I was reborn as the villain

Chapter 210 Falling into thought

"Brother Mo, you always say that I can find a better man, and there is no need to hang on a tree like you. Do you know that these words are very hurtful? Sometimes they are like a thorn in my heart , if I can let you go, why should I beg for your love like this? When you said these words, you really looked like a beggar. If I didn't want to take care of your feelings, why should I feel sad? He also put on a forced smile and a stern look, it was love that made me choose tolerance, it was love that made me choose to bear the pain."

Chen Zhimo's face was expressionless, but there was a faint unbearable look between his brows. Seeing Qian Peiyuan's pitiful and lovely appearance, he also felt a little uncomfortable.

Qian Peiyuan wiped away her tears again, the venting of her emotions just now made her talk a lot in one breath, at this moment she gradually calmed down, sniffed and smiled: "Brother Mo, I'm fine, you don't have to talk to me just now Take the words to heart, I just held back for too long, and when I heard you told me not to waste time on you, I couldn't help but explode, and I also said the words, cried and cried, vented a bit, and felt much more comfortable , in the future, I will still pester you, don't think that I will give up."

Chen Zhimo didn't speak, just looked at Qian Peiyuan so quietly, he also thought a lot, he once thought that Qian Peiyuan was a carefree woman, he didn't care if he said hurtful words, and his relationship with Qian Peiyuan was also not good. He was very casual and didn't restrain himself in his speech. Sometimes he even wanted to hit her to make her retreat. Who would have thought that what he said sometimes would hurt her instead.

Chen Zhimo also felt that he was a little sorry for Qian Peiyuan. After all, it was not wrong for Qian Peiyuan to like herself. Even if she was a little more public at times, it was not easy for a woman in Linghai to boldly express her love. Yes, not only did I not choose to tolerate her, but I sometimes showed disgust and disgust, and often made jokes about these things. Only now did Chen Zhimo realize that his frivolous attitude had repeatedly hurt Qian Peiyuan.

Thinking about it, I am also a person who has experienced many women. How can I still be so incomprehensible to women's minds?Now Chen Zhimo doesn't know how to deal with Qian Peiyuan's feelings. Should he try to accept her as she wished, or give her a chance, and then reject her, or just cut the mess with Qian Peiyuan? Yuan made it clear and then made a clean break, absolutely no longer involved in emotional issues, and no longer showed a little bit of concern and ambiguity.

In fact, Chen Zhimo couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for Qian Peiyuan. Qian Peiyuan's cry today made him reflect.

At the beginning, Chen Zhimo avoided the passionate Qian Peiyuan, but through getting along day after day, Chen Zhimo discovered that Qian Peiyuan was actually a kind and affectionate woman, and she really had feelings for him. Not the kind of playful spur of the moment.

Sometimes when Chen Zhimo said something that rejected Qian Peiyuan, he would feel a little uncomfortable in his heart, but every time he saw Qian Peiyuan's indifferent appearance, he didn't care too much.

Qian Peiyuan is an expression of true temperament in front of Chen Zhimo. She laughs when she is happy, cries when she is sad, speaks out loudly when she loves him, and expresses that she will never give up when she is rejected. Instead, she treats him by herself. Qian Peiyuan was not serious enough, at first she blindly avoided, and then she kept jokingly persuading Qian Peiyuan to give up on him, or she just said some excuses that he would not consider feelings.

Chen Zhimo thought a lot, and his thoughts gradually drifted away. Leng Yuxuan's appearance appeared in his mind again. It has been 100 years, and Leng Yuxuan's appearance has never been blurred, as if he had just seen it yesterday. After experiencing countless women, the one he still cares about the most and cannot part with is Leng Yuxuan, who had known and accompanied him for many years in his previous life.

Thinking of Leng Yuxuan, Chen Zhimo couldn't help feeling pain in his heart. He missed Leng Yuxuan, and he couldn't accept Leng Yuxuan's betrayal. Super holographic system to paralyze yourself.

The current Chen Zhimo thinks that he used to be funny. After leaving, he realized how much he loved Leng Yuxuan, but why didn't he cherish the one he loved back then, and was busy with his career all day long, so he didn't give Leng Yuxuan what he deserved? love and companionship.

A woman just wants to stay with the person she loves and have a child belonging to the two. She doesn't want Chen Zhimo to give up her career and stay at home, she just wants Chen Zhimo to make some adjustments to the focus of her life , but Chen Zhimo couldn't do it, and even snubbed Leng Yuxuan.

After Chen Zhimo arrived in Linghai, he indulged himself through various evil deeds at the beginning, and then he gradually became numb and began to reflect a lot. He also regretted what he had done, but Leng Yuxuan's departure hurt deeply. He, he doesn't believe that Leng Yuxuan betrayed him, and he can't accept Leng Yuxuan's betrayal of him, so he keeps blackening himself, doing bad things in Linghai, and hurting many innocent people. It will arouse Chen Zhimo's conscience, because he thinks that the world is false.

But as time passed, Chen Zhimo's heart gradually returned to calm. He was no longer obsessed with Leng Yuxuan's betrayal, and he no longer regretted what he shouldn't have done at the beginning, and he desperately wanted to return to the real world. To get back the woman he loves so much, he has to let go of his hypocritical and useless self-esteem, and use deep love to win Leng Yuxuan back to him.

So Chen Zhimo began desperately looking for a way to return to the real world, but everything was in vain. It turned out that all this was not what he thought. This world is real, and the crimes he committed are also real, and he also was punished.

Fortunately, he woke up from the confusion, he still did not give up the idea of ​​returning to the real world, he was determined to return to Leng Yuxuan's side, he would use his love to impress Leng Yuxuan again, he would give The happy life that Leng Yuxuan wanted.

But at this time, a woman appeared beside him, a lively, enthusiastic and bold woman who showed love. At first, Chen Zhimo just thought it was a sign of a little girl's enthusiasm, and he only had Leng Yuxuan as his lover in his heart. , won't accept other people anymore, and naturally shows resistance and disgust towards Qian Peiyuan.

But Qian Peiyuan ignored his attitude, no matter whether his attitude towards her was indifference, disgust, or avoidance, she would treat him well and accompany him as always, making Chen Zhimo try hard to be indifferent. touch.

Chen Zhimo knows that the only person he loves is still Leng Yuxuan. Even if he gradually has a good impression of Qian Peiyuan, he can't tolerate himself accepting Qian Peiyuan. There are many dangerous roads to go, and he doesn't want to drag Qian Peiyuan down, but he doesn't want to tell Qian Peiyuan these words, and he doesn't even want to tell anyone, some things are his own secrets.

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