Kiss!

A pair of lovers, separated by a door.

Qin Rao leaned against the door, stared straight at the glass of water in her hand, thought of something, then covered her mouth and cried silently.

Knowing that she didn't continue to sleep, Shen Xun just stood at the door.

She was at the peak of her career development, and she had told him a long time ago that she wanted to have a two-person world for a few years, but by accident, the child came quietly.

It's normal for her to be angry and flustered, and he can understand it.

He knew Qin Rao too well. In fact, she was not planning to have a child at the moment, but the child they lost and the fact that it was difficult to conceive could make her worry about it.

"all."

He gave up after shouting, not knowing what to say, but he didn't want to leave her alone.

"Can you just say something? I don't worry."

Qin Rao covered her mouth, trying hard to suppress the choked sobs that escaped to her lips, listening to his low voice, sentence by sentence came from outside the door.

"I know you're mad, but I can explain."

"I thought you..." He paused for a moment, seeming to sigh, "I actually saw the medical record, Xue Lin handed it to me first, and I asked him to hand it to you later, because your mood was very special in those two days. No, you think I didn't notice it, but in fact, one by one, even if you have only one change in your eyes, I can still notice it, because in my heart you are more important than anyone else, including myself."

"Including the baby." He added another sentence.

Tears had gathered to his chin, Qin Rao sniffed lightly, listening to him continue.

"I didn't know that it was just difficult for you to conceive. I thought you wouldn't be able to conceive at all. Xie Pingsheng told me this. He said it was infertility, and he also... told me about the past."

Shen Xun couldn't protect himself, and he didn't bother to defend his revolutionary comrade Xie Pingsheng, so he confessed him directly.

He raised his head, leaning the back of his head against the wall, his eyes were slightly moist, "I'm afraid you're under pressure, in fact, it's not that important to me whether you have children or not, you are the most important thing to me, as long as we can always Together, I will grow old with you, and I will have no regrets in this life."

It's not that she's afraid, but that she really has a lot of psychological pressure. She's afraid that she won't be able to give birth, and she's also afraid that he will be sad when he finds out.

Qin Rao broke down in tears, she couldn't imagine under what kind of psychological condition he came up with that method, it was indeed very effective, and her heart was more relaxed than ever in the past few months.

"Don't get me wrong," Shen Xun continued, "I don't mean I don't like children, I love you and children, but..."

He suddenly choked up, and it was difficult to say the following words.

Shen Xun rubbed his face, "But I respect you, you don't have to think that I must force you to give birth, if you don't want to give birth, we..."

The door opened suddenly, Shen Xun turned his head for a moment, saw her tearful face, panicked, and quickly held her face to wipe her tears.

"Don't cry, what's wrong, tell me."

The cup fell to the ground, and the broken glass splashed all over the floor.

Shen Xun quickly picked her up, walked into the bedroom and put her on the bed, lowered his head to check if her feet were hurt by the splashing glass, then raised his head to look at her face.

She wept silently, without even a sob, but the quieter she was, the more frightened Shen Xun was.

"One by one..." This sound was almost a low sigh, he really had no choice.

He looked deeply at her face, his eyes were full of distress and entanglement, and Qin Rao couldn't hold back when he met his gaze, and cried directly, her slender arms tremblingly hugged his neck.

Shen Xun hugged her tightly, but worried that he would press her stomach too tightly, so his arms loosened.

There were low whimpers and sobs, crying until Shen Xun's heart ached and tightened, but he didn't know how to comfort her, and he couldn't stand hearing her cry so sadly.

He tilted his head and kissed his hair, "Don't cry, it's all my fault, you can hit me if you are angry."

"..."

Shen Xun: "What did you say?" She muttered something sobbing, but Shen Xun didn't hear clearly.

"I'm sorry." Qin Rao burst into tears and said intermittently: "I didn't do it on purpose, I... didn't know that he (she) was already in my... stomach, if I knew, I would definitely... protect him well Yes, I'm really sorry."

The guilt that was suppressed in my heart finally came out.

But in this sorry, Shen Xun's heart was broken.

He pressed his face tightly against her temples, "You are not wrong, it was me who failed to protect you."

He didn't want to cry, but he couldn't hold back, and the tears dripped down her neck.

They both blamed themselves for the child who didn't have time to see the world.

Qin Rao cried for a long time, Shen Xun coaxed her mouth dry before she stopped, leaning into his arms, sobbing loudly.

Shen Xun stroked her back, "May I go get you a glass of water?"

Qin Rao hugged him and did not let go, holding him tightly with both hands.

"Then I'll take you with me?" Shen Xun coaxed.

This time Qin Rao did not refuse, and nodded after several seconds.

Shen Xun hugged her around the glass at the door, went to the living room, put her on the sofa, poured a new glass of warm water, and watched her finish drinking in small sips while holding the glass.

"Are you still drinking?"

Qin Rao shook her head, Shen Xun sat on the sofa and pulled her into his arms, running her fingers along her hair.

They talked a lot.

At that time, Qin Rao felt guilty and blamed herself for losing her child. If she hadn't made a mess of her life during that time, she might have been able to keep that child.

Although the doctor had told her a long time ago that the fetus itself was unstable, even if she discovered it early, she would have to save it in the hospital, and it might not be successful.

But because of that little possibility, she rengj felt guilty for so many years.

He said he didn't blame her, and the baby wouldn't blame her either. The baby just left sensibly because he was afraid that she would work too hard alone.

Those little comforts from other people's mouths also came from Shen Xun's mouth, and she was relieved at this moment.

Shen Xun was originally worried that the sudden arrival of the child would make her unhappy, and also worried that she would not want a child.

He has thought about a two-person world, but he also wants a child. Since he is pregnant, he will have a child. At worst, he will hire a few more babysitters. The two-person world will still be lived. If the child distracts her attention, he can only endured.

Another possibility is that she doesn't want to have children.

Everyone knows how much influence a female star has on having children at the peak of her career. Only a very small number of them can return to the public eye. If she doesn't want to have children for the time being, he also fully respects her, and they will have children again in the future.

Now, those doubts have all been dispelled.

How much she loves their child, how can she not want to have one.

But now there is another problem. Before the child was born, he was already a little jealous. He felt that the child was much more important than him in Qin Rao's eyes.

Shen Xun's head hurts just thinking about it.