Kiss!

Came back late again today.

Shen Xun stood at the door for a while before changing his shoes and going upstairs.

The person on the bed was already asleep, sleeping soundly, with half of his face buried in the pillow and one hand outside the quilt.

The air conditioner was very strong, Shen Xun touched her hand, feeling a little cold, and gently stuffed it into the quilt.

He didn't take out his hand, just holding her hand and sitting quietly by the bed, staring at her hazy sleeping face in the dim light.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, it was probably because she wanted to turn over, and felt her hand being held, Qin Rao realized that he had come back.

"You're back." She said vaguely.

Shen Xun actually spent a lot of effort to adjust his state, but the moment he heard her voice with his own ears, he still collapsed.

He sniffed hard, Qin Rao immediately sensed his strangeness, and immediately sat up from the bed, "Husband?"

She stretched out her hand to turn on the light, but Shen Xun grabbed her hand, hugged her tightly, buried her head on her shoulder, and tears just flowed down.

Qin Rao could feel him sobbing, his body trembling slightly, and the clothes on his shoulders were soaked in an instant.

She had never seen Shen Xun like this before, which made her even more flustered. She wanted to turn on the light to see him, but was hugged tightly by him.

"My wife..." Shen Xun choked up and said, "I'm sorry."

Sorry for not being able to protect you.

I'm sorry for making you suffer so much and put so much pressure on you.

I'm sorry to make you unable to be a mother again in this life.

Qin Rao was in a panic. At that moment, she thought of a possibility. Could it be that he already knew about it?

His abnormal timing seemed to match up with this incident, but she was still not sure.

Qin Rao stroked the short hair on the back of his head and whispered softly, "What are you talking about? What are you sorry for?"

"Can you tell me what happened first?" Qin Rao held his head and wanted him to get up, but he buried his face deeper, picked up the things he had put on the bedside table with one hand, and put them in Qin Rao's hands. Rao hands.

In the bedroom, only the floor lamp beside the bed was on, and it was impossible to see clearly, but Qin Rao felt that it was a few thin sheets of paper.

She immediately became nervous, "Let me take a look first."

Shen Xun finally let her go, turned his face away when she turned on the light, and hid his embarrassment on the other side as if hiding his ears.

Qin Rao's first thing was to break his face, but Shen Xun couldn't resist her, so she followed her force and turned her head.

With just one glance, Qin Rao felt distressed.

He looked very depressed, his eyes were black and bloodshot, and his eyes were full of guilt when he stared at her.

As she looked back, Shen Xun silently lowered his eyes, "I went to the hospital for an examination before, and got the examination report yesterday."

Qin Rao's heart rose following his words, fearing that there might be some intractable disease, she spread out the paper in her hand and swept it down line by line.

While seeing the diagnosis result, she heard Shen Xun's voice.

"I can't give you a child in this life, do you still want me?" He said hoarsely.

Qin Rao looked at him suddenly, her lips trembled slightly, "I..."

"Do you want me?" Shen Xun stared at her face without blinking.

"Yes, I want you." Qin Rao closed her eyes and nodded vigorously, two tears rolled down her cheeks.

The problems she had been worrying about for a while were solved instantly. He couldn't have a baby, and she just couldn't conceive.

Shen Xun wiped away her tears, and kissed her forehead forcefully, "From now on, we will be DINK. If you want children, you can adopt one or two, as long as you like, okay?"

Qin Rao nodded, the hair on the sideburn brushed his cheek, and he heard him softly say sorry again.

Qin Rao suddenly remembered an important thing, she backed away from Shen Xun's arms, holding his face, "Don't feel guilty, it's good, because I can't conceive at all."

Hearing her say such words in person, Shen Xun felt a big hole in his heart. He was the reason why she couldn't conceive. How could he not feel guilty?

But he can't do this, he has to pretend, from shock to relief that he had imagined before, and perform it seriously in front of her to dispel her doubts.

That's what Shen Xun did. He followed his plan step by step, she really had no doubts.

After opening her heart, Qin Rao relaxed a lot.

She leaned against the bed, Shen Xun pillowed on her lap, held her hands, carefully touched her fingers one by one, and kissed her lips from time to time, answering her questions seriously.

"Have any other tests been done?"

"It's done," Shen Xun said in a low voice: "Health examination, there is no problem in other aspects, only..."

"It's okay." Qin Rao stroked his hair, "I was just like you when I first found out. I was afraid of being overwhelmed and afraid of disappointing you."

Listening to her describe her mental journey, Shen Xun felt distressed besides being distressed.

He turned over and lay on his side, put his face on her lower abdomen, bit his lower lip tightly, and could only swallow the choked sobs into his stomach.

Qin Rao comforted him, and said in a relaxed tone: "It's okay, husband, this is good, we only have each other, don't worry about being distracted by the children, and I told you a long time ago, I think more than two The human world is just right now."

Shen Xun let out a muffled "Mmm", and pressed his lips gently on her lower abdomen.

Qin Rao didn't notice at all, and said with a smile: "There is another benefit, do you want to know?"

"what?"

"In the future, you can save a lot of money if you don't need to wear t-shirts. In this way, we can go out and rub the money saved every month. How about it? Doesn't it sound good?"

Shen Xun was immediately amused by her statement.

"What are you laughing at?" Qin Rao said seriously, "There are dozens of slices, enough to eat several Haidilao meals in a month."

She lowered her head and said in a low voice: "And you said that it's more comfortable not to wear it, it's cheaper for you."

Shen Xun looked up at her, reached out and touched her face, "Well, it's cheaper for me."

The two of them did nothing that night and fell asleep hugging each other.

Shen Xun had a dream, a little girl said goodbye to him in the dream, and she was carved out of the same mold as Qin Rao's childhood photo.

When he woke up, the corners of his eyes were still moist.

He lowered his head to look at the person in his arms. She was leaning against his neck, and only the top of her hair could be seen from this angle.

Sorry?

Actually a little bit.

Thinking that if there is such a person who can become the continuation of their lives, a little person who looks like her or him, and calls mom and dad in a childish voice, what kind of happiness would it be?

But he can think about it, and he knows that people can't be too greedy.

There is already her, everything else is just icing on the cake, she is the only one.