Jin Shao, kiss

North City Hospital.

Jiang Lin turned around slowly when he heard the notification sound.

Under the cold white light, the man's face was gentle and handsome, with a bit of melancholy in his eyes.

Came over to pick up the phone and looked, Jiang Lin's knuckle fingers were flying on the screen.

Jiang Lin sent a list to Xu Jianyi, and typed, "If I can't be with her forever, I won't delay her." 】

As soon as Xu Jian looked at the list sent by Jiang Lin, his eyes were slightly swollen, 【When did it happen? 】

[That's what happened a few days ago. 】Jiang Lin never thought that a joke he made in the past would come true.

He actually had lung cancer.

Jiang Lin didn't lie to Geng Ying.

Both his grandpa and dad had lung cancer.

Grandpa died of terminal lung cancer.

Not long after his father was diagnosed with lung cancer, he got into a car accident and left.

Although my father did not die of lung cancer, it was found to be in the middle and advanced stage, and there was almost no possibility of cure.

Because both grandfather and father have lung cancer, the two brothers Jiang Lin will have this checkup every year.

Jiang Lin was diagnosed with lung cancer in this year's physical examination.

Luckily for him, it's still early days.

Cancer cells that have not spread or metastasized can be surgically removed.

But unfortunately, there are mutations in cancer-causing genes in his body, which makes him prone to relapse.

Jiang Lin, whose body is a ticking time bomb, dare not miss Geng Ying any more.

He was afraid that he would not be able to accompany Geng Ying for the rest of his life, and she would not be able to bear to leave her halfway.

She had already lost someone she loved once.

Now that she has not fallen in love with him completely and broke up, if he is gone someday in the future, she will not be too sad.

【what did the doctor say? 】Xu Jian asked.

Jiang Lin replied to her, [Suggest a resection operation. 】

Xu Jianyi, [Can it be cured after cutting it? 】

Jiang Lin replied patiently, [If there is no recurrence or metastasis within five years after the operation, it can be considered clinically cured. 】

Because he was not sure if he would relapse, and if he would leave Geng Ying suddenly one day, he would rather break up with her before she fell in love with him completely.

After Xu Jian understood Jiang Lin's meaning, he asked again, 【When will the surgery be performed? 】

Jiang Lin, 【Tomorrow. 】

Xu Jian pursed her lips, 【Which hospital are you in?I will go there tomorrow. 】

Jiang Lin, 【No, I'm not in Nancheng, I'm in Beicheng. 】

Xu Jianyi, [OK, I see. 】

After finishing chatting with Jiang Lin, Xu Jian sat in his seat and stared blankly for a while.

Geng Ying, who returned to the apartment, looked at the deserted room, feeling empty and uncomfortable.

Habits are a terrible thing.

In the past four years, she and Jiang Lin were like ordinary couples. Except when he went out to perform or when she was on a business trip, they were tired of being together almost every other time.

She was used to coming home and someone waiting for her with a light on.

Suddenly facing the dark house, she was not quite used to it.

He raised his hand to turn on the lights in the house.

Geng Ying walked to the sofa in the living room and lay down.

She closed her eyes, ready to take a short break.

In a daze, Geng Ying seemed to hear Jiang Lin talking to her, "Why are you drinking too much again? Did I tell you to drink less?"

Geng Ying opened her eyes in a daze.

But there is no one in front of him.

Her eyes suddenly dimmed.

Geng Ying raised her hand to take the pillow on the sofa and hugged it in her arms, muttering in an annoyed and angry voice, "Liar."

It was he who said that he didn't mind that she had someone in her heart and wanted to be with her for the rest of her life.

It turned out that it was just talking.

After sending messages with Xu Jianyi, Jiang Lin did not fall asleep.

Holding his mobile phone, he clicked on Geng Ying's WeChat.

He paused on the screen with his fingertips, and wanted to send her a message several times, asking what she was doing.

It's just that after typing out the words, he still deleted them and quit WeChat.

Some things, one experience is enough.

There's no need to put her through a second time.

Putting down the phone, Jiang Lin faced the window, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart, if he was gone, would Geng Ying miss him as much as he missed that person?

He was looking forward to having a place in her heart, but he was also afraid that one day he would really be gone, and she would be sad.

But she hasn't fallen in love with him yet, so she shouldn't be too sad.

Jiang Lin slowly closed his eyes.

But Geng Ying's face couldn't stop appearing in his mind.

He misses her so much.

I want to hear her calling his husband in a crying voice, and I want to see her under him, distraught and infatuated, and her body and mind are controlled by him.

Missing is like a flood.

Jiang Lin buried his face in the pillow, "Honey, I really miss you."

Jiang Lin is not afraid of death, but he does not want to die.

He wanted to be with his queen all the time.

"Why are you so unhappy?"

Seeing that Xu Jianyi had a bad complexion after returning from work, Jin Hanzhou, who had put the children to sleep, came over and hugged her.

Xu Jianyi said with emotion, "I just feel that life is quite impermanent."

She suddenly turned around and hugged Jin Hanzhou very hard, "Jin Hanzhou, you have to be good."

Jin Hanzhou raised his hand and stroked his wife's hair, "Don't worry, I will definitely walk behind you in the future, and I won't leave you behind."

"It's a deal, don't change your mind." Xu Jian sent off her brother and sister one after another. Even though her sister was 'resurrected', the pain of parting she experienced was engraved in her bones.

She couldn't, the person she loved no longer died in front of her.

She knew how painful it was for the one who was left behind, but she still selfishly wanted to be the one who would not be left behind.

"Okay, no hexagram."

Jin Hanzhou coaxed her patiently.

Jin Hanzhou was already older than Xu Jian, so it was only natural to walk in front of her in the future.

It's not that Xu Jianyi didn't know this, she just didn't want to be the one who sent him away.

They hugged each other quietly for a while.

Xu Jian just told Jin Hanzhou about Jiang Lin's cancer, and she was a little bit conflicted about whether to tell Geng Ying about Jiang Lin's cancer.

"If she doesn't love your senior brother that much, tell her, and she won't be too sad, but if she really loves your senior brother, don't tell her. If your senior brother really... goes away in the future, she will not only be overwhelmed with pain, but will also hate you You didn't say anything, causing her to miss the last time with your senior brother for nothing."

"I think it's better to say it. Your original intention is for the other party's benefit, but you forget that paper can't cover fire, not to mention that he is still a public figure, and the news will always report it."

"Rather than let her learn from the media in the future and hate you for making your own decisions, it is better to let her participate from the beginning."

"Anyway, if it were me, I wouldn't want this so-called good for me."

"Me too." As soon as Xu Jian knew that Jiang Lin's original intention was that Geng Ying didn't love him very much and kept it from the other party. Even if he unfortunately relapsed and left in the future, the other party would have forgotten him completely.

But she knows.

Geng Ying is a person, once he gets his mind on it, it's hard to let go.

If Jiang Lin really left, but Geng Ying was not by his side, Xu Jianyi felt that Geng Ying would be very regretful in this life, and at the same time hated this so-called doing her best.

After all, Xu Jianyi still followed her heart and forwarded the case sheet sent by Jiang Lin to Geng Ying.