Jin Shao, kiss

Jin Hanchuan is not a person who can talk nasty words.

In front of people, he couldn't even speak, and felt awkward.

He asked Aunt Li to take Wen Xinyue out for a walk.

When the person left, he continued to say to Wen Rou, "It's not just a red rope, it's the safety rope that you prostrated three times and worshiped nine times for me sincerely in front of the Buddha. Proof that you once loved me with eyes and hearts."

Looking down at the porridge in front of you gently, she asked softly, "Is it that important to you?"

It's so important that in the middle of the night, I ran out to look for it.

Yes, Jin Hanchuan went out again later.

I didn't come back until morning.

Jin Hanchuan caressed the rope with his fingertips, like stroking a peerless treasure, he cherished it, "It's very important."

The gentleness was not there for these three years, and he relied on this safe red rope to spend the long night.

Gentle looked up at him, pointing, "If she is really important to you, why don't you want her all of a sudden?"

Jin Hanchuan didn't hear the gentle subtext, "I didn't want it, it..." dropped it.

The gentle backlog of emotions burst out like a flood that had been unloaded, "I didn't mention a word in the textual research beforehand, and I only told you when I was leaving."

"It's over, what about divorce, let me like others."

With a gentle face full of bitterness, "In your eyes, I seem to be an object that can be given up at any time. When your feelings are hot, you will hold on to me, and when your feelings are weak, you will kick me."

He was really kind to her, but apart from being kind, she couldn't feel any love.

Of course, it is not ruled out that she is blind.

In the past, she could feel his love.

But Tiantian's existence made her have a heart demon, and also made her lose trust in him.

Of course, there are also Jin Hanchuan's reasons. If he could tell her that he loves her and loves her tenderly when she questioned him whether he loves her or not, she might not be completely disappointed.

Maybe he said, she will still care, but at least because of his kindness to her, she will try to trust him, try not to care so much, as long as he loves her.

Although she cared that he had liked others, what was more caring was that he didn't love her.

Jin Hanchuan shook his head hastily, "No."

"You are not an object." He sat down and held her hand, "You are my wife, the one I want to cherish and cherish in my life."

"Is it just... the wife?"

Gentle was a little disappointed.

It was hard for her to feel that he cared about her, and what he said made her feel like he didn't love her.

Jin Hanchuan is not an excellent person in terms of love, otherwise he wouldn't have made his relationship with Wenrou so bad.

He looked at Wenrou fixedly, not knowing what she wanted to hear from him.

He thought about it and nodded.

gentle,"……"

Ruan didn't think that Jin Hanchuan's EQ was low before, but now she thinks that his IQ is so high, probably in exchange for his EQ.

It can be solved by saying 'you are my beloved wife'.

He prefers to save words.

Maybe it's because Jin Hanchuan almost said goodbye to this world, and Gentle tolerated him a lot more, and he didn't bother to be more serious.

In the face of life and death, love or something is not that important.

Gentlely asked him, "Why do you suddenly want to divorce?"

"You were so tough before, why did you change your attitude?"

Rourou said, he took his hand out of Jin Hanchuan's hand, held the spoon, and put a mouthful of porridge into his mouth.

Jin Hanchuan turned his back to her, holding the safety rope in his hand, his voice was low and introspective, "Maybe I suddenly don't want to be selfish."

Gentle subconsciously looked up at him.

He still kept his back to her, "I was really selfish in the past. You obviously don't like me anymore, but I still want to force you to stay by my side. I'm like this, it's no different from my mother to my father. It's just to satisfy my own greed. I am greedy for your kindness to me, so I selfishly grab you, and want you to be as kind to me as before."

"I thought that as long as I treat you well, we can go back to the past. But I treat you so well, you are still not happy. I thought I could continue to be selfish like this, and keep giving myself, but someone made me realize that , the real kindness is not that I treat you well, you should treat me well, but that it is better to give in obscurity and not ask for anything in return."

"If I really treat you well, I won't know that I am your knot, but still tie you up, let you continue to consume yourself on me, and make yourself miserable."

"I can't be clean myself. You are the only one from the beginning to the end. How can I force you to accept such an imperfect me?"

Gently and firmly squeeze the plastic spoon in his hand, "Do you think that what I care about is that you have liked others? What I care about is you, not me."

"I love you so much, but you refuse to love me." Rourou said unwillingly.

Jin Hanchuan stared fixedly ahead, his eyes seemed to be clouded, and said in a low voice,

"My love is not as good as you think."

"When I was young, I liked a toy, and my mother would say, let me concentrate on my studies, and then I lost my toy. When I was older, I picked up a stray cat and secretly kept it in the room. You know, my mother threw the cat to death in front of me in order to teach me not to listen to her words. Later, I fell in love with Tiantian, but as a result, she was played with by others and killed by a car, and my dad... ...all the people I love end up being unlucky."

&nbssp;"If you are liked by me, you will be unlucky."

To be liked by me would be unfortunate.

The gentle and calm heart lake seemed to be thrown into a boulder, and ripples appeared in an instant.

She put down the plastic spoon in her hand, leaned over, and hugged Jin Hanchuan tightly.

She pressed her cheek tightly against his body, and finally understood why he refused to tell her that he loved her at that time.

Because he was afraid of her misfortune, he only treated her well and didn't want to love her.

Other people's dislike is really dislike.

But Jin Hanchuan's lack of love does not necessarily mean lack of love.

Jin Hanchuan raised his hand to hold the tender hand, and stroked the back of her hand lovingly, "Everyone's pursuit is different, I shouldn't ask you with my own standards. Rou'er, if you want to be loved, find someone else .I will not love you, not in this life.” He will be nice to her, but he will not love her.

As long as he doesn't love, she will be fine.

She will not become unlucky like Kitten, Tian Tian, ​​and her father.

Fool.

Wenrou buried her face in Jin Hanchuan's back, tears poured out like tides in waves.

"No more."

She shook her head, "If you don't love, you don't love. Just treat me nicely."

"My mother said that love has a shelf life and is unreliable. She told me not to be stupid, and that it is real if it is good to me."

"I think about it now, and I think it makes sense."

She asked him, "Jin Hanchuan, you will treat me well for the rest of your life, right?"

"En." Jin Hanchuan nodded solemnly, "Forever."

"Then you promise, in this life, you will only treat me well."

"I promise, this life is only good for you alone. If I break my promise, then I will be smashed to pieces... Hiss~" Before I finished speaking, there was a sharp pain from behind.

It was tenderness that bit him.

Gentle let go of him, and scolded him a little angrily, "Don't swear indiscriminately, you forgot that you are going to be a pilot."

"You can also say such unlucky words."

Her undisguised worry made Jin Hanchuan seem to have returned to the past.

He held her hand, rubbed and caressed her hand gently, "If I don't break my promise, I won't be backlashed. What are you afraid of? Besides, this kind of thing can only deceive the little girl. If the vow is really useful, this In the world, there will not be so many scumbags who play with people's bodies and minds."

"That's not allowed to talk nonsense."

Jin Hanchuan doesn't shy away from these things, he is gentle and taboo.

She didn't even want Jin Hanchuan to become a pilot anymore.

For a short time, she didn't even want him to take the plane.

After all, this air crash still frightened her.

The gentle concern warmed Jin Hanchuan's heart, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising, "Okay, don't say it."