The young puppy is fierce and crazy

Qin Ming's face was covered with sweat, as if he had been fished out of the water.

His eyes were closed tightly, his lips were white, and his expression was full of pain.

Xu Jing didn't dare to disturb him, so she could only help him wipe the sweat stains with a paper towel.

He seemed to be having a nightmare again, his long eyelashes were trembling, and he was whispering unconsciously.

"help me……"

The movements in Xu Jing's hands suddenly stopped, and she looked at him with distressed eyes.

Unknowingly, his face gradually overlapped with that of the embarrassed boy.

After many years, she still remembers the boy's eyes, without the slightest hope, only overflowing with despair.

Xu Jing suddenly felt that her throat was dry and her heart was secretly bitter.

She tried hard to suppress her emotions, held his hand, and comforted him softly.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here to save you."

Qin Ming held Xu Jing's hand back, and his expression gradually eased.

"Jingjing..."

He closed his eyes and called unconsciously.

"Well, I'm here."

"Jingjing..."

"here I am."

……

He called over and over again, and Xu Jing patiently responded over and over again.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Ming finally calmed down and fell into a deep sleep again.

Seeing this, Xu Jing was slightly relieved, but staring at his face, she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

She just sat and watched him all night until dawn.

The first ray of sunlight in the morning fell into the room, dispelling all the haze of the night.

Qin Ming's long eyelashes trembled, and he slowly woke up.

He turned his eyes slightly and saw Xu Jing at a glance.

She hadn't slept all night, her eyes were dim, and her eyes were red, as if she had cried.

Qin Ming's complexion changed, and he sat up quickly.

The memories of last night kept flooding into his mind, making him instantly sober.

Not only did he get sick, he even hurt her!

This time, she must not stay by my side anyway.

Qin Ming lowered his eyes, like a child who did something wrong, he didn't dare to look up.

He was afraid, afraid of seeing disgust and disgust in her eyes.

After all, he is not a normal person.

She didn't want to accept it, and it was justified.

But even so, he didn't want to let her go.

He knew that he was sick, and even had some morbid attachment to her.

However, she is the only light in his world.

Without light, the world would be barren.

Seeing the self-blame in Qin Ming's eyes, Xu Jing felt more pain in her heart.

She moved her lips, her voice slightly hoarse.

"You are Jinhe, right?"

Qin Ming was taken aback for a moment, looking at Xu Jing with shock in his eyes.

"The boy I accidentally saved back then, was it you?"

"No, not me..."

Qin Ming subconsciously turned his eyes away and denied it aloud.

Xu Jing raised her hand, caressed his cheek, and looked at him fixedly.

Soon, her eye circles turned red, and her voice couldn't help but choked up.

"Sorry, I didn't recognize you."

A trace of pain flashed across Qin Ming's eyes, and his thin lips were tightly pressed together.

After a while, he made a low sound.

"I hope you never recognize me."

That way, you won't remember how embarrassing and shameful I was back then.

That is the biggest stain in my life, but I don't want you to know.

Xu Jing thought he was angry and explained quickly.

"It would be better for you if I could recognize you sooner."

Qin Ming raised his eyes and laughed lightly, "So, will you still choose to be with me?"

Xu Jing opened her lips and was instantly dumb.

It is true that if they had known that he was Jin He, it would be absolutely impossible for them to develop into a relationship.

Back then, she took in Jinhe to fulfill one of her wishes.

At that time, she was always thinking about her unborn brother, and kept imagining his appearance in her mind.

Seeing Jinhe, she felt pitiful and cute, and she suddenly felt compassion.

She thought, if she and Jinhe really became siblings, it would be great if they depended on each other.

Therefore, she has always regarded Jin He as her younger brother.

If Qin Ming had revealed his identity when they first met, then they wouldn't have had so many love-hate entanglements later on.

Qin Ming saw her reaction in his eyes, and a bitter smile could not help but rise from the corner of his lips.

"Now, you still have to ask me, why did I approach you on purpose?"

A trace of surprise flashed quickly in Xu Jing's eyes, and then slowly disappeared.

No wonder he is always reluctant to confront each other frankly.

It turned out that he was worried that once he confessed his identity, she would only treat him as a younger brother.

Thinking back to what Gu Ziqi said, wasn't their encounter also carefully planned by him?

Xu Jing raised her eyes and couldn't help asking, "When did you treat me..."

Speaking of the latter, she seemed to find it difficult to speak, and her little face slowly flushed red.

"From the time you took me in, I have a good impression of you and a longing for you."

Now that the matter has come to this point, Qin Ming has no scruples.

Since she wanted to know, he would tell the whole story.

Left and right, there will be no worse situation than it is now.

When Xu Jing heard this, her expression was full of surprise.

She never thought that a 12-year-old boy would have feelings between men and women for herself.

She never thought that he had hidden this ignorant feeling in his heart for ten years!

Xu Jing felt incredible, "In these ten years, haven't you met any girl who made your heart flutter?"

"No."

Qin Ming answered frankly and simply, without any change in expression.

Although Xu Jing was still surprised, she couldn't help but feel a faint joy in the bottom of her heart.

Before she knew it, there was such a person who remembered and loved her for ten years.

However, he didn't know it at all.

Even, she has done many wrong things to hurt him recently.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel distressed, and the regret in her heart became more intense.

Seeing that she was silent, Qin Ming couldn't help but feel pain in his throat.

"I understand that these are just my wishful thinking. If you don't want to stay with me, I can keep a distance from you. But..."

His voice suddenly paused, a little choked, "You can't leave me, and you can't escape to a place where I can't see you."

In an instant, Xu Jing felt as if someone had stabbed her heart hard with a knife, and the blood was dripping.

She unconsciously reached out and hugged him, softly.

"No, I am willing to guard you and not go anywhere."

Qin Ming's tall body trembled slightly, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more bitter.

"Even if you lie to me, I'm happy."

Xu Jing couldn't help but let go of him, and said seriously, "I didn't lie to you, every word was sincere."

Qin Ming stared at her with a dazed expression, as if he didn't quite believe it.

Xu Jing was anxious and didn't know how to prove it to him.

In desperation, she could only hook his neck and kiss her lips.

The moment the lips touched, a strong feeling was conveyed.