Jin Shao, kiss

Xu Jian touched the corners of Jin Hanzhou's eyes lightly with his green fingers, "Did you put eyeliner on the mole in front?"

A moment of carelessness led to being discovered, and Jin Hanzhou could only roll his throat with difficulty, and nodded bravely, "Yeah."

No wonder she thought there was something wrong on his face before, it turned out that something was wrong with his mole.

In the past two days, she felt that the position of his mole seemed to change. At that time, she thought it was because she was too imaginary, and it seemed blurred.

It turned out that it wasn't a problem with her eyes, but a deviation in the position of his point.

Spotted the mole, but kept it as it is with eyeliner, what does Jin Hanzhou mean?

Xu Jianyi looked at Jin Hanzhou in confusion.

Seeing that Xu Jianyi had lost his voice, Jin Hanzhou cautiously raised his eyes to see her expression.

But she found that she was looking at him with deep eyes, and that expression seemed to say that she wouldn't look like her brother without a mole. Jin Hanzhou's heart suddenly pulled, and he subconsciously said, "I'm going to put the mole on—"

He got up, and just as he was about to go to the bathroom, Xu Jianyi's doubtful voice came slowly from behind, "Why do you want to light it?"

"Do you regret having a mole?"

Except that Jin Hanzhou regretted having the mole on, Xu Jianyi really couldn't figure out why he had to use eyeliner to do it.

Jin Hanzhou looked back at her and explained eagerly, "I was acting impulsively at the time."

"Oh." No wonder I clicked it and put it on with eyeliner.

It turned out that I really regretted it.

Although he didn't understand Jin Hanzhou's obsession with this mole, Xu Jianyi couldn't help but say something out of consideration for his health,

"Eyeliner is also a cosmetic. Sleeping with makeup on at night is not good for your skin. You're going to bed soon, so don't use it."

"Ah."

Jin Hanzhou felt that something was wrong with Xu Jianyi's reaction.

She learned that his reaction to spotting the mole was a little too normal, which made him feel uneasy.

Is it because the matter has come to this point and nothing can change the mole, or is it that she cares more about her heart and is not obsessed with the mole?

The two communicated on different channels for a while, and Jin Hanzhou let Xu Jianyi go to bed first.

He went to dry his hair, wiped his body by the way, and then changed into pajamas.

Both Xu Jianyi and Jin Hanzhou were injured and couldn't touch the water, so they could only wipe their bodies and couldn't get wet in the rain.

Fortunately, the weather is a bit cold at night.

Otherwise, in hot weather, if you don't take a bath for so many days, it will really stink.

-

I don't know if it's because some of the wounds are already scabbing, or the wound is on the back, lying down and pressing on it.

Xu Jian lay on the bed, tossing and turning. She was tired, but she just couldn't fall asleep.

When Jin Hanzhou came over, Xu Jianyi was frowning and changed his posture again.

"The wound is so painful that you can't sleep?"

Jin Hanzhou walked over, lifted the quilt and lay down.

Xu Jian glanced at him and shook her head slightly.

Jin Hanzhou turned sideways to face Xu Jianyi. He raised his hand to lift the back of her neck and let her lie on his arms. "It should be easier to sleep when the back is hanging in the air."

Xu Jianyi received the most stab wounds on his back, followed by his left arm, which was stabbed four times.

The right hand was slightly better, but it was also stabbed twice.

The left side of the abdomen was also cut.

Simply not too deep.

Otherwise, if the intestines leaked out, Hua Tuo would not be able to save him alive.

The two were lying on the bed, neither of them spoke.

The two people who were originally intimate had nothing to say at this moment.

This huge gap made Xu Jian feel empty-hearted.

She turned sideways, closed her eyes and pressed her face into Jin Hanzhou's arms, only to find that his body was frozen.

The reason why Jin Hanzhou's body was stiff was that the position of Xu Jianyi's sticker was exactly opposite to the position of his left atrium.

What Jin Hanzhou liked most in the past was Xu Jianyi's behavior of relying on him like this.

Now it has become an invisible knife piercing his heart.

He tried his best not to care what the intention of her behavior was, but his body still reacted honestly—resistance.

Withdrew from Jin Hanzhou's arms calmly, Xu Jianyi closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembled violently, her voice was a little hoarse, as if she was holding back something, "Jin Hanzhou, are we really reconciled?"

Why does she feel that they seem to be close, but there is a mountain and river in her heart.

In the past, they all kept secrets in their hearts, but they had never been so alienated.

It was as if they were all trying to maintain calm, but their hearts were all turbulent.

Are you really reconciled?

Not reconciled.

It was he who conceded.

"of course."

Jin Hanzhou gently stroked Xu Jianyi's cheek, his smile was as tender and doting as ever.

Xu Jian opened her eyes, glanced at him, and then whispered softly, "Really?"

Jin Hanzhou bowed his head and kissed her forehead, "Go to sleep, don't think too much."

"Ah."

Xu Jian pulled her lips and said nothing.

this night.

Xu Jianyi did not sleep soundly.

She had a dream all night.

Opening his eyes, the corners of his eyes were wet, but he couldn't remember what dream he had, but his heart was empty, as if he had lost something important.

In the bedroom with the bedside light on.

Xu Jianyi was alone on the bed.

Jin Hanzhou was not there.

My heart, which was already empty, seemed to be even more empty when I found out that Jin Hanzhou was not on the bed.

Xu Jian sat up from the bed, looked around, but did not see Jin Hanzhou.

She lifted the quilt and got down.

Put on cotton slippers and walk towards the bedroom.

On the balcony of the bedroom, a tall and tall man like a jade tree leaned over the fence.

He was only wearing jet-black long-sleeved pajamas, which were tightly sealed from head to toe.

He held a cigarette in his slender fingers.

There are sparks at the end of the cigarette, like sparks in the dark night.

He suddenly raised his hand and bit the cigarette butt on his lips.

His cheeks were sunken slightly, and the sparks on his tail flickered all of a sudden.

In an instant, the cigarette disappeared by half.

He took the cigarette butt away and slowly exhaled the smoke from his mouth.

Xu Jian leaned against the screen wall separating the living room and the bedroom, staring at Jin Hanzhou who was smoking on the balcony late at night outside the window, feeling as if a gap was missing in his heart.

Jin Hanzhou smoked a cigarette, turned around and was about to come in, when he met Xu Jianyi's eyes.

He froze for a moment, then pushed open the glass door and strode in.

"Why did you wake up?"

Jin Hanzhou raised his hand to help Xu Jianyi.

Xu Jian looked up at him, and asked him again, "Jin Hanzhou, are we really reconciled?"

Jin Hanzhou looked at her, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, "Well——"

He was about to nod.

Xu Jianyi raised his hand and pushed away his hand holding her wrist, "Jin Hanzhou, don't force yourself to reconcile with me."

He's still as nice to her though, if not better.

But she has seen how he really treats her well, so why can't she feel that his current kindness is more reluctant.

Jin Hanzhou explained, "I didn't force it, you worry too much."

Xu Jian stared ahead, his eyes sparkling, "I wish I was worrying too much, but Jin Hanzhou, I've seen what you were like before."

Her voice choked slightly, "Now you seem to have to be nice to me for some reason. You seem to like me, but you don't seem to like me anymore."

The tears flickering in Xu Jian's eyes made Jin Hanzhou's heart suffocate slightly.

He stepped forward and hugged her into his arms, tilted his head and kissed her hair to calm her emotions, "You are my life, how could I not like you."

It's because he likes it so much, even if it's just a stand-in, he still recognizes it.

Although she was emotionally slow, she still felt that there was an inexplicable gap between her and Jin Hanzhou.

This made Xu Jianyi very sad.

Xu Jianyi let Jin Hanzhou hug her, but didn't hug her back, but closed her eyes and murmured softly, "Jin Hanzhou, can we never go back again?"

After this reconciliation, they got along carefully.

I lost my usual comfort.

Can such a relationship continue?

"Why do you want to go back? Isn't it good to go forward?"

Jin Hanzhou is not reconciled after all, he is not as great as he imagined.

He was not willing to be just a stand-in.

So he held Xu Jianyi's shoulders and looked at her pleadingly, "Xu Jianyi, love me, please? Not as a substitute, but Jin Hanzhou, please?"

"What?" Xu Jianyi was taken aback by his words.

Jin Hanzhou rested his forehead on Xu Jianyi's uninjured shoulder, as humble as he wanted, "Can you give me a small corner of his position, even if it's just a little bit."

Xu Jian stared straight ahead, and it took her a while to understand the meaning of Jin Hanzhou's words.

Xu Jian blinked her eyes and wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

It wasn't until this moment that she finally understood where the disobedience of the past few days was.

Xu Jian closed his eyes and took a deep breath before asking Jin Hanzhou, "Jin Hanzhou, have you read the message?"

Jin Hanzhou who saw the message shouldn't still feel that he is a double, unless he didn't see it.

Jin Hanzhou subconsciously asked, "What information?"

Xu Jian breathed out, "I sent you an explanation message."

Jin Hanzhou straightened up, "Did you send me a message?"

"Hmm." Xu Jian nodded.

Jin Hanzhou looked at her.

Then he turned and walked back to the bed.

He goes to get his cell phone.

He checked the message box.

He turned all the way to the end, but he didn't see the message from Xu Jianyi.

He turned to look at Xu Jianyi, "No."

"I have not received any messages from you."

As if to prove that he was not lying, he handed the phone to Xu Jianyi.

Xu Jian glanced at it, but didn't answer, but asked him, "Have you always held your mobile phone by yourself?"

Jin Hanzhou shook his head, "I was alcoholic that day, and my phone was away for an hour or two."

Xu Jian was silent for a while, "Who kept the phone at that time?"

"Chi Jun."

Xu Jianyi felt that Chi Jun didn't seem like someone who would use Jin Hanzhou's information, so she asked again, "Who told you about the substitute that day?"

"Nan Shu."

"It really is her." Xu Jianyi sincerely felt that Fu Nanshu was not a good person.

"Huh?" Jin Hanzhou looked at Xu Jianyi subconsciously, and Xu Jianyi breathed heavily, "Was Fu Nanshu there when you were alcoholic?"

Jin Hanzhou reacted immediately, "You mean to say that she deleted the message you sent me?"

Xu Jianyi said uncertainly, "I did send the information. If you didn't have it here, it would have been deleted. I don't think Mr. Chi would do such a thing. The only suspect is Fu Nanshu."

"My phone's security code, how did she unlock it?"

It's not that Jin Hanzhou didn't believe Xu Jianyi's words, but that he didn't understand how the information was deleted.

Xu Jian shook her head, but didn't think about it, "I don't know about that."

Jin Hanzhou asked Xu Jianyi, "What did you send me?"

Xu Jian sat down on the bed, "I told you to come back but you didn't come back, and I called you to explain, but you didn't listen, so I had no choice but to send a message to explain."

Jin Hanzhou also sat down, "Nanshu sent me an audio message. I was so angry at the time that I didn't dare to come back. I was afraid that I would do something that I would regret."

Xu Jian subconsciously looked at Jin Hanzhou, "What audio?"

Jin Hanzhou clicked on the WeChat chat history between himself and Fu Nanshu, and clicked on the audio to play for Xu Jian.

After Xu Jian finished listening, she immediately understood why Jin Hanzhou didn't want to listen to her explanation.

These words were too instructive, and they were words she said herself.

Although he didn't know how Fu Nanshu got this audio, Xu Jianyi felt that he had to explain it again, "I did say this."

Jin Hanzhou stared at her immediately, his lips twitched, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Xu Jianyi didn't notice this, and she explained, "I was hesitating at the time whether to confess to you that I was close to you because of my brother's heart, and when I asked me about it later, I told her about it. The words should have been recorded at that time."

Xu Jian turned his head to look at Jin Hanzhou, "At that time, it was not because I liked you that I followed you, but because my brother's heart was on you, but Jin Hanzhou, the reason why I was with you was really not because My brother's heart."

After a pause, she said with a bit of grievance, "It's not anyone who has my brother's organs, so I'll sleep with him."

Jin Hanzhou raised his hand and grabbed her shoulder with self-blame, "I know you are not that kind of person, I was just angry at that time."

Xu Jianyi leaned his head against Jin Hanzhou, confiding in his heart, "Maybe the purpose of being with you at the beginning was indeed not pure, but it was definitely not because of treating you as my brother's substitute."

"The first time I was obsessed with ghosts. I didn't know why I agreed to your ridiculous proposal. The second time, I just wanted a good night's sleep. I feel at ease by your side."

"As for the actions you mentioned, I heard later that you used me as a substitute, but I was so angry that I simply regarded you as my brother's substitute."

"I think you can't love me, but if you use me as a substitute to love, then I miss my brother, and I take you as comfort, and neither of us suffers."

Jin Hanzhou, "..."

"Just in front of you, even I think I'm with you because of my brother's heart."

Jin Hanzhou finally asked, "In that truth or dare, they asked you who you liked the first time, but you didn't answer. Later, when I asked you, you said you liked your brother."

"I do like my brother."

Xu Jian asked Jin Hanzhou, "My brother is the best brother in the world, why don't I like it?"

Jin Hanzhou looked down at her, "Is it just my sister's liking for my brother?"

"Ah."

In Xu Jianyi's heart, Xu Yisheng was like a god, unattainable, and could only be viewed from a distance but not profane.

"But your behavior doesn't look like a sister's liking for her brother."

Jin Hanzhou was a little apprehensive, "You call him even in your dreams. And every time you look at that Xiaobai, that look is like looking at your lover."

"It's because you over-interpreted." Xu Jianyi felt that it was an exaggeration to see the lover's god, "I was just sad and grieved at that time."

"I often dream about my brother. It's because of me that he was targeted by Nighthawk."

"My brother—" Xu Jian took a deep breath before continuing, "He died because of me."

"If possible, I hope that I was the one who died and not my brother."

Seeing that Xu Jianyi's mood was in a slump, Jin Hanzhou hurriedly held her face to stop her from making assumptions, "Okay baby, let's not talk about it."

Xu Jianyi was forced to look up at Jin Hanzhou, with tears glistening in her eyes.

Because of raising her head, a tear trickled down from the corner of one of her eyes.

Jin Hanzhou looked heartbroken.

He pressed her into his arms, holding her tightly.

Xu Jianyi wept silently at Jin Hanzhou, her voice was mournful, "In order for Mianmian and I to have books to study, my brother left the police school he had just been admitted to and went to work as an undercover agent."

"As a result, the palm was pierced and almost died."

"I thought I joined the organization to save him, but I didn't expect that I would make his death worse."

"this is not your fault."

Jin Hanzhou finally understood what Xu Jian's feelings for Xu Yisheng were that he couldn't explain clearly.

It's self-blame and guilt.

Xu Yisheng was killed because of her.

Her heart is full of self-blame, guilt and pain, so every time she mentions it, she collapses.

-

In the end Xu Jianyi fell asleep in Jin Hanzhou's arms.

Jin Hanzhou put her back on the bed and lay down, and raised his hand to help her dry her tears.

Then he picked up his phone and made a call.

Fu Nanshu felt a little uneasy when he received a call from Jin Hanzhou in the middle of the night.

After doing something bad, my heart is empty.

She answered the phone tremblingly.

"Hey, Brother Zhou, call me so late, what's the matter?"

Jin Hanzhou asked her, "How did you know the screen saver password of my mobile phone?"