The president's surrogate wife, he always wants to escape

After the kiss, Fan Yan, who was held by Lu Yan, was out of breath. He lay limply on Lu Yan's body, breathing heavily, with some tears in the corners of his eyes.

Lu Yan held Fan Yan up in his arms to prevent him from falling off.

Knowing that Fan Yan couldn't breathe after being kissed by him for too long, Lu Yan patted Fan Yan's head honestly, kissed Fan Yan's ear, and asked Fan Yan to rest on his shoulder.

After about a minute, Fan Yan managed to catch his breath, hugged Lu Yan's neck and kissed him.

The corners of Lu Yan's mouth turned up unconsciously.

Even though they have been separated for a long time, there is still no unfamiliarity when they get close to each other. Kissing and embracing are natural and gentle.

The only difference is that Fan Yan's body has been useless for too long, and accepting him is not as easy as before.

"Have you rested yet?"

Lu Yan held Fan Yan with one hand and protected the back of Fan Yan's head with the other hand, and asked warmly.

Fan Yan, who leaned his head into the crook of Lu Yan's neck, nodded and rubbed Lu Yan's neck.

Maybe it was because they had been apart for so long that they didn't feel safe at all. Fan Yan was very greedy for the smell of Lu Yan.

Lu Yan seemed to know, the hand that rubbed Fan Yan's head didn't stop, but his eyes were a little dim.

He hated himself for coming to Fan Yan after so many years, leaving Fan Yan to fight alone.

"Will we never be separated again?"

Fan Yan hugged Lu Yan's neck tightly, his voice was hoarse and frightened.

"No, we will never be separated again."

Lu Yan gently touched Fan Yan's head to comfort him.

Fan Yan's eyes heated up when he heard this, and he hugged Lu Yan's neck tightly without saying a word.

Because he thought of the scene when Lu Yan panicked and put his phone in his pocket when he just entered the bathroom.

He was very uneasy now, fearing that Lu Yan's plan would go wrong and he would be unable to capture his mother, and they would be forced to separate again.

"My mother was suspicious of me, but I placed someone next to her, and she took care of it on her own, and nothing happened."

Lu Yan knew that Fan Yan's sudden question must have something to do with his hurry to hide his cell phone, so he didn't tell him about it without telling him.

After all, Fan Yan was also the head of the Fan family before. How could he hide it from him? He just didn't dare to ask.

No, Lu Yan took the initiative to mention this matter. Fan Yan immediately came out of his arms and asked with red eyes, "You didn't lie to me?"

Lu Yan smiled and said, "I'm not lying to you. Some of the people around her are mine. Even if she suspects me, someone will cover it up for me and nothing will happen."

After speaking, Lu Yan raised his head and kissed Fan Yan.

Fan Yan looked at Lu Yan carefully and didn't notice that he avoided his gaze, but instead met his gaze. Only then did he believe that Lu Yan had not deceived him.

"It's different now than before. We are no longer alone. Even if something goes wrong, Fanxiao will definitely be able to make it up."

Lu Yan touched Fan Yan's face and told him not to worry too much.

But because he mentioned the past, Fan Yan shed tears without any money, shaking his body and crying so hard that it was heartbreaking.

In the past, they only had each other. Both of them were beaten half to death by their parents and no one dared to help. When they were held down, they could only struggle and cry heartbrokenly, trying to crawl to each other even though they were bruised and bruised.

The strength of the two people was still too small, so small that even though they were facing each other, they were still forcefully pulled apart by their parents. It didn't help that they cried until their throats became hoarse.

Fan Yan was too envious of Shen Zheng and Fan Xiao. There were many friends standing behind him, and even if they failed, there would still be people to help them.

He and Lu Yan didn't. All they had was beatings and scoldings from their parents.

No elder understands them, and no one wants them to be together. They all despise them for bringing shame to the family.

Seeing Fan Yan crying made Lu Yan extremely uncomfortable.

In the past, they were so miserable that it was difficult to even meet them.

He finally sneaked out from home in the middle of the night to see Fan Yan, but what he saw was Fan Yan tied up in the room like a dog. He was so angry that he burst into tears.

Fan Yan has been very skilled since he was a child, and even the bodyguards at home could not beat him. Only then did Mr. Fan frantically tie him up with chains to prevent him from escaping.

Until the iron chains could no longer hold Fan Yan, he abruptly broke Fan Yan's legs.

Lu Yan, who was holding Fan Yan, raised his head and forced back the tears in his eyes. He blinked hard to prevent his tears from falling, and his throat was extremely sore.

Compared to Fan Yan, the hardships he has endured over the years are nothing.

He hated that he had not been able to protect Fan Yan before, and that he could not defeat his mother and caused Fan Yan to suffer so much.

Even so, Fan Yan still loves him now, waiting for him, and seeing him regained after he was lost.

"Don't cry..."

Fan Yan, who was crying non-stop, raised his hands to wipe Lu Yan's tears and was extremely choked.

"I didn't cry."

Lu Yan smiled at Fan Yan, but his smile was a little pale.

"I'm sorry that I cried first...I...I won't cry anymore, you...don't cry..."

Fan Yan was whimpering and crying and couldn't say anything. He was helplessly wiping tears for Lu Yan and his voice kept intermittent, which made Lu Yan's heart throb.

In the past, Fan Yan always comforted him not to cry. Even though his leg was broken, he still told him it was okay and it didn't hurt at all.

But how could it not hurt? The bones were broken.

"It's all my fault, I always cry..."

Fan Yan kept apologizing to Lu Yan, and his vision had already been blurred by tears.

"It's not your fault, it's my lack of ability that makes you insecure and scared."

"No, it's my fault, it's me... I'm the one holding you back. You could have a better future, but you've been controlled by your mother because you eloped with me until now. It's all me... It's all me Harmful."

The more Fan Yan cried, the more he sobbed, crying until he almost fainted.

He regretted that he should not have agreed to Lu Yan in the first place. He should have stopped Lu Yan, otherwise Lu Yan would not have been forced to wear shackles and lose all his freedom because of him.

"I was the one who proposed elopement, how could it be you who harmed me?" Lu Yan wiped tears at Fan Yan to enlighten him.

Fan Yan always takes all the blame on himself, knowing that he is the victim.

"I fell in love with you first, I induced you to fall in love with me, and I wanted to elope with you. All of this is my fault and has nothing to do with you."

Fan Yan cried and shook his head when he heard what Lu Yan said, "You didn't induce me, I fell in love with you myself. I couldn't control myself and wanted to get close to you. It's none of your business."

Lu Yan felt an indescribable feeling in his heart when he heard this, and felt a little uncomfortable with a sore nose.

He used to think that he raised Fanyan as his wife, which caused Fanyan to become dependent on him when he was used to taking care of her, and she fell in love with him only after she couldn't live without him.

But in fact, it's not the case. Fan Yan really likes him, not just because she's used to his existence.

Lu Yan sniffed and put his big hand on the back of Fan Yan's head, gently hugged Fan Yan into his arms and kissed Fan Yan's hair.

All these years of suffering don't matter, as long as Fanyan still loves him, it's all worth it.