Jin Shao, kiss
Chapter 270 Don’t Love Her Anymore【7000 words】
Xu Jian nodded, "Yes."
As soon as Xu Jian knew that Jin Hanzhou could not be blamed for this matter, he must have felt bad.
The feeling of being forced to eat human blood steamed buns is not good.
Without knowing it, he was fed human blood steamed buns, and the human blood steamed buns were forcefully poured into him by others, and he did not swallow them voluntarily.
As the saying goes, those who do not know are not guilty.
When Xu Jianyi first learned the truth, there would indeed be such indignant thoughts that Jin Hanzhou's life is his life, and her brother's life is not his life, but she would not have no relationship with Jin Hanzhou because of this.
It's just that accepting the cruel truth requires a process, and Xu Jianyi can't do it. When he learned that his brother died because of Jin Hanzhou, he could still love him as if nothing happened.
At least for a short period of time, she can't treat Jin Hanzhou as undividedly as before, and she even needs someone to enlighten her, so that she doesn't go into a dead end.
If Xu Jianyi hadn't heard Jin Yi say that Jin Hanzhou was going to erase her memory, but only learned the truth about her brother's murder, Xu Jianyi would have collapsed at most, and would not have decided to escape from Jin Hanzhou.
She would still get sick, but at least at that time, Xu Jianyi would not hide from Jin Hanzhou because he was afraid of being wiped out of his memory.
What happens next is out of control.
When Xu Jian got sick, her mind was not clear, her body seemed to be frozen, and she couldn't help herself.
It took her a year to completely regain control over her body.
It's not that I don't want to come back to see him, it's that I can't.
Logically speaking, the matter is open.
Originally, this was supposed to push through the dark clouds and see the bright moon, but Jin Hanzhou couldn't help but smile, his tone was full of vicissitudes of the years, "But Xu Jianyi, what should I do? I don't seem to love you anymore."
Don't love her anymore?
Xu Jian's ears buzzed, and suddenly he couldn't hear anything.
She looked at Jin Hanzhou with a pale face, opened her mouth slightly, her lips squirmed, but she lost her voice, for a long time, she was unable to utter a word.
Seeing Xu Jianyi being hit so hard, Jin Hanzhou couldn't feel her sadness.
Obviously, he once held it on the tip of his heart and was afraid of falling, and even was so humble that he voluntarily acted as a substitute and wanted to stay by her side, but now he has no emotion for her.
It's ironic.
Ignoring Xu Jianyi's sad silence, Jin Hanzhou walked towards Xu Jianyi with his daughter in his arms, as if nothing had happened, and introduced the daughter in his arms to her,
"This is Three Treasures. You probably don't remember her. Give her a hug. She misses you very much. She has never seen you before, but the first one who shouted was mother."
"As expected, it came out of your stomach, Ji En."
As Jin Hanzhou said, he handed the daughter in his arms to Xu Jianyi.
Xu Jian caught it subconsciously.
Jin Hanzhou relaxed his muscles and bones, with a relaxed expression that he could finally rest, "You play with them."
With that said, he stepped out.
Xu Jianyi almost blurted out, "Where are you going?"
Jin Hanzhou paused, then turned to look at Xu Jianyi, and raised his eyebrows lazily, "It's not too much to go out and relax after taking them for a year?"
"gone."
Without waiting for Xu Jian to reply, Jin Hanzhou walked directly towards the entrance.
Holding her daughter in her arms, Xu Jian watched Jin Hanzhou leave in a daze.
Does Jin Hanzhou really not love her?
Xu Jianyi didn't think that Jin Hanzhou would have resentment in her heart. After all, she disappeared without saying a word, and it took two years for her to disappear.
But she didn't think about it.
Jin Hanzhou will not love her.
That Jin Hanzhou who loved her more than his own life said he didn't love her anymore.
Xu Jian lowered her eyes, her eyes unconsciously revealing a bit of bleakness and sadness.
Someone touched her cheek suddenly, and Xu Jian suddenly came back to her senses, only to see Sanbao staring at her curiously and innocently.
As if recognizing her, she suddenly shouted joyfully, "Mom..."
Xu Jianyi was startled at first, and then laughed in surprise.
"Little guy, shout again."
She held Sambo's armpits with both hands and lifted her up.
"Mom." Sanbao called out again without hesitation.
Not only Sanbao yelled, but Dabao and Erbao also yelled when their younger sister yelled, "Mom."
Xu Jian held her daughter in her arms, facing Dabao and Erbao.
Hearing their voices calling her mother crisply, Xu Jian smiled, and tears gathered in the corners of her eyes.
Jin Hanzhou took them well.
He didn't deliberately erase her existence either.
Otherwise, the three children would not call her mother so skillfully.
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Zhuojia.
Zhuo Yuheng, who was reading Ba Zong's novel to the sleeping Meng Qianqian, looked at Jin Hanzhou who suddenly appeared at the door of the room, put down his phone, and raised his chin at him, "Why did you come here suddenly, your three little ones, don't bring them ?”
Jin Hanzhou glanced at Meng Qianqian, who was still unconscious on the bed, and said to the only buddy who could talk heart-to-heart, "She's back."
Zhuo Yuheng knew everything about the two of them.
Zhuo Yuheng had no choice but to sigh secretly about his ups and downs.
This love involving hatred is really not easy to fix.
However, whether the relationship between the two can be consummated, as long as Xu Jianyi still holds the sovereignty, Zhuo Yuheng asked Jin Hanzhou, "Sister and sister, what do you think now?"
"She probably means reconciliation, as if we haven't been separated in the past two years."
Jin Hanzhou leaned against the wall of the door with his chest folded, his expression very indifferent.
Except that he would smile a little in front of the three children, he had a very indifferent expression the rest of the time.
Zhuo Yuheng couldn't help raising his eyebrows when he heard the words, "Isn't that good?"
Jin Hanzhou tapped his arm with his fingers, and said calmly and indifferently, "I don't seem to love her anymore."
"I really don't love you anymore?" Zhuo Yuheng felt that Jin Hanzhou was being stubborn.
But Jin Hanzhou really didn't seem to be being stubborn, he also analyzed his feelings for Xu Jianyi after returning to Zhuo Yuheng,
"Seeing her come back, my heart is very peaceful, and I don't feel any joy. Apart from the resentment towards her that appeared silently, I have no other feelings for her at all."
She had lost a lot of weight, and he could tell at a glance, but he didn't feel any distress.
If it was him, would he be so indifferent before?
Zhuo Yuheng couldn't help but took a deep breath, his head hurt a little, the two of them loved each other in the past, but now it makes people sigh, "I really don't love anymore?"
Jin Hanzhou shrugged, "Probably so?"
Apart from not loving Xu Jianyi, Jin Hanzhou couldn't explain why he was so indifferent to Xu Jianyi.
It was as if she was just a stranger to him.
It was hard for Zhuo Yuheng to believe that Jin Hanzhou would not love Xu Jianyi. He spoiled him like that at the beginning, but suddenly he stopped loving him?
In only two years, can he really let go so quickly?
Zhuo Yuheng didn't believe it, "Is it because I don't love it anymore, or because I'm afraid?"
Jin Hanzhou looked down at the ground and didn't answer.
Seeing his silence, Zhuo Yuheng knew he had guessed right, "Jin Er, are you scared? Because she left you once, you no longer believe that she will stay by your side forever, and you don't want to lose again. "
Jin Hanzhou raised his head again, and he looked at Zhuo Yuheng with an unchanging indifference on his face, "Maybe I'm afraid, but it's undeniable that I really don't have feelings for her now."
Jin Hanzhou felt that he really didn't love Xu Jianyi anymore.
When he saw her before, he wanted to kiss her and sleep with her. When she was sad, he was also sad. He always wanted to give her the best in this world.
But now when he sees her, his heart is calm, no different from a stranger.
"Alas..." Zhuo Yuheng didn't know what to say.
No matter husband and wife or lovers, the most taboo is separation.
What's more, Jin Hanzhou and Xu Jianyi still have no connection at all, as if they have broken up.
"If you have children between you, relax if you can."
Zhuo Yuheng advised Jin Hanzhou.
Jin Hanzhou nodded thoughtfully.
After leaving Zhuo's house, Jin Hanzhou did not return to the villa immediately.
He drove the car and went to the riverside.
With the window down, Jin Hanzhou let the cool river wind mess up his hair.
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in the villa.
Xu Jianyi accompanied the three children while playing a video with Yinuo.
Ino came to see her little nephew.
Yes, it is the little nephew.
Xu Jianyi and Yinuo are twin sisters, this matter was confirmed by Gu Xijue.
Back then Xu Jianyi was seriously ill and couldn't leave people around for 24 hours, but Gu Xijue was a man after all, and his father saw him running out every day, so he asked him to question him.
Even though Gu Xijue explained that he only cared about Xu Jianyi as a friend, Mr. Gu still increased his workload, gave him women whenever he had nothing to do, and even arranged for him to go on business trips, prohibiting him from contacting Xu Jianyi for a long time.
He has to join in the show for a while, and has to go on a business trip for a while, so he can't keep an eye on Xu Jianyi all the time, he really doesn't feel at ease.
So Gu Xijue found Yinuo again, and used all kinds of soft and hard methods to get him to live with Xu Jian.
Yinuo is kind-hearted and kind-hearted. He heard that Xu Jianyi was ill.
Seeing that Xu Jianyi looked similar to herself, she also had an inexplicable affection for Xu Jianyi, so she agreed.
When Gu Xijue happened to see Yinuo combing Xu Jian's hair, he felt that the two were really like sisters, so he just meddled in his own business, and made a blood relationship test for the two, and it turned out that the two really had a relationship Blood relatives.
After learning that Xu Jianyi turned out to be his sister, Yinuo devoted himself to taking care of Xu Jianyi.
She didn't even know how to appreciate Gu Xijue's kindness to Xu Jianyi anymore, she only felt full of love for Xu Jianyi.
"Yiyi, I want to go to your house to steal a baby." In the video, Eno is wearing a white puff-sleeve dress of the same style as Xu Jian, with the same hairstyle. With a bit of a joke.
Xu Jianyi, who was sitting with three children in her arms, looked at Yinuo in the video, bent her lips and smiled,
"Come on, just bring me one, three are really too busy."
Xu Jian wished that she could be divided into three.
Yinuo felt that Xu Jianyi, a thief, would bring hatred, "You are a little bit of hatred, because you all came out on the same day, you have three fucking children, but I don't even have a boyfriend."
"Obviously you don't want to look for it."
Even though Xu Jian had no memory of what happened to her illness in the past two years, it did not prevent her from seeing Yinuo's thoughts on Gu Xijue at a glance after she woke up.
During the year abroad, both Yinuo and Gu Xijue accompanied Xu Jianyi.
But Yinuo went to see Xu Jianyi more, and Gu Xijue was on a business trip.
Mr. Gu gave Gu Xijue a project and asked him to take care of it. Gu Xijue was afraid that he would leave Nancheng, and Xu Jianyi would not be taken care of, so he simply found a hospital abroad and arranged for Xu Jianyi to go in.
Because Yinuo's visa disappeared, he left the country more than a week later than them.
During the year abroad, Yinuo often had contact with Gu Xijue because of Xu Jianyi.
I didn't like it deeply at first, but it increased more and more, until now, I can't hold it anymore.
But Yinuo knew very well that it was impossible for her and Gu Xijue.
Gu Xijue would not like her.
Even though she looks very similar to Xu Jianyi.
When Xu Jian saw the gloom on Yinuo's face unconsciously, she sighed slightly, "With such a father, it is impossible for Gu Xijue to have only one woman in his life, Anuo, don't trap yourself in it."
Mr. Gu doesn't need Gu Xijue's business marriage, and the Gu family doesn't need a mistress either.
In Mr. Gu's view, women are just a tool for them to entertain their sexual desires and give birth.
Gu Xijue can find any woman to bear him a child, but he can't marry her back home, and he can't love her.
And the woman who gave birth to Gu Xijue's child was also not allowed to have contact with the child.
Yinuo smiled, "Life is so long, where am I now, who doesn't have someone who can't love it, don't worry, I won't just like one person all my life."
At this time, Yinuo didn't know that she had really only liked one person in her life.
Even to the last moment of life, I still love deeply.
"That's good."
Gu Xijue was very kind to himself, and Xu Jianyi also knew that Gu Xijue was not a romantic person, but he couldn't defend himself like a jade for a woman, and his father would not allow him to face a woman for a long time.
Yinuo was his own sister, and Xu Jianyi didn't want her to become one of Gu Xijue's women.
After finishing the video with Yinuo, Xu Jian sent him a message when he saw that Jin Hanzhou hadn't come back.
But Jin Hanzhou didn't reply to her.
Xu Jianyi's eyes dimmed unconsciously as he looked at the phone that hadn't responded.
But in the next second, the three children diverted his attention.
riverside.
Jin Hanzhou looked at Jiang Shui indifferently. When the phone vibrated, he noticed it, but he didn't bother to care about it.
By the time Jin Hanzhou returned to the villa from the river, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.
The older generation of Nancheng people often say that if there are children at home, you can’t go in directly when you come home late. You have to smoke a cigarette outside and sit for a while before entering the house. Therefore, Jin Hanzhou did not enter the door immediately after returning home, but lit a cigarette outside. He didn't smoke a cigarette, he just lit it.
After the cigarette was burned out, Jin Hanzhou extinguished the cigarette butt, threw it into the trash can beside him, got up and patted both shoulders, and then pushed the door into the house.
At this point, all three children are already asleep.
Jin Hanzhou occasionally came home late, so the three children would not cry because they couldn't find him.
The three children slept with Jin Hanzhou.
Because there are too many children, Jin Hanzhou replaced the two-meter bed with a three-meter bed.
When Jin Hanzhou was not at home, Mrs. Zhang would stay with the three children in the bedroom until Jin Hanzhou returned home, and then he would accompany the three little ones to sleep.
After Jin Hanzhou entered, he went straight to the bedroom as usual.
Pushing open the door of the bedroom, the four of them, mother and child, slept soundly on the big three-meter-wide bed.
The three little ones all faced Xu Jianyi, while Xu Jianyi turned his back to the door.
The four of them are very close together, and the picture looks very warm.
Seeing this scene, Jin Hanzhou couldn't help but pause.
Xu Jianyi was in a light sleep, and when she heard the movement, she couldn't help but turned around.
"You're back."
Xu Jian sat up from the bed subconsciously.
She was wearing the previous suspender nightdress.
Perhaps she was thinner than before. When she sat up and supported her hand on the bed, the shoulder strap of the hand supporting the bed slipped off, revealing a small piece of soft white flesh.
Jin Hanzhou watched intently, but his pupils did not change at all, they were still indifferent.
It seemed that Xu Jian was no longer attractive to him.
Jin Hanzhou, whose face remained unchanged, nodded slightly, "Yes."
"You sleep with them here, I'll go to the guest bedroom."
As Jin Hanzhou spoke, he turned around and left.
Seeing that Jin Hanzhou was about to leave again, Xu Jian subconsciously got off the bed.
She ran over and hugged Jin Hanzhou's waist, "Jin Hanzhou, do you really not love me?"
Although Xu Jianyi did not intentionally design the slipping of the shoulder straps, Jin Hanzhou's reaction gave Xu Jianyi a cold feeling.
She saw it.
I saw how indifferent Jin Hanzhou looked at her just now.
In the past, whenever Jin Hanzhou saw her, his eyes were like fire beams, and he wished he could eat her.
When he loves someone, it is so clear, even when he doesn't love someone, it is also so obvious.
As soon as Xu Jian closed her eyes, her heart began to throb with pain.
Jin Hanzhou seems to really not love her anymore.
Jin Hanzhou did not answer Xu Jianyi, but asked her, "Xu Jianyi, what do you want now? As if nothing had happened?"
"Is this the end of your brother's death?"
Naturally, it is impossible to turn the page. No wonder Jin Hanzhou can do it, but Cheng Jinzhi...
Xu Jianyi said, "Although the person who did it was not your uncle, if he hadn't let people expose my information, my brother would not have been known by Nighthawk. He must pay the price for this matter."
Jin Hanzhou wasn't surprised that Xu Jian said that in a while, she thought her brother was very important, "What do you want to do?"
"He breaks the law and he goes to jail."
This was Xu Jianyi's last concession.
If Jin Hanzhou can't accept this, then she can't help it.
He told his brother to die tragically in one sentence, how could he not punish him at all.
If it was Xu Jianyi from before, she wished that the crimes that Xu Yisheng had suffered could be copied on Cheng Jinzhi's body intact.
But she couldn't do that. If Cheng Jinzhi was killed, she and Jin Hanzhou would never go back together.
Maybe Jin Hanzhou will continue to be with her as if nothing happened, but he will also suffer from being happier.
It's not that Jin Hanzhou doesn't accept it, but that this matter is simply impossible, "He didn't handle the whole thing, and you have no evidence to testify against him. What's more, he is the master of Continent A, just a human life, and the monarch of the Eastern Kingdom will help him cover it up." , you have nothing to do with him."
Xu Jian's face suddenly turned pale.
Jin Hanzhou raised his hand and took her hand from his waist, "It's impossible for you to use the law to make him pay the price."
He turned to look at her, his handsome and indifferent face was full of coldness, "But if you really want revenge that much, you can kill him."
As if hearing something unbelievable, Xu Jian suddenly raised his eyes to look at Jin Hanzhou.
But seeing his indifference was almost shocking.
"If you want to avenge your brother, you have only one choice, and that is to kill him. But this is a bit difficult. You may not even get close to him, but——I can help you."
Jin Hanzhou spoke indifferently, as if the person he asked Xu Jian to kill was not his uncle.
Seeing Jin Hanzhou, who had a handsome face in front of her, but whose indifference made her feel strange, Xu Jian subconsciously took a step back, "You want me to kill him?"
Jin Hanzhou clasped his arms around his chest and said, "I don't think so, but if you want revenge, you have to kill him. It's impossible to put him in jail."
Xu Jian clenched her fists subconsciously, her gaze lingered on Jin Hanzhou's face, and Jin Hanzhou stared at her indifferently.
"He will come to Dongguo to discuss matters in a few days. If you want to make a move, I can create opportunities for you."
He was still talking in an orderly manner, but Xu Jianyi's heart ached like a knife.
"I killed him, what do you do?"
He actually asked her to kill his uncle. He didn't talk about it, but he told the truth.
In what mood did he say such words?
Jin Hanzhou's face was indifferent, "Murder pays for his life, he killed your brother, you kill him for revenge, what does this have to do with me?"
what's his business-
Of course it was his business, it was his own uncle, the uncle who killed people just to keep him alive.
"I killed him, can you still stay with me with peace of mind?"
Xu Jian asked him.
Jin Hanzhou didn't answer her, but instead asked, "Your brother died because of me, can you stay with me with peace of mind?"
Xu Jian was dumbfounded.
How could Xu Jianyi be innocent of falling in love with the person who indirectly killed his brother, even after learning the truth and still wanting to be with him.
Even though the matter had nothing to do with Jin Hanzhou, but it happened because of him, Xu Jianyi could not blame him, but he should not love him anymore.
It can be said that anyone can love Jin Hanzhou, except Xu Jian who was raised by Xu Yisheng can't.
This is the same as being with a son who kills his father and his enemy.
As soon as Xu Jian knew that Jin Hanzhou had nothing to do with this matter, she couldn't feel at ease. If she wanted love, she had to be ashamed of her family.
She can't really be innocent.
When Jin Hanzhou saw her expression, he knew that it was impossible for her to be with him without distractions.
Also, how could it be possible to concentrate on it.
There is a human life between them, and it will never be possible to return to the beginning.
Helpless but powerless, after all none of them could bring Xu Yisheng back to life.
They are both right, the wrong thing is that they should not love each other.
How can a love based on other people's bones be happy.
The relationship between them started because of Xu Yisheng, so naturally it should end because of him.
"Xu Jianyi, let's find a time to get the divorce certificate!"
Maybe it's because of the loss of feelings for Xu Jianyi, Jin Hanzhou sees it more clearly, sees through this love that can never return to the beginning.
His life, Xu Jian's love for him, including his and Xu Jianyi's three children, were all stolen from others by him, and all of these did not belong to him in the first place.
Without him, all of this might be Xu Yisheng's.
Xu Jianyi, the child, does not belong to him.
He's just a thief who takes someone else's life.
Xu Jianyi looked at Jin Hanzhou in disbelief, his throat seemed to be choked, and his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, "Do you want a divorce?"
Jin Hanzhou looked at Xu Jianyi's thin face flatly, and said helplessly and realistically, "I really don't have feelings for you anymore. I don't even have the most basic physical desire for you from a man to a woman."
If you love someone, how can you not have desire for her?
The moment Jin Hanzhou admitted that he had no desire for her, her heart seemed to be torn apart by sharp claws, blood and blood splashed, and her eyes began to blur.
Jin Hanzhou looked at Xu Jian with tears in his eyes, but there was no disturbance in his heart.
But when her tears fell, Jin Hanzhou still raised his hand to help her wipe away the tears.
He rubbed and said incomprehensibly, "Why are you crying? You can leave me for two years, and you can do it in the future. I will not dispute the custody of the children. They belong to you."
As soon as Xu Jian raised her arms to hug Jin Hanzhou, tears fell like rain, "It's not like this—"
"Jin Hanzhou, I can't."
"I did because—" I was sick.
Before she finished speaking, Jin Hanzhou pushed her away. He stared at her expressionlessly, and didn't care why she hadn't seen him for two years. I don't love you anymore."
Xu Jian suddenly lost her voice.
Tears rolled down her cheeks silently, Xu Jianyi's heart was twisted like a knife.
She pushed through the clouds and came back to see him, but he didn't want her anymore.
"Have a good rest. Tomorrow...get your certificate."
Xu Jianyi's tears could not restore Jin Hanzhou's determination to divorce.
After he finished speaking, he turned and left.
Xu Jian squatted down weakly.
Countless despair and sadness hit her, and her hands and feet were unconsciously cold.
She put her arms around her legs and curled up at the door, like a child abandoned by the world.
Jin Hanzhou, who arrived in the guest bedroom, seemed not to be affected in any way. He raised his hand to take off his clothes as soon as he entered the door.
With clothes on the floor, Jin Hanzhou walked into the bathroom shower.
Turning on the faucet, Jin Hanzhou stood naked under the shower.
Cold, clammy water trickled down from the top of his head.
He raised his head, closed his eyes, and enjoyed the cold water caressing his body.
Under the red-orange light, this cold white body was covered with scars.
There are hypertrophic scars about 2 to 3 cm wide on his arms, back, including buttocks and thighs.
There is even a particularly obvious scar on his left waist and abdomen.
The scar ran across his entire left waist and abdomen, looking a bit hideous.
After taking a brief shower, Jin Hanzhou took a towel from the side and wrapped it around his waist.
When I came out, I saw the mobile phone vibrating on the ground.
Jin Hanzhou bent over and picked up the phone.
It's a message, 【I have found someone who has successfully matched your liver. 】
Jin Hanzhou replied blankly by typing, [Arrange surgery as soon as possible]
After sending the message, Jin Hanzhou fell on the big bed behind him.
Looking at the colorful crystal chandelier above, he raised his hand to block it.
Came back just in time.
almost.
Everything is coming to an end.
Jin Hanzhou slowly closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised, showing a relieved smile unconsciously.
As soon as Xu Jian knew that Jin Hanzhou could not be blamed for this matter, he must have felt bad.
The feeling of being forced to eat human blood steamed buns is not good.
Without knowing it, he was fed human blood steamed buns, and the human blood steamed buns were forcefully poured into him by others, and he did not swallow them voluntarily.
As the saying goes, those who do not know are not guilty.
When Xu Jianyi first learned the truth, there would indeed be such indignant thoughts that Jin Hanzhou's life is his life, and her brother's life is not his life, but she would not have no relationship with Jin Hanzhou because of this.
It's just that accepting the cruel truth requires a process, and Xu Jianyi can't do it. When he learned that his brother died because of Jin Hanzhou, he could still love him as if nothing happened.
At least for a short period of time, she can't treat Jin Hanzhou as undividedly as before, and she even needs someone to enlighten her, so that she doesn't go into a dead end.
If Xu Jianyi hadn't heard Jin Yi say that Jin Hanzhou was going to erase her memory, but only learned the truth about her brother's murder, Xu Jianyi would have collapsed at most, and would not have decided to escape from Jin Hanzhou.
She would still get sick, but at least at that time, Xu Jianyi would not hide from Jin Hanzhou because he was afraid of being wiped out of his memory.
What happens next is out of control.
When Xu Jian got sick, her mind was not clear, her body seemed to be frozen, and she couldn't help herself.
It took her a year to completely regain control over her body.
It's not that I don't want to come back to see him, it's that I can't.
Logically speaking, the matter is open.
Originally, this was supposed to push through the dark clouds and see the bright moon, but Jin Hanzhou couldn't help but smile, his tone was full of vicissitudes of the years, "But Xu Jianyi, what should I do? I don't seem to love you anymore."
Don't love her anymore?
Xu Jian's ears buzzed, and suddenly he couldn't hear anything.
She looked at Jin Hanzhou with a pale face, opened her mouth slightly, her lips squirmed, but she lost her voice, for a long time, she was unable to utter a word.
Seeing Xu Jianyi being hit so hard, Jin Hanzhou couldn't feel her sadness.
Obviously, he once held it on the tip of his heart and was afraid of falling, and even was so humble that he voluntarily acted as a substitute and wanted to stay by her side, but now he has no emotion for her.
It's ironic.
Ignoring Xu Jianyi's sad silence, Jin Hanzhou walked towards Xu Jianyi with his daughter in his arms, as if nothing had happened, and introduced the daughter in his arms to her,
"This is Three Treasures. You probably don't remember her. Give her a hug. She misses you very much. She has never seen you before, but the first one who shouted was mother."
"As expected, it came out of your stomach, Ji En."
As Jin Hanzhou said, he handed the daughter in his arms to Xu Jianyi.
Xu Jian caught it subconsciously.
Jin Hanzhou relaxed his muscles and bones, with a relaxed expression that he could finally rest, "You play with them."
With that said, he stepped out.
Xu Jianyi almost blurted out, "Where are you going?"
Jin Hanzhou paused, then turned to look at Xu Jianyi, and raised his eyebrows lazily, "It's not too much to go out and relax after taking them for a year?"
"gone."
Without waiting for Xu Jian to reply, Jin Hanzhou walked directly towards the entrance.
Holding her daughter in her arms, Xu Jian watched Jin Hanzhou leave in a daze.
Does Jin Hanzhou really not love her?
Xu Jianyi didn't think that Jin Hanzhou would have resentment in her heart. After all, she disappeared without saying a word, and it took two years for her to disappear.
But she didn't think about it.
Jin Hanzhou will not love her.
That Jin Hanzhou who loved her more than his own life said he didn't love her anymore.
Xu Jian lowered her eyes, her eyes unconsciously revealing a bit of bleakness and sadness.
Someone touched her cheek suddenly, and Xu Jian suddenly came back to her senses, only to see Sanbao staring at her curiously and innocently.
As if recognizing her, she suddenly shouted joyfully, "Mom..."
Xu Jianyi was startled at first, and then laughed in surprise.
"Little guy, shout again."
She held Sambo's armpits with both hands and lifted her up.
"Mom." Sanbao called out again without hesitation.
Not only Sanbao yelled, but Dabao and Erbao also yelled when their younger sister yelled, "Mom."
Xu Jian held her daughter in her arms, facing Dabao and Erbao.
Hearing their voices calling her mother crisply, Xu Jian smiled, and tears gathered in the corners of her eyes.
Jin Hanzhou took them well.
He didn't deliberately erase her existence either.
Otherwise, the three children would not call her mother so skillfully.
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Zhuojia.
Zhuo Yuheng, who was reading Ba Zong's novel to the sleeping Meng Qianqian, looked at Jin Hanzhou who suddenly appeared at the door of the room, put down his phone, and raised his chin at him, "Why did you come here suddenly, your three little ones, don't bring them ?”
Jin Hanzhou glanced at Meng Qianqian, who was still unconscious on the bed, and said to the only buddy who could talk heart-to-heart, "She's back."
Zhuo Yuheng knew everything about the two of them.
Zhuo Yuheng had no choice but to sigh secretly about his ups and downs.
This love involving hatred is really not easy to fix.
However, whether the relationship between the two can be consummated, as long as Xu Jianyi still holds the sovereignty, Zhuo Yuheng asked Jin Hanzhou, "Sister and sister, what do you think now?"
"She probably means reconciliation, as if we haven't been separated in the past two years."
Jin Hanzhou leaned against the wall of the door with his chest folded, his expression very indifferent.
Except that he would smile a little in front of the three children, he had a very indifferent expression the rest of the time.
Zhuo Yuheng couldn't help raising his eyebrows when he heard the words, "Isn't that good?"
Jin Hanzhou tapped his arm with his fingers, and said calmly and indifferently, "I don't seem to love her anymore."
"I really don't love you anymore?" Zhuo Yuheng felt that Jin Hanzhou was being stubborn.
But Jin Hanzhou really didn't seem to be being stubborn, he also analyzed his feelings for Xu Jianyi after returning to Zhuo Yuheng,
"Seeing her come back, my heart is very peaceful, and I don't feel any joy. Apart from the resentment towards her that appeared silently, I have no other feelings for her at all."
She had lost a lot of weight, and he could tell at a glance, but he didn't feel any distress.
If it was him, would he be so indifferent before?
Zhuo Yuheng couldn't help but took a deep breath, his head hurt a little, the two of them loved each other in the past, but now it makes people sigh, "I really don't love anymore?"
Jin Hanzhou shrugged, "Probably so?"
Apart from not loving Xu Jianyi, Jin Hanzhou couldn't explain why he was so indifferent to Xu Jianyi.
It was as if she was just a stranger to him.
It was hard for Zhuo Yuheng to believe that Jin Hanzhou would not love Xu Jianyi. He spoiled him like that at the beginning, but suddenly he stopped loving him?
In only two years, can he really let go so quickly?
Zhuo Yuheng didn't believe it, "Is it because I don't love it anymore, or because I'm afraid?"
Jin Hanzhou looked down at the ground and didn't answer.
Seeing his silence, Zhuo Yuheng knew he had guessed right, "Jin Er, are you scared? Because she left you once, you no longer believe that she will stay by your side forever, and you don't want to lose again. "
Jin Hanzhou raised his head again, and he looked at Zhuo Yuheng with an unchanging indifference on his face, "Maybe I'm afraid, but it's undeniable that I really don't have feelings for her now."
Jin Hanzhou felt that he really didn't love Xu Jianyi anymore.
When he saw her before, he wanted to kiss her and sleep with her. When she was sad, he was also sad. He always wanted to give her the best in this world.
But now when he sees her, his heart is calm, no different from a stranger.
"Alas..." Zhuo Yuheng didn't know what to say.
No matter husband and wife or lovers, the most taboo is separation.
What's more, Jin Hanzhou and Xu Jianyi still have no connection at all, as if they have broken up.
"If you have children between you, relax if you can."
Zhuo Yuheng advised Jin Hanzhou.
Jin Hanzhou nodded thoughtfully.
After leaving Zhuo's house, Jin Hanzhou did not return to the villa immediately.
He drove the car and went to the riverside.
With the window down, Jin Hanzhou let the cool river wind mess up his hair.
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in the villa.
Xu Jianyi accompanied the three children while playing a video with Yinuo.
Ino came to see her little nephew.
Yes, it is the little nephew.
Xu Jianyi and Yinuo are twin sisters, this matter was confirmed by Gu Xijue.
Back then Xu Jianyi was seriously ill and couldn't leave people around for 24 hours, but Gu Xijue was a man after all, and his father saw him running out every day, so he asked him to question him.
Even though Gu Xijue explained that he only cared about Xu Jianyi as a friend, Mr. Gu still increased his workload, gave him women whenever he had nothing to do, and even arranged for him to go on business trips, prohibiting him from contacting Xu Jianyi for a long time.
He has to join in the show for a while, and has to go on a business trip for a while, so he can't keep an eye on Xu Jianyi all the time, he really doesn't feel at ease.
So Gu Xijue found Yinuo again, and used all kinds of soft and hard methods to get him to live with Xu Jian.
Yinuo is kind-hearted and kind-hearted. He heard that Xu Jianyi was ill.
Seeing that Xu Jianyi looked similar to herself, she also had an inexplicable affection for Xu Jianyi, so she agreed.
When Gu Xijue happened to see Yinuo combing Xu Jian's hair, he felt that the two were really like sisters, so he just meddled in his own business, and made a blood relationship test for the two, and it turned out that the two really had a relationship Blood relatives.
After learning that Xu Jianyi turned out to be his sister, Yinuo devoted himself to taking care of Xu Jianyi.
She didn't even know how to appreciate Gu Xijue's kindness to Xu Jianyi anymore, she only felt full of love for Xu Jianyi.
"Yiyi, I want to go to your house to steal a baby." In the video, Eno is wearing a white puff-sleeve dress of the same style as Xu Jian, with the same hairstyle. With a bit of a joke.
Xu Jianyi, who was sitting with three children in her arms, looked at Yinuo in the video, bent her lips and smiled,
"Come on, just bring me one, three are really too busy."
Xu Jian wished that she could be divided into three.
Yinuo felt that Xu Jianyi, a thief, would bring hatred, "You are a little bit of hatred, because you all came out on the same day, you have three fucking children, but I don't even have a boyfriend."
"Obviously you don't want to look for it."
Even though Xu Jian had no memory of what happened to her illness in the past two years, it did not prevent her from seeing Yinuo's thoughts on Gu Xijue at a glance after she woke up.
During the year abroad, both Yinuo and Gu Xijue accompanied Xu Jianyi.
But Yinuo went to see Xu Jianyi more, and Gu Xijue was on a business trip.
Mr. Gu gave Gu Xijue a project and asked him to take care of it. Gu Xijue was afraid that he would leave Nancheng, and Xu Jianyi would not be taken care of, so he simply found a hospital abroad and arranged for Xu Jianyi to go in.
Because Yinuo's visa disappeared, he left the country more than a week later than them.
During the year abroad, Yinuo often had contact with Gu Xijue because of Xu Jianyi.
I didn't like it deeply at first, but it increased more and more, until now, I can't hold it anymore.
But Yinuo knew very well that it was impossible for her and Gu Xijue.
Gu Xijue would not like her.
Even though she looks very similar to Xu Jianyi.
When Xu Jian saw the gloom on Yinuo's face unconsciously, she sighed slightly, "With such a father, it is impossible for Gu Xijue to have only one woman in his life, Anuo, don't trap yourself in it."
Mr. Gu doesn't need Gu Xijue's business marriage, and the Gu family doesn't need a mistress either.
In Mr. Gu's view, women are just a tool for them to entertain their sexual desires and give birth.
Gu Xijue can find any woman to bear him a child, but he can't marry her back home, and he can't love her.
And the woman who gave birth to Gu Xijue's child was also not allowed to have contact with the child.
Yinuo smiled, "Life is so long, where am I now, who doesn't have someone who can't love it, don't worry, I won't just like one person all my life."
At this time, Yinuo didn't know that she had really only liked one person in her life.
Even to the last moment of life, I still love deeply.
"That's good."
Gu Xijue was very kind to himself, and Xu Jianyi also knew that Gu Xijue was not a romantic person, but he couldn't defend himself like a jade for a woman, and his father would not allow him to face a woman for a long time.
Yinuo was his own sister, and Xu Jianyi didn't want her to become one of Gu Xijue's women.
After finishing the video with Yinuo, Xu Jian sent him a message when he saw that Jin Hanzhou hadn't come back.
But Jin Hanzhou didn't reply to her.
Xu Jianyi's eyes dimmed unconsciously as he looked at the phone that hadn't responded.
But in the next second, the three children diverted his attention.
riverside.
Jin Hanzhou looked at Jiang Shui indifferently. When the phone vibrated, he noticed it, but he didn't bother to care about it.
By the time Jin Hanzhou returned to the villa from the river, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.
The older generation of Nancheng people often say that if there are children at home, you can’t go in directly when you come home late. You have to smoke a cigarette outside and sit for a while before entering the house. Therefore, Jin Hanzhou did not enter the door immediately after returning home, but lit a cigarette outside. He didn't smoke a cigarette, he just lit it.
After the cigarette was burned out, Jin Hanzhou extinguished the cigarette butt, threw it into the trash can beside him, got up and patted both shoulders, and then pushed the door into the house.
At this point, all three children are already asleep.
Jin Hanzhou occasionally came home late, so the three children would not cry because they couldn't find him.
The three children slept with Jin Hanzhou.
Because there are too many children, Jin Hanzhou replaced the two-meter bed with a three-meter bed.
When Jin Hanzhou was not at home, Mrs. Zhang would stay with the three children in the bedroom until Jin Hanzhou returned home, and then he would accompany the three little ones to sleep.
After Jin Hanzhou entered, he went straight to the bedroom as usual.
Pushing open the door of the bedroom, the four of them, mother and child, slept soundly on the big three-meter-wide bed.
The three little ones all faced Xu Jianyi, while Xu Jianyi turned his back to the door.
The four of them are very close together, and the picture looks very warm.
Seeing this scene, Jin Hanzhou couldn't help but pause.
Xu Jianyi was in a light sleep, and when she heard the movement, she couldn't help but turned around.
"You're back."
Xu Jian sat up from the bed subconsciously.
She was wearing the previous suspender nightdress.
Perhaps she was thinner than before. When she sat up and supported her hand on the bed, the shoulder strap of the hand supporting the bed slipped off, revealing a small piece of soft white flesh.
Jin Hanzhou watched intently, but his pupils did not change at all, they were still indifferent.
It seemed that Xu Jian was no longer attractive to him.
Jin Hanzhou, whose face remained unchanged, nodded slightly, "Yes."
"You sleep with them here, I'll go to the guest bedroom."
As Jin Hanzhou spoke, he turned around and left.
Seeing that Jin Hanzhou was about to leave again, Xu Jian subconsciously got off the bed.
She ran over and hugged Jin Hanzhou's waist, "Jin Hanzhou, do you really not love me?"
Although Xu Jianyi did not intentionally design the slipping of the shoulder straps, Jin Hanzhou's reaction gave Xu Jianyi a cold feeling.
She saw it.
I saw how indifferent Jin Hanzhou looked at her just now.
In the past, whenever Jin Hanzhou saw her, his eyes were like fire beams, and he wished he could eat her.
When he loves someone, it is so clear, even when he doesn't love someone, it is also so obvious.
As soon as Xu Jian closed her eyes, her heart began to throb with pain.
Jin Hanzhou seems to really not love her anymore.
Jin Hanzhou did not answer Xu Jianyi, but asked her, "Xu Jianyi, what do you want now? As if nothing had happened?"
"Is this the end of your brother's death?"
Naturally, it is impossible to turn the page. No wonder Jin Hanzhou can do it, but Cheng Jinzhi...
Xu Jianyi said, "Although the person who did it was not your uncle, if he hadn't let people expose my information, my brother would not have been known by Nighthawk. He must pay the price for this matter."
Jin Hanzhou wasn't surprised that Xu Jian said that in a while, she thought her brother was very important, "What do you want to do?"
"He breaks the law and he goes to jail."
This was Xu Jianyi's last concession.
If Jin Hanzhou can't accept this, then she can't help it.
He told his brother to die tragically in one sentence, how could he not punish him at all.
If it was Xu Jianyi from before, she wished that the crimes that Xu Yisheng had suffered could be copied on Cheng Jinzhi's body intact.
But she couldn't do that. If Cheng Jinzhi was killed, she and Jin Hanzhou would never go back together.
Maybe Jin Hanzhou will continue to be with her as if nothing happened, but he will also suffer from being happier.
It's not that Jin Hanzhou doesn't accept it, but that this matter is simply impossible, "He didn't handle the whole thing, and you have no evidence to testify against him. What's more, he is the master of Continent A, just a human life, and the monarch of the Eastern Kingdom will help him cover it up." , you have nothing to do with him."
Xu Jian's face suddenly turned pale.
Jin Hanzhou raised his hand and took her hand from his waist, "It's impossible for you to use the law to make him pay the price."
He turned to look at her, his handsome and indifferent face was full of coldness, "But if you really want revenge that much, you can kill him."
As if hearing something unbelievable, Xu Jian suddenly raised his eyes to look at Jin Hanzhou.
But seeing his indifference was almost shocking.
"If you want to avenge your brother, you have only one choice, and that is to kill him. But this is a bit difficult. You may not even get close to him, but——I can help you."
Jin Hanzhou spoke indifferently, as if the person he asked Xu Jian to kill was not his uncle.
Seeing Jin Hanzhou, who had a handsome face in front of her, but whose indifference made her feel strange, Xu Jian subconsciously took a step back, "You want me to kill him?"
Jin Hanzhou clasped his arms around his chest and said, "I don't think so, but if you want revenge, you have to kill him. It's impossible to put him in jail."
Xu Jian clenched her fists subconsciously, her gaze lingered on Jin Hanzhou's face, and Jin Hanzhou stared at her indifferently.
"He will come to Dongguo to discuss matters in a few days. If you want to make a move, I can create opportunities for you."
He was still talking in an orderly manner, but Xu Jianyi's heart ached like a knife.
"I killed him, what do you do?"
He actually asked her to kill his uncle. He didn't talk about it, but he told the truth.
In what mood did he say such words?
Jin Hanzhou's face was indifferent, "Murder pays for his life, he killed your brother, you kill him for revenge, what does this have to do with me?"
what's his business-
Of course it was his business, it was his own uncle, the uncle who killed people just to keep him alive.
"I killed him, can you still stay with me with peace of mind?"
Xu Jian asked him.
Jin Hanzhou didn't answer her, but instead asked, "Your brother died because of me, can you stay with me with peace of mind?"
Xu Jian was dumbfounded.
How could Xu Jianyi be innocent of falling in love with the person who indirectly killed his brother, even after learning the truth and still wanting to be with him.
Even though the matter had nothing to do with Jin Hanzhou, but it happened because of him, Xu Jianyi could not blame him, but he should not love him anymore.
It can be said that anyone can love Jin Hanzhou, except Xu Jian who was raised by Xu Yisheng can't.
This is the same as being with a son who kills his father and his enemy.
As soon as Xu Jian knew that Jin Hanzhou had nothing to do with this matter, she couldn't feel at ease. If she wanted love, she had to be ashamed of her family.
She can't really be innocent.
When Jin Hanzhou saw her expression, he knew that it was impossible for her to be with him without distractions.
Also, how could it be possible to concentrate on it.
There is a human life between them, and it will never be possible to return to the beginning.
Helpless but powerless, after all none of them could bring Xu Yisheng back to life.
They are both right, the wrong thing is that they should not love each other.
How can a love based on other people's bones be happy.
The relationship between them started because of Xu Yisheng, so naturally it should end because of him.
"Xu Jianyi, let's find a time to get the divorce certificate!"
Maybe it's because of the loss of feelings for Xu Jianyi, Jin Hanzhou sees it more clearly, sees through this love that can never return to the beginning.
His life, Xu Jian's love for him, including his and Xu Jianyi's three children, were all stolen from others by him, and all of these did not belong to him in the first place.
Without him, all of this might be Xu Yisheng's.
Xu Jianyi, the child, does not belong to him.
He's just a thief who takes someone else's life.
Xu Jianyi looked at Jin Hanzhou in disbelief, his throat seemed to be choked, and his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, "Do you want a divorce?"
Jin Hanzhou looked at Xu Jianyi's thin face flatly, and said helplessly and realistically, "I really don't have feelings for you anymore. I don't even have the most basic physical desire for you from a man to a woman."
If you love someone, how can you not have desire for her?
The moment Jin Hanzhou admitted that he had no desire for her, her heart seemed to be torn apart by sharp claws, blood and blood splashed, and her eyes began to blur.
Jin Hanzhou looked at Xu Jian with tears in his eyes, but there was no disturbance in his heart.
But when her tears fell, Jin Hanzhou still raised his hand to help her wipe away the tears.
He rubbed and said incomprehensibly, "Why are you crying? You can leave me for two years, and you can do it in the future. I will not dispute the custody of the children. They belong to you."
As soon as Xu Jian raised her arms to hug Jin Hanzhou, tears fell like rain, "It's not like this—"
"Jin Hanzhou, I can't."
"I did because—" I was sick.
Before she finished speaking, Jin Hanzhou pushed her away. He stared at her expressionlessly, and didn't care why she hadn't seen him for two years. I don't love you anymore."
Xu Jian suddenly lost her voice.
Tears rolled down her cheeks silently, Xu Jianyi's heart was twisted like a knife.
She pushed through the clouds and came back to see him, but he didn't want her anymore.
"Have a good rest. Tomorrow...get your certificate."
Xu Jianyi's tears could not restore Jin Hanzhou's determination to divorce.
After he finished speaking, he turned and left.
Xu Jian squatted down weakly.
Countless despair and sadness hit her, and her hands and feet were unconsciously cold.
She put her arms around her legs and curled up at the door, like a child abandoned by the world.
Jin Hanzhou, who arrived in the guest bedroom, seemed not to be affected in any way. He raised his hand to take off his clothes as soon as he entered the door.
With clothes on the floor, Jin Hanzhou walked into the bathroom shower.
Turning on the faucet, Jin Hanzhou stood naked under the shower.
Cold, clammy water trickled down from the top of his head.
He raised his head, closed his eyes, and enjoyed the cold water caressing his body.
Under the red-orange light, this cold white body was covered with scars.
There are hypertrophic scars about 2 to 3 cm wide on his arms, back, including buttocks and thighs.
There is even a particularly obvious scar on his left waist and abdomen.
The scar ran across his entire left waist and abdomen, looking a bit hideous.
After taking a brief shower, Jin Hanzhou took a towel from the side and wrapped it around his waist.
When I came out, I saw the mobile phone vibrating on the ground.
Jin Hanzhou bent over and picked up the phone.
It's a message, 【I have found someone who has successfully matched your liver. 】
Jin Hanzhou replied blankly by typing, [Arrange surgery as soon as possible]
After sending the message, Jin Hanzhou fell on the big bed behind him.
Looking at the colorful crystal chandelier above, he raised his hand to block it.
Came back just in time.
almost.
Everything is coming to an end.
Jin Hanzhou slowly closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised, showing a relieved smile unconsciously.
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