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"I took Enyou's traditional Chinese medicine before, and I remembered a few things here and there." Zhou Suihuai avoided the important and took the easy.

Bian Zhi looked at him.

Ask, 'What then? '

Zhou Suihuai pursed his lips, not daring to look at Bian Zhi, "Then, intermittently..."

"Think about it," Bian Zhi interrupted Zhou Suihuai. She didn't look at him during the whole process and quietly wiped her hands with a tissue, and then wiped them with Zhou Suihuai.

Zhou Suihuai wanted to raise his hand to pick it up, but Bian Zhi avoided it, lowered his eyes, and moved his hands while quietly waiting for someone to answer.

She is very patient.

As long as he was willing to speak, she was willing to wait.

The room fell into silence for a while.

There was a faint smile on Bian Zhi's lips, and she asked again, "It's difficult to answer?"

Zhou Suihuai pursed his lips and carefully raised his eyes to look at Bian Zhi. Shen Mojian was thinking about what to say so as not to make the matter heavier.

He wanted her to always be happy.

"Zhou Suihuai," Bian Zhi understands Zhou Suihuai's mood, but there are some things that still have to be said, "Between husband and wife," Bian Zhi throws the tissue in his hand into the trash can and taps the ring on Zhou Suihuai's ring finger. , "Are you married?"

Zhou Suihuai was startled and said quickly: "Yes, yes, what's wrong?"

Bian Zhi smiled and said, "I thought you thought I gave you this ring casually."

Zhou Suihuai: "No."

Bian Zhi nodded, "That's good." She sat cross-legged, her posture very relaxed, and her aqua blue pajamas made her look soft. "What happened, you don't tell me, I can guess that the one who was hit After this, you completely remembered it, right?"

Bian Zhi didn't need Zhou Suihuai to give feedback. She knew, "No matter why you didn't tell me, this matter is my problem."

Zhou Suihuai was anxious when he heard this, "No, it's..."

"You don't have to defend me. I admit my problem," Bian Zhi's voice was very soft, and she didn't have any emotion. She just spoke in a slow voice, "I do have too many things to do. Many times, even if It’s not intentional, it’s true that I tend to ignore you at those times,

I seem to be used to it. I am very used to it. I am used to you always standing by my side. I am also used to you being behind me no matter when I turn around. Wan Qian said something not very modest to me before. She said , I am very talented at dealing with you.

I thought it was funny when I heard it, but when I thought about it later, I actually thought so in my heart, so how many times we were separated, how long we were separated, and what the reason was, didn’t seem to be the biggest problems for me. I’m used to you loving me all the time. , I am also convinced that you will only love me in this life. "

Bian Zhi's voice was low, but sincere, "I went to your house today, and your father said that I am soft-hearted. Because my heart is too soft, I always feel like I can give in. I walked away for a while, and I What I'm thinking about is,

My heart is soft towards many people, but your heart is soft towards me, so I am proud and arrogant, and I try to offend you in every possible way. After five years of separation, I act like a baby, and even though you have lost your memory, you are still attracted by me. He coaxed me back, even asking for nothing, and followed me to North America. "

"I'm too confident in you."

After Bian Zhi finished speaking, he smiled softly, "Zhou Suihuai, it seems that I even feel that I've got you."

Zhou Suihuai also smiled, with a smile full of care and tenderness after being satisfied, "Well, you've got me."

"I never thought about getting married, or in other words, getting married is a fun thing. I never thought about that, I have a shadow in that aspect. I'm not lying to you. Before I met you, in the previous paragraph Before marriage, those shadows were always there."

"It's not that Ou Moyuan has never thought about it, but I am very resistant. People outside think he is cold, but in fact he is not, but I can't accept it."

Bian Zhi said and leaned into Zhou Suihuai's arms, "I was too young at that time, only a teenager. My mother had just passed away. I fell ill that day and came out of the room in a daze. When I am sick, I rely on my relatives the most." , I went to find Lin Jue. When I came out of the room, I heard breathing from downstairs.

I was young at that time and didn’t understand anything. When I walked to the corridor and looked into the living room, I saw two bodies entangled together. The sun that day was very dazzling. It came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows and hit the living room so hard that even the air was Hot and dry.

I stood in the corridor, my mind was in a trance, a little confused from the fever, and the sound of breathing continued to reach my ears. I looked down, and there was actually nothing in my mind, only the scene in front of me. The ferocious and painful expressions on their faces when Lin Jue and Lin Jue kept sprinting into Wang Zhen,

I was still confused at the time, but I actually knew what it was for. I went downstairs, but they didn't hear me. I stood a few meters away and stared silently for a long time. It wasn't until Wang Zhen made a sharp sound that Lin Jue stopped in a hurry. I was Doctor, I've seen the structure of the human body, but that doesn't stop me from finding it ugly and disgusting. '

Zhou Suihuai hugged Bian Zhi, feeling distressed and sad, "Stop talking."

Bian Zhi shook his head and patted Zhou Suihuai's hand, "For a long time, I was afraid of men. I had a fever that day and was confused. But after the fever subsided, those originally blurry scenes seemed to become clear in an instant. Everyone Everyone thinks that my depression is because of my mother’s death. In fact, a large part of the reason is this.

I have had nightmares for a long time. In the dream, there was my mother, my father, and me. We were sitting around a round table, and they were celebrating my birthday. In the scene, my mother was smiling, and my father was gentle and loving. But as soon as the scene changed, there was another scene of Lin Jue and Wang Zhen lying on the sofa, and then my father hurriedly got off the sofa and hurriedly buckled his belt. "

"That was the longest and most difficult dark journey I took when I was young. I almost... couldn't make it."

"I was really young at that time and couldn't face it," Bian Zhi said. She felt Zhou Suihuai's hand tightening around her waist. She smiled and asked, "Was it the same day that Li Yu and I Did you hear what I said?"

Because I heard it, I was stingy.

He was afraid that she would think too much, so he had to do it every time, but he would stop at it every time. He would rather go to the bathroom by himself afterwards and never let her get tired. He always thought of ways to make this matter enjoyable, and he wanted to use the present Pleasant experiences cover the past.

"Zhou Suihuai," Bian Zhi turned over and came face to face with Zhou Suihuai. She kissed him gently on the lips with a cooing smile, "The shadow you thought you wanted to cover was actually the first time I met you. By the time it happened, I was completely relieved.”

When you didn't know it, you had actually saved me.