Kiss!

Zhuang Xue hesitated, "You...you still haven't told her."

"No need," Shen Xun said, "She's very busy."

Zhuang Xue knew that her life was not long, and she knew very well when she signed the will. After almost a year, she was transferred from the nursing home to the hospital, and she had given the final death notice.

She had mentioned to Shen Xun several times that she wanted to see Qin Rao, but he refused all of them with the same reason. If she didn't say some things, she would have no chance. Time would not wait for her.

"Is it just because you're busy?" Zhuang Xue summoned up the courage to ask, "It's because you don't want her to come to see me at all."

Shen Xun was silent, "Since you know, why bother to embarrass everyone by asking."

Zhuang Xue smiled forcefully, no one was there, she was the only one who was embarrassed.

"Don't worry, I won't say anything nonsense to her. I just want to have a peaceful chat with her to untie my knot."

"There's no need for that," Shen Xun said, "It won't do anything except remind her of her father."

Zhuang Xue said: "I just thought of a regret."

"Do you want to be forgiven to make yourself feel at ease?" Shen Xun did not give in, "Have you ever thought that your regret requires her to compromise? What reason are you going to use to make her compromise? My mother?"

Zhuang Xue was stunned, and muttered, "I..."

Shen Xun lowered his head and took a deep breath, "Mom."

Hearing this, Zhuang Xue suddenly opened her eyes wide. She hadn't heard this name for a long, long time, and tears filled her eyes.

"She will definitely forgive you for me," Shen Xun said in a low voice, "but no one is obliged to forgive anyone, she has suffered enough, she is my wife, but she has nothing to do with you, you can understand me mean?"

Zhuang Xue sniffed, "I really don't mean anything to her now, I..."

"I know," Shen Xun interrupted her, the phone on the table turned on again, he glanced at the screen without looking at it, and then said: "But I hope you can have a little kindness, kindness means not to disturb her life, some The pain never goes away."

Although she wasn't the direct cause of Qin Shan's death at the beginning, she had played a role in fueling the flames, and Qin Rao's depression in those years, Zhuang Xue could not absolve himself of the blame.

Can't forget, but don't mention it, this is what he wants.

Zhuang Xue had nothing to say anymore, Shen Xun's guess was right, she wanted to be forgiven so that she could feel at ease, but such thinking was indeed too selfish.

After the doctor gave Zhuang Xue an injection of painkillers, she fell asleep.

Walking out of the hospital, the number of people outside has gradually decreased.

When Shen Xun got in the car, he remembered that he had received a WeChat message and forgot to read it. When he clicked on it, his face suddenly changed.

While dialing the phone, he opened the door and got out of the car.

The phone rang and was connected by the other party, and Qin Rao's voice came from the phone.

"Why have you been taking so long?" She seemed to be coquettish and complained.

Shen Xun's heart tightened following her voice, and he looked around, "Where are you?"

"Have you come out yet? It's too cold outside, who knows it will take you so long, just wait for me and come out right away."

She didn't hang up the phone, and put the phone in her pocket directly, and the rubbing sound of the phone shaking in the pocket came from the receiver.

Shen Xun was not willing to hang up, just listened, and then stared at the door of the inpatient department, but her voice came from another direction.

"Honey, I'm here." There was a clear voice.

Shen Xun turned around and saw her standing at the door of the No. [-] building opposite, with a small smile on her face, and the white breath she exhaled was on her face.

She was wrapped in an off-white down jacket, which was as long as her calf, and the zipper was pulled to the top. There was a scarf around her neck, and her chin was buried in it.

Qin Rao waved at her, and trotted towards him.

It snowed the day before, and the snow at the entrance of the hospital was trampled into mud, and was frozen because of the low temperature.

"Don't run, slow down." Shen Xun strode towards her, took her hand and touched it, "Why is it so cold?"

Then he tucked his hands into his coat.

"I'll wait for you at the door," Qin Rao complained, "But it's so cold inside."

Shen Xun bit it, seeing her red nose, really felt distressed.

"Get in the car first."

When the two got into the car, Qin Rao couldn't wait to reach out her hand to the air outlet, and was dragged back by Shen Xun, rubbing her palm to warm her hand.

"Stupid? Why don't you wait in the car?"

Qin Rao said: "You can't park at the gate, I'm afraid I'll miss you in the garage."

"Don't you know how to call?"

"See for yourself if I have called you."

Shen Xun took out his mobile phone to check, he really did call, he held her hand and put it to his lips and kissed, "I'm sorry my wife."

Qin Rao snorted twice, before seeing him, she wanted to scold him a few words, but seeing the haggard look on his face, she couldn't bear it anymore.

"How is your mother?"

Shen Xun paused, "You know everything."

Qin Rao snorted softly, "Help me again, are you trying to train me to become Sherlock Holmes?"

"I didn't hide it from you on purpose." Shen Xun said.

Qin Rao stared at him, and he immediately changed his words, "Okay, I did deliberately hide it from you, there is no need for you to come back."

"I miss you, can't I come back?" Qin Rao asked back.

Shen Xun didn't answer directly, but instead asked, "Who told you?"

Qin Rao didn't start, "No one, I guessed it myself."

Shen Xun was quiet for a few seconds, then suddenly asked: "Is it Grandpa?"

In the end, he couldn't hide it from him. He was so smart, and he knew it after a little thought. Zhuang Xue had mentioned to him several times that he wanted to see Qin Rao, and most of them had also mentioned it to the old man.

The old man has soft ears and is his own daughter, so he probably agreed after struggling for a few days.

"Don't blame him," Qin Rao said, "The old man didn't intend to tell me. It was because you have been too abnormal recently. I called him to ask him what happened to you and he told me."

Shen Xun rubbed his face, and exhaled heavily, "How many days off have you asked for?"

"Just one day, it's too late today, go see her tomorrow morning, and I'll leave tomorrow night."

The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, and they were lying on the bed after going crazy once.

Qin Rao nestled in his arms, unable to sleep for the first time.

In fact, Shen Xun was the same, combing her hair unconsciously with her fingers.

The bedroom was so quiet that the air seemed to stagnate.

Qin Rao couldn't help asking: "Do you have something to tell me?"

Shen Xun lowered his eyes, "If you don't want to see it, you don't have to."

Qin Rao turned over and lay on her stomach, the quilt slid down to her waist, and Shen Xun stretched out her hand to pull it up again.

Qin Rao pinched his face, and teased, "If I don't come back, my husband won't know how haggard he will be."

She understands him, she is a biological mother on the one hand, and a lover on the other.

Zhuang Xue's dying wish, as a son, he should do his best to satisfy her, but that would be too partial.

He is not a god, and he has struggled with it these days, but he still chooses to refuse, because as he said, no one is obliged to forgive each other.