Kiss!

"Okay, let's get busy first." Xue Lin threw the backpack on the ground over his shoulder, and before closing the door, he couldn't help but glance into the office.

At this glance, he stopped moving and even forgot to close the door.

He saw Shen Xun sit up straight slowly, read through the stack of inspection reports just now, and then put it on the table to slowly smooth out the wrinkles that he had squeezed tightly before. .

For some reason, Xue Lin felt that Shen Xun's actions at the moment were indescribably strange, as if he was comforting his lover's body.

So tender and deep, so lingering.

He lowered his head, breathing lightly and sometimes heavily, his shoulders trembled slightly, and then pulled his entire arm to his shoulders, and even his whole body began to tremble.

Then, there was a "click".

A single tear fell on the document.

Xue Lin was shocked.

Xue Lin has met Shen Xun many times, so in his eyes, Shen Xun will always look like a calm and leisurely stroller.

But it made him forget that a long, long time ago, he had seen the person in front of him panicked, and he had also run to the hospital with his lover in his arms in despair.

Only this time, the emotional feedback in his eyes seemed to be more intense.

In order to confirm the authenticity, Xue Lin read the document. In general, the medical records in it are divided into three different periods.

The one just three years ago had the most material and lasted about a week, then one last year, and another a few days ago.

He didn't understand the last two times. It was probably because of the female gynecological examination that he didn't read it carefully. He only knew that he saw the word "abortion" in the report at the earliest stage.

Is it...

Xue Lin looked at it suddenly, did Mr. Shen not know about this at all?

Shen Xun was still lowering his head and stroking the wrinkles on the paper, as if he wanted to flatten them and return them to their original appearance.

But once some things are stained with traces, they can't be erased, especially pain.

It was as if a boulder had been pressed against his heart, he couldn't breathe, and the report seemed to be engraved into his mind frame by frame.

Accidental miscarriage, incomplete miscarriage, continuous bleeding for half a month...

Such words were nailed to his heart like an awl.

That part of the past played repeatedly in his mind like a film, her depressed mood and attachment to him before the breakup, her determination and disappointment at the breakup, and her broken expression when he refused to get back together...

After a long time, he carefully packed the stack of things in a blank kraft paper bag and held it in his arms.

He walked slowly into the lounge with slumped shoulders, propped up the sink, and tears fell drop by drop into the sink.

He couldn't hold on anymore, he slid down bit by bit, and sat on the ground with his legs bent, whimpering like a small animal holding the stack of documents in his arms.

At this moment, he is like a trapped animal trapped in memories. He doesn't want to think about what kind of pain she suffered during those days, because it is too heartbreaking, but his brain is completely out of his control to go to Click memory to guess.

She carried the pain alone, pretending that they just walked through a two-year fork in the road. He thought he had paved the way for her, but the thorns and thorns she encountered on that road were all from himself.

What was she thinking when she was lying alone on the hospital bed?

She must have been in pain at the time, had she hated him?

But when he came back, why did she forgive him so easily?

He always thought that he loved her more, but he didn't expect that she was no less than him.

And what about the baby?

Did the baby hear what he said to her in her womb, thinking that he didn't want his (her) mother anymore, so he consciously left her body to find someone who could love him (her)?

Shen Xun raised his head and hit the back of his head against the wall. The pain at that moment seemed to pull him out of the pain a little.

So he clenched his fist and slammed it against the wall.

The needle-like pain spread from the bone to the shoulder, so once, again...

Until the meandering bloodstains slid down the wall, the dazzling red made him think of the blood she shed for him for a moment, and then he woke up instantly.

She will be worried, feel distressed, and maybe she will frown and sleep unsteadily when she sleeps.

Sometimes he intentionally makes her feel bad, because seeing her worried and flustered seems to prove that she loves him very much, but the real love is hidden in every bit of life.

The only thing that can prove it is time.

Not long after, there was a knock on the door outside.

Lin Tong made several calls to Shen Xun's office landline one after another but no one answered, so he could only boldly come in and knock on the door.

Shen Xun slowly raised his head, stood up with the floor propped up, and stretched out his hand covered with dried blood under the faucet.

As soon as he touched the water, he felt a tingling sensation in his torn joints, which made him more awake.

The door of the lounge was still ringing, and the knocking on the door became more and more urgent, and the voices of Lin Tong and Tang Qi calling him could be faintly heard outside the door.

Shen Xun cleaned up the blood on the ground and the wall, and opened the door before Tang Qi was about to break in.

Standing at the door was a panicked Lin Tong and a sullen Tang Qi. Seeing Shen Xun coming out, both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

He looked very listless, and his whole body was full of decadence, only holding a kraft paper bag in his hand.

Lin Tong looked him up and down, and asked with concern: "Boss Shen, are you okay?"

"Accidentally fell asleep." Shen Xun said calmly, and walked out while speaking.

Lin Tong followed behind him, only Tang Qi didn't move. He looked at the neatly made bed, then raised his foot, walked into the bathroom and turned around before coming out.

This is part of his job, to confirm the safety of Shen Xun's environment.

"What do you want from me?" Shen Xun asked.

Lin Tong: "..."

He pointed to the floor-to-ceiling windows, "It's already off work. No one answered your wife's messages and calls, so she called me directly. I can only say that you have been in meetings this afternoon, so don't let it slip when you go back."

Shen Xun turned his head to look, it was already dusk outside, and the tall building was stained with a thin blush by the sunset.

From the looks of it, tomorrow will be sunny again, but right now he feels like he is facing an abyss.

"You go out first, I'll call her back." Shen Xun said.

Lin Tong left uneasy, Tang Qi hesitated for a moment and left.

Shen Xun picked up the phone, took a deep breath and dialed Qin Rao's number.

As soon as she got connected, her clear voice came: "I'm busy, I wanted to ask you if you want to come back for dinner, but it seems that I can only enjoy it for myself. Let me tell you, today's dinner is made by Mrs. Shen."

Shen Xun's eye sockets were sore in an instant, he closed his eyes and raised his head, pressing his hand on his eyes, it took a while to stop the astringency.

"Hey, did you hear that?"

"I heard, keep the rest for me." Shen Xun replied immediately.

Qin Rao immediately heard something wrong in his voice, "What's wrong with your voice?"

"It's a meeting, maybe it's been too long since I've had a drink of water." He took a sip from the cup and asked again, "Is it all right now?"

It was much better, because he tried his best to control his voice.

"Well, well, what time do you get off work today?"

Shen Xun stared at the file bag on the table, and said in a gentle voice, "It may be later, if you are sleepy, go to bed first, don't wait for me."

"I know, then I'll hang up." She has been adjusting her body recently, so her work and rest are very regular.

"Well, hang up."

Qin Rao was about to hang up, when he called again, "wife."

"Huh? What else?"

Shen Xun's Adam's apple rolled violently, "It's okay, I love you."