"My mother is a concubine and has no money. In the past, my father would secretly give some money to my mother, but then my father disappeared. In order to make a living, my mother fostered me in a boarding school, and she went out to work to earn money to pay me. As long as I can remember, I grew up in a boarding school. Later, my father’s family suddenly found me and said that they wanted me to recognize my ancestors and gave my mother a large sum of money. My mother did not He didn’t have any backbone to refuse, but he accepted the money and said to me, Niu, I can’t give you the best life, but your father’s family can. Seize this opportunity and become a master.”

"I cried and begged her not to leave. But she finally left. Then I was brought home by my grandparents. I didn't know that my father had been married to his wife for more than ten years and had no children, so Their family remembered me as a child born outside. They promised their mother that they would raise me well. So my mother handed me over to them."

"In the beginning, they did give me good food and clothing. But my father's wife always beat and scolded me when my grandparents and father were not at home. I swear, I must rely on myself Take control of your own life, instead of being pushed around, beaten and scolded."

"So I studied like crazy, and then got the best grades in the test abroad. When I got the offer from the university, my family objected to my going to study abroad, so I told them that I would not spend a penny from them. I earned all the tuition and living expenses by myself. Then I resolutely left that horrible home, came abroad, and started my hard-working life.”

"In the beginning, the family would ask me about my situation. But after a while, I didn't ask about my situation. I inquired and found out that my father's first wife was finally pregnant. They have their own blood in the family. , my child born outside the room is no longer important. That's why I said, I don't have a home anymore. My mother doesn't know where, and my father... seems to have no. That home is not my home either." Niu Niu said After finishing this sentence, he chuckled and said, "That's why I work so hard to make money. Only money can bring me a sense of security."

Shen Mo held Niu Niu's hand and said, "Sister Niu Niu, so it's not easy for you."

Niuniu shook her head and said, "I don't think it's hard, but I think it's good. Living on my own is stronger than anything else. I'm not short of money now. Even if I graduate and find a job now, I won't starve to death. After so many years Grinding, let me understand a lot of truths in advance. In fact, I really envy you. You have been hurt since I was a child. I can't do it, I can only rely on myself. "

"Let brother Jianqing love you more in the future." Shen Mo pouted.

"No, it's impossible for me to talk to him." Niu Niu shook her head and said, "His lintel will not accept an illegitimate daughter born to an outsider woman. You are all wealthy, and blood is the most important. It doesn't matter if you are a commoner." , but the blood must be pure. And I... I don’t even know who my mother is or who my grandparents are. As long as I can remember, there are only my mother and myself. And my mother didn’t marry my father before she was born. For me, this kind of thing is unacceptable to wealthy families."

"No one will accept a girl with unknown bloodlines. What's more, I don't want to tarnish the lintel of a wealthy family." Niu Niu said with a self-deprecating smile: "It's very good this way. Being friends with you is already my greatest love." How can you be so greedy that you want everything?"

Shen Mo looked at Niuniu quietly.

At this moment, Shen Mo seemed to see something different from what she usually heard and saw.

It turns out that not all girls in this world are born lucky.

Her luck is really rare in the world.

Niuniu is actually about the same age as her, but the things she has experienced have surpassed her by many, many times.

It turns out that life can be so cruel.

Shen Mo couldn't help asking: "Then do you miss them?"

Niuniu shook her head: "I don't remember what my mother looks like anymore. When I was a child, I lived in a boarding house, and I couldn't see her once a month, but at the end of each month, she would deposit money into my account to pay for my boarding school fees. She will come to see me once in a long time, and the time is only an hour. When I was seven years old, I went back to my father's house, and she never appeared again. So, I don't remember what she looked like."

"Then do you hate them?" Shen Mo felt very conflicted.

"Hate? Why hate?" Niu Niu said with a wry smile, "They all have their own reasons, and they all have their own reasons. When my mother left, she left in tears. I know she doesn't want to part with me. But I also know , if she doesn’t let go, with her meager salary, she will no longer be able to pay my boarding fee in the near future, and I will lose the opportunity to study, learn bad things at the bottom of society, and then waste my life.”

"And my father, he really loved my mother. But he couldn't match the arrangement of the family, and he married a woman he didn't love. He must have been very painful and entangled at the time, right? So he used this method to make up for it. Me. Although he hasn’t given me much fatherly love until now, at least he has prevented me from dropping out of school and avoiding being bad at the bottom of society due to lack of education.”

"So, why should I hate? After all, they were really in love when I was born." Niu tidied the quilt, smiled, and said, "I'm not as fragile as you think."

"Don't worry about you always avoiding brother Jianqing. You are afraid that even if you are together, you will be separated in the future, aren't you?" Shen Mo had a rare enlightenment.

Niuniu nodded: "Yes."

"Then, sister Niuniu, is your name Niuniu?" Shen Mo asked again.

"I have many names, my mother gave me, my father gave me, and my name abroad, my favorite is the name my mother gave me. Niuniu. Simple and easy to remember, pure as ever " Niu Niu replied: "My father's surname is Dai, and my Chinese name should be Dai Niu Niu. But I don't like this surname, and I don't want to have any ties with it anymore, so you should call me Niu Niu."

"Well, Sister Niu Niu, I will support you to the end!" Shen Mo bravely held Niu Niu's hand, and said, "It's good to be called Niu Niu! We don't need a last name!"

Niuniu laughed out loud: "Well, don't give up your last name. Well, it's getting late, go to bed early!"

"Sister Niuniu, good night." Shen Mo then withdrew his hand and fell asleep properly.

Listening to Shen Mo's even breathing, Niuniu couldn't fall asleep anyway.

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