The wrong love is deep, Luo Shao indulges in indulgence

Qiu Xiaoman hesitated for a moment, then refused: "No, thank you."

She needs work, but there are some jobs she will never do.

For example, He Wen's night show, or the Mu family's company.

Mu Yijing didn't speak any more. After eating the noodles, he went into the kitchen with the bowl, washed the bowl and chopsticks and put them away.

He walked out of the kitchen, looked at Qiu Xiaoman's back, his eyes became hot and deep, and his heart slowly sank.

He entered the study, and when he came out, he held a piece of paper in his hand, and slowly placed it on Qiu Xiaoman's dining table.

"My mobile phone number, WeChat account, you can contact me if you have anything."

Qiu Xiaoman was startled, staring blankly at the paper Mu Yijing pushed.

The above number has long been memorized in her mind.

It's just that she was rejected and verbally insulted when she confessed back then, and angrily blocked all his contact information.

Qiu Xiaoman held the chopsticks tightly, hung her head and said nothing, until she heard the sound of the door opening and closing, and he left, she felt extremely uncomfortable.

Memories are like tides, and her tears can't help lingering in her eyes.

Qiu Xiaoman knew in his heart that Mu Yijing had never done anything sorry for her, it was just that he didn't love her, not that he didn't love her.

Qiu Xiaoman put down his chopsticks, slowly picked up the paper, folded it carefully and put it in his pocket.

Her heart ached.

the next day.

When Qiu Xiaoman woke up in the morning, he received a message from his best friend Bai Yunxi.

"Xiaoman, I found a good job for you, let's have lunch together at Guangcheng Hotel, please."

Qiu Xiaoman called back immediately after seeing the message.

"Hello, Xiaoman."

Qiu Xiaoman was a little excited when he heard the voice of his best friend Bai Yunxi: "Yunxi, what kind of job did you help me find?"

"My boyfriend's brother opened a women's clothing store, recruiting salesmen, who have no experience to train, food and lodging included, 5000 a month plus commission." Bai Yunxi said.

Qiu Xiaoman has never done sales, but hearing this treatment, it is too tempting for her.

Food and lodging included, no experience to train, [-] plus commission, she urgently needs a shelter now.

Qiu Xiaoman struggled and said: "Thank you for your help, I can treat you to lunch, can I not go to places like Guangcheng Hotel, I can't afford it."

Bai Yunxi was displeased: "What's the matter? I introduced you to a job, but can't you treat us to a good meal?"

"You?" Qiu Xiaoman was puzzled.

"My boyfriend, and his brother, who is the owner of the store."

It is also necessary to ask for others, and to pay appropriately.

"Okay." Qiu Xiaoman gritted his teeth and agreed.

12 o'clock noon.

Qiu Xiaoman came to Guangcheng Hotel as scheduled.

Bai Yunxi brought her boyfriend Chen Siyu and the owner of the specialty store to the private room.

They've ordered food and opened wine.

Qiu Xiaoman looked at the seafood feast on the table, and her heart was bleeding. She only had the last [-] yuan left on her body, and she could still get about [-] yuan from her credit card. She was really afraid that it would not be enough to pay the bill.

Bai Yunxi enthusiastically introduced Chen Siyu's brother to her, and briefly introduced the job. After chatting for a while, Qiu Xiaoman didn't eat, and she was always worried that she didn't have enough money to pay.

Bai Yunxi picked up prawns for Qiu Xiaoman, and comforted him: "Eat it, you don't have to worry about work anymore."

Qiu Xiaoman pursed her lips and smiled, and nodded.

Chen Siyu chatted with his brother for a few words, and then asked Qiu Xiaoman curiously: "I heard from Yunxi that your parents are very difficult and have been forcing you to marry."

Qiu Xiaoman smiled awkwardly, but didn't reply.

After all, she confides in such troublesome and embarrassing things to her best friend, and doesn't want to discuss her family affairs with others.

Bai Yunxi put down his chopsticks, and said to Chen Siyu: "Xiaoman is really pitiful. She has a pair of vampire parents, a younger brother who doesn't live up to expectations, and two childhood sweethearts who grew up together. One just wants to push her into the fire pit, and the other just wants Sleeping with her is simply..."

Qiu Xiaoman's complexion changed suddenly, and he stopped in embarrassment and annoyance: "Yunxi, can you stop talking nonsense?"

Bai Yunxi touched Qiu Xiaoman's clenched fist, and comforted him: "They're all our own, you don't mind."

Who is her boyfriend and this prospective boss who just met?

Such a loss of dignity, Bai Yunxi actually exposed it all to her in public?

I don't know where it went behind the scenes.

Chen Siyu's brother looked at Qiu Xiaoman very curiously, and asked with a smile: "Oh? There are still such good-for-nothing childhood sweethearts in this world? Do I know them?"

Chen Siyu had heard Bai Yunxi say it many times, and said very understandingly: "The one you know is Mu Yijing..."

"Enough." Qiu Xiaoman trembled with anger, stood up suddenly, and looked at Baiyunxi with red eyes.

"Why are you telling anyone what I told you?"

Bai Yunxi was yelled at, feeling ashamed, and said angrily, "Why are you so fierce? We are all from our own family, so why don't we share it with you?"

Qiu Xiaoman clenched his fists tightly, his heart ached with anger, his eyes were moist, and he said word by word: "Baiyunxi, you are my best friend, I have never told anyone else a word of what you told me. , I will keep my mouth shut for you. Why do you tell people about me everywhere. "

Bai Yunxi was wronged and angry: "I don't want others to sympathize with you..."

Qiu Xiaoman: "I don't need sympathy."

Chen Siyu slammed the table and stood up, pointing at Qiu Xiaoman and scolding: "Try to beat my girlfriend again, and see if I don't kill you."

Qiu Xiaoman was startled and froze.

Chen Siyu pointed at Qiu Xiaoman viciously, "It's just your parents who ask your friends to borrow money to buy a house or a car every day. If you borrow it, you will pay it back. If you don't want to borrow it, you will pester others like a dog's skin plaster. Whoever sees you The whole family is afraid, who would dare to be friends with you? As long as our family Yunxi doesn't dislike you, you still have the face to mind my family Yunxi talking about you everywhere?"

Chen Siyu felt good about cursing, ignored Bai Yunxi's procrastination, and continued to scold: "A woman like you, it's a shame that your two best friends only want to cheat you, and your parents only want to sell you for the bride price. The two friends are also sensible people, one just wants to make money from you, and the other just wants to sleep with you, because you have some value."

Qiu Xiaoman's face was pale, and tears trickled down her chin.

Her heart was pierced, she looked at Baiyunxi, choked up and apologized: "I'm sorry, you have been wronged by having a disgusting friend like me."

Bai Yunxi sighed, and said slowly: "Actually, you don't need to apologize, and I don't think you are disgusting either."

Qiu Xiaoman tearfully said bitterly: "I feel disgusted, so please stop contacting each other and block each other."

Putting down the words, Qiu Xiaoman left with her bag.

Bai Yunxi asked nervously: "Xiaoman, are you going to break up with me?"

Qiu Xiaoman turned his back to Baiyunxi, and said slowly: "I am not worthy to be your friend."

Qiu Xiaoman continued to walk out the door, Bai Yunxi caught up with the bill, and his expression turned ugly: "Xiaoman, you should settle the bill first, this meal is for helping you find a job. "

Qiu Xiaoman nodded, took the bill from Baiyunxi, and left with tears in his eyes.

Qiu Xiaoman came to the cash register and handed over the bill.

After computer settlement, the cashier said politely: "The total consumption is 3580 yuan."

Qiu Xiaoman wiped his tears, took out all the cash on his body, and wiped out the money in the credit card, and finally owed several hundred yuan.

"I'm out of money, go into the private room and ask them to make up the money."

The cashier looked at the young girl in front of her with red eyes, teary eyes, depressed and sad, and couldn't help feeling pity, sympathy and distress.

Although I don't know what happened to her, it must be very sad.

"Okay," the cashier said.

Qiu Xiaoman took back the maxed out credit card, turned around and left the hotel.

outside

The sun is just right outside, and the breeze is not dry.

Qiu Xiaoman didn't have any money on him.

Carrying a dilapidated bag, she walked on the sidewalk aimlessly, and with every step she took, her heart sank a little.

When she was a child, she always felt that she would be fine when she grew up, that she could leave her original family, escape from birth, and live the life she wanted.

When I grow up, I don't need to do housework every day, I don't need to take care of my younger brother, I don't need to be beaten by my parents, and I don't need to look at my parents' faces to live.

She thought that when she grew up, she could make money and live the life she wanted.

She was only 25 years old, and she was included in the bad credit report because she owed too much debt.

Parents don't love each other, brother doesn't get close, friends are bad, and he's in debt.

Alone, she has nothing, not even 2 yuan for the bus, she is really a failure in life.

Qiu Xiaoman walked onto the bridge, climbed onto the pier, and sat quietly looking at the river in the distance.

She took out her phone and turned it on.

The debt collection information beeped non-stop.

She opened WeChat and read other people's messages to her.

He Wen: [Xiaoman, I'm sorry, something happened yesterday, I didn't see you calling, has your accommodation been settled yet?The staff dormitories are mixed with dragons and snakes, it is really not suitable for you to live in, why don't you come and live in my house. 】

Mom: [Qiu Xiaoman, get the hell out of here immediately, we are urged to pay back the bride price, you have to settle this matter for me. 】

Mom: [I just can't figure it out, what's wrong with Mu Yijing?He has been very kind to you since he was a child, and he is willing to offer several million to marry you. What are you dissatisfied with? 】

Mom: [I'll give you a day, if you don't come back and try it, if your dad doesn't fry your skin and tear your bones, I'll take your last name. 】

Credit Network Xiao Wu: [Qiu Xiaoman, your debt is overdue for half a year, if you don't pay it back, we will sue you in court. 】

Qiu Xiaoman swipe down, and all the information is about debt collection.

Finally, she found a message that made her feel a little warm.

She clicks in.

is an advertisement message.

Life insurance: [When you need help the most, I will definitely be by your side to accompany you, and I will protect you for the rest of your life, so that you will be healthy forever]

Qiu Xiaoman held the phone, lowered her head, tears dripped down her thighs, her slender shoulders trembled slightly, and she leaned forward.

"Don't jump, little girl, don't be too hard on yourself."

Qiu Xiaoman turned his head slowly, looking at the source of the voice.

A little brother riding a delivery cart approached her nervously.

Qiu Xiaoman quickly wiped away the tears on his cheeks, and looked at the river below.

It was so high that no one could save her if she jumped.

If she wants to die, she should stay away, lest she jump down and drag down some good people who are brave enough to do justice.

Qiu Xiaoman choked up and said: "Brother, don't come over, I will come down now."

Qiu Xiaoman turned around cautiously, jumped onto the bridge, smiled bitterly, and wiped away tears, "I'm sorry, I didn't commit suicide, don't worry."

The takeaway boy persuaded: "There are not so many smooth sailings in life. If you think about it, you are so young, and the future will definitely get better and better."

Qiu Xiaoman showed a bright smile, which was in stark contrast to her red and moist eyes, "Okay, I will definitely live well, thank you big brother."

"Don't overthink it."

"Understood, you go to work, brother."

The takeaway brother started the car and passed by Qiu Xiaoman, and continued to persuade: "What's the matter, talk to your parents, talk to your friends, there will definitely be a solution."

Parents?friend?

Such a beautiful term, such a beautiful person, she Qiu Xiaoman does not deserve to have.

"Okay." Qiu Xiaoman bowed politely, his smile still bright: "Thank you."

The delivery guy is gone.

Qiu Xiaoman turned off her mobile phone, not wanting to be harassed by debt collection calls, so she continued walking.

Braving the sun, facing the wind, looking at the road signs, stepping forward step by step with heavy steps.

She walked for more than three hours, and finally walked back to the Heyuan community.

Qiu Xiaoman took off his shoes and walked on the cold floor with bare feet.

She was ashamed to wear other people's slippers that were dirty, and she couldn't even afford slippers, so she deserved to walk on ice.

She put down her backpack, took out her phone, and blocked the last friend on WeChat.

After pulling Black and White Yunxi and her boyfriend, Qiu Xiaoman withdrew from the family group and blocked her parents and younger brother.

Qiu Xiaoman opened the address book and found that there were only a few credit network salesmen left to collect debts.

She can't block these people. Once blocked, they will really sue her in court.

Qiu Xiaoman looked at the clean address book, there were 9 contacts.

She really admired her such a failed life.

She turned off her mobile phone, shrank her feet into the sofa, put her hands on her knees, put her chin on her knees, and curled up her whole body.

Her dull eyes stared at the dark TV screen in front of her.

Falling into the memories of Mu Yijing again.

Only in this way can she find some sweetness from the cruel life.

"Xiaoman, why have you become obsessed with military dramas recently?"

"Brother Jing, you don't understand, every girl has a dream of a military wife in her heart."

"Do you want to be a military wife?"

"What a handsome soldier!"

"Indeed, very handsome!"

With tears in her eyes, Qiu Xiaoman slowly touched the phone. She restarted the phone, pressed out WeChat, and pulled out Mu Yijing who was on the blacklist.

She struggled for a long time, and finally let go of her insignificant dignity, and took the initiative to send Mu Yijing a message.

[Sorry, Mr. Mu.I was ignorant back then, and I'm sorry.Do you have branches in other cities?Can you introduce me to a job that includes food and accommodation?I want to leave Guangcheng to develop elsewhere. If Mr. Mu has no job introduction, can you lend me 2000 yuan, and I can write you an IOU, and I will definitely pay you back. 】

after the information is sent.

Seeing his shameless behavior, Qiu Xiaoman quickly withdrew the message.

At the beginning, because he loved Mu Yijing deeply, after he confessed to him and was rejected, he couldn't stand the pain, so he blocked him and broke up with him for so many years. Now that he has difficulties, he shamelessly asks him for help?

Qiu Xiaoman hugged the phone, couldn't hold it anymore, burst into tears, beat his chest hard, and roared: "I don't deserve it, woo... I don't deserve it..."