Fast travel: the host only has villains in his eyes
Chapter 78 The General and the Oiran (78)
Tantai Guyuan sat on the clothes laid out by Zhang Lin, and patted the remaining seat next to him, "Sit here, brother."
Zhang Lin sat beside Tantai Guyuan, Zhang Lin was afraid that Tantai Guyuan would be cold, so he pulled Tantai Guyuan's hand and warmed it in his palm.
After a long time, Tantai Guyuan opened his mouth. Tantai Guyuan leaned on Zhang Lin's shoulder and played with Zhang Lin's fingers, "Brother, there is nothing to do when you are idle anyway. Why don't we chat?"
Zhang Lin nodded, "Okay, how about I ask first?"
Tantai Guyuan felt that there was no problem, "Okay, let's ask."
Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan and said, "Guyuan, why did you choose me in the first place? I don't believe the excuse you gave me at the beginning. If that's the case, you can just find anyone."
Tantai Guyuan stopped, and Zhang Lin continued, "And I can feel that you don't love me that much, it's more about finding someone to take care of you, or having fun, isn't it?"
Tantai Guyuan didn't know how to answer Zhang Lin's words, Zhang Lin hugged Tantai Guyuan into his arms from the side.
Let Tantai Guyuan sit on his lap facing him, Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan's blank eyes, "Answer me, Guyuan, I just want to hear the truth, can you tell me the truth?"
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin, "Why do you ask so clearly, isn't it good to just go on like this?"
Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan seriously, "No, I want to hear the truth, okay?"
When Tantai Guyuan heard the words, the expression on his face no longer pretended.
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin and said, "Since you want to know, I will tell you."
Zhang Lin: "Good."
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin, and took Zhang Lin's hand and put it on his heart, "Because I don't have a heart, you know, my heart has died a long time ago, and the reason why I came to you is because you know me The reincarnation of a person, you know."
Zhang Lin felt that what Tantai Guyuan said was a bit ridiculous, but looking at Tantai Guyuan's serious eyes, he subconsciously felt that what Tantai Guyuan said was true.
Tantai Guyuan continued, "Because I just want to play, and I don't understand what you mean by love at all. I can only learn from your performance, and then treat you like this."
"Why did you choose you, just knowing that you will not hurt me, do you know now?"
"I've never liked you. The most I have is a sense of dependence on you. Do you understand?"
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin indifferently, and he also didn't believe in his little god in his heart.
Zhang Lin opened his eyes wide in disbelief. He had guessed that Tantai Guyuan might not love him, but he never thought that Tantai Guyuan would admit it himself.
Zhang Lin didn't know how to speak for a while, Zhang Lin felt very bitter in his heart, if he had known, he would not have asked, and he would be cheated like this for the rest of his life.
Now that Tantai Guyuan said that, the nature is different.
If Zhang Lin wanted to pretend that he didn't know anything, it would be impossible.
Tantai Guyuan saw that Zhang Lin didn't answer for a long time, so he stood up and prepared to leave, "We're going to separate today, and we can just pretend we don't know each other in the future."
Tantai Guyuan thought: Let's play alone in the future.
Seeing that Tantai Guyuan was about to leave, Zhang Lin immediately pushed Tantai Guyuan back.
Zhang Lin's eyes were reddish, and his voice was filled with a bit of forbearance, "Please, don't leave, okay? You can continue to rely on me and act like nothing happened, okay?"
"I've fallen in love with you now, you can't just leave like this, how can I live if you leave, please, just pretend nothing happened."
Xiaobai watched this situation in the space, was too scared to speak, and shrank under the quilt.
Xiaobai feels that his host is like a scumbag now.
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin, wondering what he was thinking, and finally nodded, "Okay."
Zhang Lin was a little surprised when he heard this, and then happily hugged Tantai Guyuan, "Thank you, I will treat you well in the future."
Zhang Lin hugged Tantai Guyuan, as if he was holding a treasure that he had found with great difficulty, and was afraid of breaking him, he held him very cherished, and didn't dare to use too much force.
Reuniting a broken mirror is just a theory. If the mirror is broken, even if it is put back together, there will still be cracks. How could it be the same as before.
But this crack is like a knife piercing Zhang Lin's heart, it hurts very much.
But he was reluctant to let Tantai Guyuan leave, he wanted to pray that he would not leave him and stay by his side, just like before.
He originally thought that Tantai Guyuan would refuse, but he did not expect that he would agree.
When he finally went back, Tantai Guyuan didn't want to leave, just like before, he asked Zhang Lin to carry him back.
Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan's expression very naturally.
He didn't care about what just happened at all.
Zhang Lin felt a little bit bitter, he was the only one he cared about, as long as he was by his side.
Zhang Lin despises himself a little bit in his heart, but he is just so incompetent.
Zhang Lin also wanted to do the same as usual, hugged Tantai Guyuan with a smile, and walked back.
Tantai Guyuan was too sleepy on the way back, so he fell asleep on Zhang Lin's shoulder.
Zhang Lin carefully carried Tantai Guyuan back into the house.
Then he washed Tantai Guyuan as usual, and then went to bed by himself.
But this time, instead of sleeping with Tantai Guyuan in his arms like before, there was a distance between him and him.
Zhang Lin couldn't fall asleep, so he opened his eyes and looked at the roof. In the end, Tantai Guyuan, who was still asleep, rolled into Zhang Lin's arms.
Only then did Zhang Lin sleep with Tantai Guyuan in his arms: one day is one day, just find a way to keep him in the future.
In the following days, although Tantai Guyuan was still the same as before and did not show discomfort, but Zhang Lin knew that Tantai Guyuan was imitating the way he was before, and then turned to him.
Just like what Tantai Guyuan said that night, he said that his own heart is empty, he has no feelings, and he just imitates others. .
Although Zhang Lin felt uncomfortable, he was still happy, after all, he was still by his side.
Since their conversation by the two rivers, Zhang Lin has never touched Tantai Guyuan again.
Apart from Tantai Guyuan's usual initiative to kiss Zhang Lin, there is nothing else.
Zhang Lin knew that Tantai Guyuan didn't like him, he was enough with people around him, he didn't dare to make too many portraits.
In the eyes of outsiders, Tantai Guyuan and Zhang Lin are very affectionate, and they love each other all their lives until they die.
Tens of years later, it was Tantai Guyuan who died first. After Zhang Lin saw Tantai Guyuan passed away, he also came with Tantai Guyuan in his arms, inside the coffin he had prepared long ago.
Zhang Lin hugged Tantai Guyuan and closed his eyes: Forgive me for being a selfish person, sorry.
In the end, Tantai Guyuan and Zhang Lin were buried in the same coffin after death.
Zhang Lin sat beside Tantai Guyuan, Zhang Lin was afraid that Tantai Guyuan would be cold, so he pulled Tantai Guyuan's hand and warmed it in his palm.
After a long time, Tantai Guyuan opened his mouth. Tantai Guyuan leaned on Zhang Lin's shoulder and played with Zhang Lin's fingers, "Brother, there is nothing to do when you are idle anyway. Why don't we chat?"
Zhang Lin nodded, "Okay, how about I ask first?"
Tantai Guyuan felt that there was no problem, "Okay, let's ask."
Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan and said, "Guyuan, why did you choose me in the first place? I don't believe the excuse you gave me at the beginning. If that's the case, you can just find anyone."
Tantai Guyuan stopped, and Zhang Lin continued, "And I can feel that you don't love me that much, it's more about finding someone to take care of you, or having fun, isn't it?"
Tantai Guyuan didn't know how to answer Zhang Lin's words, Zhang Lin hugged Tantai Guyuan into his arms from the side.
Let Tantai Guyuan sit on his lap facing him, Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan's blank eyes, "Answer me, Guyuan, I just want to hear the truth, can you tell me the truth?"
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin, "Why do you ask so clearly, isn't it good to just go on like this?"
Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan seriously, "No, I want to hear the truth, okay?"
When Tantai Guyuan heard the words, the expression on his face no longer pretended.
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin and said, "Since you want to know, I will tell you."
Zhang Lin: "Good."
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin, and took Zhang Lin's hand and put it on his heart, "Because I don't have a heart, you know, my heart has died a long time ago, and the reason why I came to you is because you know me The reincarnation of a person, you know."
Zhang Lin felt that what Tantai Guyuan said was a bit ridiculous, but looking at Tantai Guyuan's serious eyes, he subconsciously felt that what Tantai Guyuan said was true.
Tantai Guyuan continued, "Because I just want to play, and I don't understand what you mean by love at all. I can only learn from your performance, and then treat you like this."
"Why did you choose you, just knowing that you will not hurt me, do you know now?"
"I've never liked you. The most I have is a sense of dependence on you. Do you understand?"
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin indifferently, and he also didn't believe in his little god in his heart.
Zhang Lin opened his eyes wide in disbelief. He had guessed that Tantai Guyuan might not love him, but he never thought that Tantai Guyuan would admit it himself.
Zhang Lin didn't know how to speak for a while, Zhang Lin felt very bitter in his heart, if he had known, he would not have asked, and he would be cheated like this for the rest of his life.
Now that Tantai Guyuan said that, the nature is different.
If Zhang Lin wanted to pretend that he didn't know anything, it would be impossible.
Tantai Guyuan saw that Zhang Lin didn't answer for a long time, so he stood up and prepared to leave, "We're going to separate today, and we can just pretend we don't know each other in the future."
Tantai Guyuan thought: Let's play alone in the future.
Seeing that Tantai Guyuan was about to leave, Zhang Lin immediately pushed Tantai Guyuan back.
Zhang Lin's eyes were reddish, and his voice was filled with a bit of forbearance, "Please, don't leave, okay? You can continue to rely on me and act like nothing happened, okay?"
"I've fallen in love with you now, you can't just leave like this, how can I live if you leave, please, just pretend nothing happened."
Xiaobai watched this situation in the space, was too scared to speak, and shrank under the quilt.
Xiaobai feels that his host is like a scumbag now.
Tantai Guyuan looked at Zhang Lin, wondering what he was thinking, and finally nodded, "Okay."
Zhang Lin was a little surprised when he heard this, and then happily hugged Tantai Guyuan, "Thank you, I will treat you well in the future."
Zhang Lin hugged Tantai Guyuan, as if he was holding a treasure that he had found with great difficulty, and was afraid of breaking him, he held him very cherished, and didn't dare to use too much force.
Reuniting a broken mirror is just a theory. If the mirror is broken, even if it is put back together, there will still be cracks. How could it be the same as before.
But this crack is like a knife piercing Zhang Lin's heart, it hurts very much.
But he was reluctant to let Tantai Guyuan leave, he wanted to pray that he would not leave him and stay by his side, just like before.
He originally thought that Tantai Guyuan would refuse, but he did not expect that he would agree.
When he finally went back, Tantai Guyuan didn't want to leave, just like before, he asked Zhang Lin to carry him back.
Zhang Lin looked at Tantai Guyuan's expression very naturally.
He didn't care about what just happened at all.
Zhang Lin felt a little bit bitter, he was the only one he cared about, as long as he was by his side.
Zhang Lin despises himself a little bit in his heart, but he is just so incompetent.
Zhang Lin also wanted to do the same as usual, hugged Tantai Guyuan with a smile, and walked back.
Tantai Guyuan was too sleepy on the way back, so he fell asleep on Zhang Lin's shoulder.
Zhang Lin carefully carried Tantai Guyuan back into the house.
Then he washed Tantai Guyuan as usual, and then went to bed by himself.
But this time, instead of sleeping with Tantai Guyuan in his arms like before, there was a distance between him and him.
Zhang Lin couldn't fall asleep, so he opened his eyes and looked at the roof. In the end, Tantai Guyuan, who was still asleep, rolled into Zhang Lin's arms.
Only then did Zhang Lin sleep with Tantai Guyuan in his arms: one day is one day, just find a way to keep him in the future.
In the following days, although Tantai Guyuan was still the same as before and did not show discomfort, but Zhang Lin knew that Tantai Guyuan was imitating the way he was before, and then turned to him.
Just like what Tantai Guyuan said that night, he said that his own heart is empty, he has no feelings, and he just imitates others. .
Although Zhang Lin felt uncomfortable, he was still happy, after all, he was still by his side.
Since their conversation by the two rivers, Zhang Lin has never touched Tantai Guyuan again.
Apart from Tantai Guyuan's usual initiative to kiss Zhang Lin, there is nothing else.
Zhang Lin knew that Tantai Guyuan didn't like him, he was enough with people around him, he didn't dare to make too many portraits.
In the eyes of outsiders, Tantai Guyuan and Zhang Lin are very affectionate, and they love each other all their lives until they die.
Tens of years later, it was Tantai Guyuan who died first. After Zhang Lin saw Tantai Guyuan passed away, he also came with Tantai Guyuan in his arms, inside the coffin he had prepared long ago.
Zhang Lin hugged Tantai Guyuan and closed his eyes: Forgive me for being a selfish person, sorry.
In the end, Tantai Guyuan and Zhang Lin were buried in the same coffin after death.
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