and share this life with affection

Li Yu took it naturally, put it to his mouth under Gu Yan's eyes, took a small bite, and said softly: "Thank you."

The tone was very sincere, which made Gu Yan feel like he was about to split up at that moment.

Gu Yan has never been so helpless in his life.

He sighed, raised his hand and rubbed Li Yu's hair vigorously, and said helplessly: 'You. '

Gu Yan had no intention of watching someone eat all the duck legs, so he hugged another brother and went to dance again.

Li Yu took the chicken leg in her hand, bit it in small bites, and finished it bit by bit.

The last meal should be a satisfying one.

He poured himself a glass of wine. He had never drank much, and he had never experienced anything that a boy in his twenties should experience.

He actually likes Gu Yan very much, he is fresh and bright, and even without a leg, it does not hinder him from doing anything.

But he can't.

What he lost when he was just a few years old was like a deep nightmare that he could not forget for so many years.

When he passed by Gu Yan with a wine glass, the beer bottle collided with Gu Yan. Facing the tiny lights in the yard, he smiled and said to Gu Yan, "I wish I had known you earlier." '

The music was too loud and Gu Yan couldn't hear it clearly. When he asked what he said again, Li Yu had already raised his legs and walked towards Bian Zhi with the wine glass in hand.

Bian Zhi sat lazily on the bench, his posture unusually lazy.

Li Yu brought a side of chicken nuggets over, ate one himself, and then said to Bian Zhi, "It tastes very good."

Among so many people, Li Yu was most worried that Bian Zhi would not eat the food here.

She is very self-disciplined and cautious, and does not accept kindness from others. After all, Zhou Suihuai is the only exception to her.

But today's Bian Zhi was different. Bian Zhi actually ate the chicken nuggets that Li Yu brought over happily.

Before eating, Li Yu called her to stop.

Bian Zhi held the chicken nuggets in one hand and raised his eyebrows as he looked at Li Yu.

Li Yu smiled and asked Bian Zhi, "Little junior sister, do you still remember the first time we met?"

Bian Zhi didn't have much impression. In a certain aspect, Zhou Enyou completely inherited Bian Zhi's facial blindness. Before meeting Zhou Suihuai, she actually had no attitude towards men.

She usually doesn't remember a man's appearance. Shen Ting is very good-looking, and Lin Ye is also very outstanding. In addition, she has a beautiful one-year-old Huai since she was a child. In fact, no matter how good-looking a man is, he can't be as stunning as her. to the extent.

Not to mention the type of little boy like Li Yu.

'Don't you remember? Li Yu was a little disappointed in her words.

"But I remember," Li Yu smiled and said, "You came to my house to find my father. I was in the house at the time. As soon as you opened your mouth, I came out because your voice was very nice, like the one on the radio. Female anchor, when I came out and saw you, I was stunned. It took me a long time to come back to my senses.

I always follow you to the laboratory. On the bench outside the laboratory, I will look at you for a long time. People always say that I have a fixed temper. In fact, it is because you are in there, but your time in the laboratory is too short. , I haven’t seen enough, you are leaving,

I expected you to stay. I went to find you at that time, but you just smiled at me and left without saying anything. There has never been a moment in my life like that day when I hated myself for being an outsider. Fool, because I am a fool, you don’t even give me a conversation between ordinary people,

I was extremely disappointed, but then you came back. You looked into my eyes and told me, crawl out of the abyss, don’t look up at the stars alone in the abyss. I was very disappointed when you left. I thought I would never see you again. , but you are back again. Do you know how happy I am? "

Li Yu turned his head and looked at Bian Zhi with paranoid obsession in his eyes.

"But there is one more person beside you!"

Li Yu's tone was full of resentment again here, "I like you, I like you so much, but you can never see me, you can never see me. I originally thought, okay, you can't see me, I Just guarding you, I can always be a fool, guarding you like a fool, but what about you?

You can only see Zhou Suihuai! If you can't see me, I've given it up, I've convinced myself to watch you from a distance, but if you want to leave, you still have to leave! If you don't want to take me with you, you have to leave me behind like before! Bian Zhi! I just want to ask you, why are you so cruel! Why don't you give me a little tenderness! "

"Liu Shuyi! That fat man! Li Siyue! And those patients guarding outside the hotel!"

"You stayed up night after night for them, trying every possible means to save them, but what about me! Why can't you see me! Why don't you save me! Tell me!"

Li Yu's eyes were scarlet and his tone gradually became louder, but he didn't care.

He didn't care about anything anymore. He questioned Bian Zhi almost crazily, asking her, "You have saved so many people, why don't you save me? Am I destined to be the one abandoned in this life?! Everyone They are all confused by me, they are all kind to me, but what about you, you don’t even look at the scarf that I worked so hard to knit! Why!

I have no other hope in life, I just want to watch you happy from a distance, but you are so stingy! You refuse to give me anything, you are so stingy! "

Li Yu said, raising his hand to touch Bian Zhi's face. Bian Zhi tilted his head, and Li Yu's fingers fell empty.

Li Yu was startled for a moment, and then quickly smiled.

"You won't let me touch it, you think I'm dirty? It's okay," Li Yu watched Bian Zhi eat the chicken nuggets, and he smiled softly, "It's okay, it doesn't matter anymore, everything will turn into nothingness, everything will be disillusioned Yes, I, you, everyone will be disillusioned!"

Bian Zhi took another chicken nugget from the plate.

Li Yu is lovable, not without reason.

She usually eats light food, but when she eats chicken nuggets, she likes to fry them and sprinkle some salt and pepper on them. The salty and salty taste is very good.

She didn't tell anyone, except Zhou Suihuai, Li Yu was the second one to notice this.

Maybe there are many more times.

"I'm not picky about food, but in fact I am very picky." Bian Zhi suddenly spoke.

Li Yu was stunned for a moment.

"I like to eat carrots cut into strips, but I don't like them when they are lumpy. I don't like hard potatoes and taro, but soft ones. I don't like chicken nuggets but I like grilled chicken legs with green onion and ginger." I don’t like garlic, but if I braid it in a hot pan and take it out, I can eat it as long as I can’t see it. I don’t like adding blueberries to milkshakes, I just like to eat them with my bare hands. A knife that has been used to cut vegetables cannot be used to cut fruits. , not even a little bit, otherwise I will eat it."

"..."

Bian Zhi said calmly. His eyes were not on Li Yu, but on a point in front of him.

Li Yu was stunned for a long time by Bian Zhi's voice.

At an unexpected moment, Bian Zhi suddenly turned around and said, "You are very careful and smart. When it comes to food, you understand me far better than I do."

The sudden surprise must have stunned Li Yu for a moment.

"Do you know?" Bian Zhi leaned cross-legged on the back of the chair, her posture relaxed, her long and curly hair scattered on her shoulders. When she spoke softly, her expression was not as cold as before, and even when she said something, the corners of her mouth were still He would put on a faint smile and say, "I had a bad life when I was a child, very bad. For a long time, I felt out of breath and wanted to die many times."