Lu Mingyue couldn't persuade her, so she simply let her go.Looking at Bai Xinyi's attitude of "charging for love and going forward without hesitation", she couldn't help feeling envious.

The bravery and confidence in Bai Xinyi who is desperate for love is something she has never had before.

Lu Mingyue knew since she was a child that she was different from other children. She was a "burden" and "burden" to grandma.Other children have parents who can complain and support them when they are wronged, but she only has grandma.

Although Grandma Lu also cared for her very much, she knew in her heart that it was still different after all.She is precocious and sensible. She has always been a child of someone else's family in the neighborhood. She is sensible, obedient, and good at learning. She never needs adults to worry too much.

When the other children only knew that they were running around and playing wildly in the street, she was used to finishing her homework quickly after school every day, and then cooking for herself and grandma.

Good cooking skills are developed from childhood to adulthood.Knowing that it is not easy for grandma to raise her by herself, Lu Mingyue never compares with others in terms of food and clothing costs. When buying things, the first consideration is cost performance, and the first thing to look at when choosing clothes is the discount area. It cannot be erased from the bones.

At the age when other people's love is just beginning to bloom, she is full of eyes on how to get higher scores in the test and get the most scholarships.Even when choosing a major, the first consideration is whether the employment rate and future salary are high enough.

She avoids anything that is risky. She never takes chances on anything, and she will never do anything that is not 100% sure.

What's more, it's a matter of betting on other people's feelings, so the probability is very small.

Yes, in her view, love is like a gamble.The two sides bet on each other's chips, and the prize of the game is the depth of the other party's feelings for them.

This is a very uncertain and changing matter, Lu Mingyue doesn't like this kind of unknown, it will make her feel extremely insecure.

Before meeting Jiang Li, her idea of ​​marriage was to find a man with a gentle personality who agrees with her three views, and a normal appearance, and live together as a partner.

It's best if they can support each other to live on, if not, she won't wrong herself, just divorce.She is very open about this point.

But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes. Grandma's illness put Lu Mingyue in a sudden predicament, and Jiang Li's appearance, in a sense, saved her.

Lu Mingyue was grateful and grateful to him, but she never had the dream that Jiang Li would fall in love with her for a long time.

Life is not a novel, nor is it a fairy tale.There is an insurmountable class gap between herself and Jiang Li. Throughout the ages, there are countless stories of women marrying wealthy families and ending in tragedy. Lu Mingyue did not think that she would be the "lucky one" with a one-in-a-thousand probability.

Instead, her luck has been bad.

So when Jiang Li said those words to her that day, her first reaction was panic and resistance.These days, she and Jiang Li were in a state of semi-cold war. Lu Mingyue regretted that she shouldn't have spoken so bluntly, and regretted that she had underestimated Jiang Li's measurement with her own judgment, but she never regretted her decision to refuse.

But after seeing Bai Xinyi today, she suddenly felt a little sad and pitiful.

Different love stories are staged every day and everywhere in this world, but she refuses all possibilities because she lacks the courage to bear failure.

Is such a choice necessarily correct?

The creed that she had adhered to for 20 years suddenly became uncertain at this time. She suddenly thought of the "strangers" who secretly put small snacks and gifts in her desk when she was a student, and remembered that every time the class monitor looked at her, he suddenly rose. With a blushing face, she remembered the library where a boy from a certain department chased her for a month when she was in college, and finally stopped the way and asked her if she had a boyfriend.

These strange and familiar faces gradually intertwined in her mind and merged into Jiang Li's appearance. He jokingly said, "Do you want to think about it?"

Lu Mingyue's heart suddenly twisted, a soreness spread from the bottom of her heart to her throat, she subconsciously clenched the cup in her hand.

What if the scenery on the other road is not as thorny as she imagined?

Will you regret it?

"...I just know that if I just give up like this, I will definitely regret it when I think about it later. Why don't you let me know it! Give up and give up completely."

Bai Xinyi's suddenly raised voice pulled Lu Mingyue back from her thoughts, and her eyes towards Bai Xinyi gradually became complicated.

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