"Yanyan Qinqi:

Yanyan, when you read this letter, there is a high probability that I will no longer be alive.

In fact, after I accidentally discovered the locator in your bracelet last time, I was already prepared to accept the outcome.

At the beginning, I almost went crazy. I couldn't understand why you left me, and you even contacted those people at the risk of being discovered by me.

We obviously loved each other so much in the beginning.

Yes, in love.

I don’t know if that’s the right word to apply to us, but it’s the most appropriate word I can think of when I write this letter.

When we first got together, you asked me to say "I love you" to you countless times. For various reasons, I always kept silent until I saw that you were about to get angry, and then I barely managed to say a few words.

But Yanyan, it’s not that I don’t love you. You don’t need to question that I love you.

I want to hold you countless times and tell you "I love you" in your ear again and again.

I'm just not sure whether the way I've loved you this whole time is correct, and whether the things I've done to you can really be completely covered up by the word "love".

So do I really love you, or am I using "loving you" as a guise just to satisfy my own dark heart.

But by the time I really figured it out, it seemed like it was too late.

I have done too many wrong things to you, completely wrong.

I can't help but be attracted to you, and I can't help but want to completely own you by destroying you.

You should have been the most passionate red rose that bloomed under the scorching sun. You should not have been imprisoned in a dark cage by me.

Before I met you, I was a pleasure-seeking prisoner who lived in darkness and played with life.

I don’t deny that the reason I allowed you to approach me at the beginning was because of some quirks in my psychology. At the beginning, I even wanted to use you to complete some psychological experiments. Although I gave up later, there is no doubt that the motivation was not pure. .

So Yanyan, if you blame me, want to leave, or even hate me, you should do it.

No matter how you want to judge my ending, it must be that I brought it upon myself and deserved it, and there is no need for you to feel sorry.

There are just a few things I want to know. If I take the initiative to confess before you take action, will you forgive me?

Or, if I surrender, will you wait for me?

Or, if I die, will you be sad?

Probably...it will be.

Please forgive me for keeping your gaze in such a selfish way for the last time.

Finally, I want to tell you a secret.

I left something at the villa and prepared it early in the morning, but I didn't expect to say it out in this way.

When the flowers bloom in spring or you miss me, take this letter with you to see the flowers.

If you like it, keep it. If you don't like it, it doesn't matter.

"Mist pen"

The camellias at Mount Dell bloom more and more vigorously every year.

In the corner of the lobby of the villa where accommodation was being processed, an elderly butler held a beautiful wooden box and placed it respectfully on the table of a young woman.

"Mr. Shen kept this here five years ago. Miss Lin, I've been waiting for you. Didn't Mr. Shen come with you?"

The young woman said nothing.

When the old housekeeper saw this, he didn't ask any more questions, but added: "It's the flower viewing period recently, and there are a lot more guests than before. There are still many trivial matters to be dealt with in the village. If Miss Lin has nothing to do, I will go and get busy first." .”

The elderly butler left the rest area.

The wooden box was quietly placed on the table. It took a while before a white hand reached out.

There is a combination lock on the box. It is easy to guess that it is her birthday.

There was a crisp sound of "click", and when the box lid was opened, a silver ring was lying in a box covered with black velvet. The inner ring of the ring was engraved with the words S&Y. The notches were not regular, and even a little crooked. At first glance, It's made by hand.

The young woman stared at the ring, picked it up tremblingly, and burst into tears almost immediately.

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