked at her so carefully.

She obviously looks completely different from Song Chuxue.

Her face is very small. If he stretched out his hand, he would probably be able to cover her face immediately. It is really a face the size of a palm, with big eyes like shining black pearls, and very pink lips. There is a faint whiteness, which makes people feel pity.

She is very beautiful, the kind of unkempt, but also stunning beauty.

It is also because of this that there are so many suitors around her.

But a long time ago, his eyes were blinded, and he couldn't calm down to appreciate her beauty.

After all, he did something wrong, so he will be sorry for her and the child for the rest of his life.

Feng Jingxuan took a deep breath, a trace of loneliness flashed in his eyes.

Nan Xia frowned, withdrew her hand, and put it in her pocket, showing that she hated Feng Jingxuan's touch very much.

Feng Jingxuan helped her just now, but she seemed unmoved. She said coldly, "You were behind me just now, why didn't you say anything? I remember that I called Tangning by name, but you just acquiesced. What happened?"

The man's voice was low: "I didn't think about what to say to you."

He looked at Nan Xiajiao's beautiful face, and sighed: "I came to see Chenchen today, I didn't expect to meet you here, and seeing you in the corridor, I will push you to the boiling water room."

After a pause, he said, "I hired many people to take care of Chenchen. Boiled water will be provided at every stage in the ward. You don't actually need to do these things yourself."

"I know, but I want to do it for him myself." Nan Xia lowered her eyes, her tone was stiff: "After all, he can eat too little now."

He has difficulty eating now, so he can only rely on some nutrient solution. The only food that can be supplemented is boiled water. Nan Xia dare not feed him casually at all.

When she went to the ward just now, she saw Chenchen like that, and her heart was broken. Now she just wants to be able to accompany him well.

Feng Jingxuan's eyes were complicated: "I heard that you want to accompany him in the ward, and your current physical condition doesn't necessarily require you to take good care of yourself. It's better to come here after you are discharged from the hospital."

Hearing this, Nan Xia raised her head and looked at him defensively.

Feng Jingxuan was helpless: "I'm not trying to stop you, you are Chenchen's mother, I can rest assured that you are with him, it's your current body that can't hold it."

"I'm fine, I'll just be with him for a day." Nan Xia said, she frowned: "I know that if I stay here all the time, it will affect his treatment, otherwise, I really want to be with him all the time .”

What Chenchen said today broke her defenses. Such a small child said something similar to his last words. He seemed to know that he would not live long, and he could still face death with a smile.

Tongyan Wuji, Tongyan Wuji.

Nan Xia could only comfort herself in her heart. Although Chen Chen looked relaxed, she knew that he must have endured too much pain in his heart. How could she let him face it alone.

She wants to stay by his side and take good care of him, but unfortunately if she stays in the ward all the time, it will affect the doctor's treatment of Chenchen, so in the following time, she can only visit him frequently.

After hesitating for a while, Nan Xia looked at Feng Jingxuan and said, "You will come to visit Chenchen more often in the future."

She actually didn't want to talk to Feng Jingxuan, but she had to admit that Feng Jingxuan might not be a qualified father, nor a qualified husband, but he treated Chenchen pretty well, at least, Chenchen recognized him as a father , if he goes to enlighten Chenchen, he will also give Chenchen strength.

"I come to the hospital every day." Feng Jingxuan said.

Nan Xia frowned, didn't she really believe Feng Jingxuan's words, would this man really come to the hospital to visit Chenchen every day?

He was really nice to Chenchen, but Nan Xia didn't believe that he would really see him every day.

"Chenchen's physical condition..." Nan Xia started, but didn't know how to continue.

Feng Jingxuan sighed and said, "His physical condition is just like what you saw. He needs to undergo surgery earlier, otherwise he doesn't know how long he can last."

"In addition, there are some problems with his mental state. He is now unwilling to communicate with any strangers. Only me, his grandpa, and you, he is willing to say a few more words."

"But even if doctors and nurses talk to him, he is unwilling to speak. The doctor said that he has been greatly stimulated, so he will be defensive against others. When facing strangers, his body's defense mechanism will be activated, so causing He couldn't communicate normally."

"Now he is still in the hospital and basically does not have any communication with the outside world, so there are no disadvantages. But once he has contact with the outside world, his situation will be very dangerous."

Nan Xia closed her eyes. Of course she knew that if she continued to develop at this level, Chenchen might need to be taken care of for the rest of her life.

How could she let her son suffer such a life.

Feng Jingxuan looked at Nanxia, ​​and lowered his voice slightly: "Chenchen trusts you and is willing to talk to you so much, so you should take good care of your illness. After you are discharged from the hospital, I hope we can stay with you for a long time. by his side."

Nan Xia just wanted to say that as long as she was with her, Feng Jingxuan was not needed at all, but before she could say it, Feng Jingxuan continued: "The doctor said that parents play different roles to their children. "

"Only by the two of us accompanying Chenchen at the same time can he slowly walk out of the shadows."

Is that right?

Nan Xia's brows frowned even deeper, but before the psychiatrist left today, it seemed that he was really kind to her.

"I have already arranged many doctors for Chenchen. In addition to the leukemia doctor, there are also psychological doctors. Both his body and mind must be cured together."

"When he is a little better, we can also pick him up and accompany him to do some things he likes."

"He used to like playing with blocks, do you know how to stack blocks?"

Nan Xia pursed her lips: "Yes, I used to play with Yu Bao a lot."

She is also a person who has raised children, and she has raised two children at the same time. If Chenchen was not sick and she was forced to give up this child, then she would have raised three children at the same time.

She is very experienced.

Hearing this, Feng Jingxuan's expression softened slightly: "Chenchen also likes stacking blocks very much, when he is in good health, I will accompany him to stack blocks, he is very smart, he always stacks blocks very high. "

This was the first time Feng Jingxuan told her about Chen Chen. Even though Nan Xia was very dissatisfied with him, she still listened carefully. After all, in this world, there were not many people and things she could care about.

Inexplicably, she opened her mouth and asked, "What was he like when he was a child? It was... when he was just born."

The appearance of Chenchen when he was just born, in fact, Nanxia has always remembered that it was very small and red, just like a monkey. At that time, she was always worried about him, and in the end he was sent to the hospital. was diagnosed with congenital leukemia.

Such a child will not live long.

But he is still alive now, so she refuses to accept her fate and must take her life from the hands of heaven.

"When he was in the hospital for a few months, he was a small ball, a circle smaller than other children. At that time, I thought he couldn't survive. Every time he was fed, he was squeezed from a bottle. Put a little on his lips to see if he eats."

Nan Xia turned her head away, feeling her heart ache.

She knew that it was a miracle that Chenchen could live until now, and it was not easy for Feng Jingxuan to raise him until now, but after hearing the truth, she still felt a throbbing pain in her heart.

She really didn't expect Feng Jingxuan to take care of Chenchen himself. Five years ago, when she gave birth to three children, even though she had to give up one, she still felt guilty.

Those are her children, and she shouldn't reject this child because of Chen Chen's poor health, but if she wants to take Chen Chen out, there is no guarantee that he will survive.

After all, it was also because of her incompetence.

Five years ago, she was forced to give up her child, so after so many years of planning, she thought she would finally be able to take the child away, but five years later, she lost even more.

After wandering around for so long, it turned out that she was doomed in the dark, and she still couldn't take anything with her, she still had nothing.

"He was out of danger at seven months, and then he survived strongly, and at eight months, he started calling Daddy."

Having said that, the man turned his head to look at her, with stars shining in his eyes.

Nan Xia's heart softened. Yu Bao and Yin Bao also called her Mommy when they were eight months old. They are indeed triplets, they really look alike.

She originally wanted to tell Feng Jingxuan about this, but suddenly remembered something, and her eyes turned cold.

What exactly is Feng Jingxuan going to do?

He deliberately mentioned Chenchen just to soften his attitude, and he almost succeeded.

Children are always her weakness.

For a moment, she was really almost bewildered by him.

He is worthy of being a businessman, starting with the child, let her relax her vigilance, so that she can better control her thinking.

It's a pity that Feng Jingxuan's wishful thinking was in vain, and now she is full of hatred for him.