After getting the music system, I am a crazy critic in the music world

[God,

Can't you see how much I love him,

How come two people who clearly love each other,

You want to tear them apart]

The equipment is limited and the musical instruments are limited. In the video, Lin Jiasheng is just holding a guitar and playing lightly. It can be heard that there is a lack of breath in the voice, but it is only four sentences, which makes Xu Yi pause After watching the video, he paused for a while before continuing.

[God,

You must not secretly tell him,

In countless dead nights,

Someone is thinking about him]

Very simple lyrics, without any deep meaning, very simple melody, without any complicated arrangement, just like Lin Jiasheng's love for Xu Yi, it is just simple and does not contain any impurities.

He sang this song to his brother Yi, and every sentence was said to the so-called heaven, but in fact every sentence was the wish and sustenance of his beloved.

Now Xu Yi raised his legs and curled up on the chair where he sat for a whole day. It was dark outside, the moon and stars were flourishing, and the room was dark. The only light was Xu Yi's cell phone.

"Lin, you really..."

Xu Yi slightly raised his head, letting his uncontrollable tears slide down from the corners of his eyes, across his tear mole, and into his ears and hair ends.

It's just that this tear was not a tear of pain, but... but he didn't know what it represented. He just felt that after hearing the song Lin gave him, his heart felt a little... salvation in despair?

I always feel that during this period of time, he has shed all the tears for half his life... When the tears are dry, he will not cry anymore.

[You have to take good care of him in the days to come,

You can't bully him when I'm not around him,

Don't let people walk into his heart but leave him in the end,

Because I don’t want to see him cry anymore]

Don't let people walk into his heart and leave him in the end...Xu Yi was completely overwhelmed by this sentence. He was crying so loudly and in a panic. The crying that came from the middle of the night is not scary, and the joys and sorrows in the world are not complete. It doesn't connect, for example, after Luo Jinxu heard Xu Yi's cry, his mood became very bad.

How should I put it... Xiaosheng died, and he also felt very uncomfortable. The one who was in front of him was lively and energetic at the beginning, and later pretended to be cold in order to become cool... In fact, he is still a child, Luo Jinxu can be regarded as Watching him grow all the way to the end.

The kid who used to love to show off quickly grew up during the year when he got sick, he became able to hide his emotions, and used his best side to comfort the people he cared about, and he even managed to comfort the mood a few times low self.

"So... how did I survive until now..."

Luo Jinxu leaned against the railing of the corridor and slowly slid to sit on the ground, buried his cheek between his knees, sobbing silently... Always an optimist, he would be in a place where no one is there when his best friend leaves Crying secretly, but the time of sadness is very short... After all, he is a person who has to resist things.

Luo Yingdi can't fall...

……

[God,

Are you secretly watching a joke,

Knowing that I am not capable of protecting him,

let's meet

God,

Has he stopped insomnia recently?

May the myriads of the world turn into a ray of wind,

Hug him instead of me]

Lin Jiasheng, who sang this song in the video, was already a little hoarse when he was here. I don’t know if it was because of choking or other reasons, but his smile was always bright from the beginning to the end, still like the sun.

Xu Yi stopped crying, just leaned quietly on the chair, tilted his head, put on earphones, and quietly listened to his younger brother's voice. The 36 in his mind didn't speak, and silently accompanied his brother Yi.

[I hope my efforts can catch up with him,

One day I can give him a complete home,

But if you arrange for someone else to give it to him, I will bless him,

God you leave me alone,

Let him be happy first]

Will there be others?If you leave, there will be no second person, it’s hard...Xu Yi smiled when he heard it, sometimes people’s emotions are so inexplicable, the last second was crying, this second it’s already Start to smile slightly.

In a daze, Xu Yi felt that his younger brother was sitting in front of him singing, which made him close his eyes slightly...

[God,

What I've said to you these nights,

Don't accidentally tell him,

I'm afraid I'll wake him up,

God,

You must not secretly tell him,

In countless dead nights,

I still think about him]

Xu Yi, who closed his eyes, fell asleep...

……

Later, Thursday of this week is the first Thursday of autumn in 2036 this year. That day was Lin Jiasheng's funeral...Xu Yi didn't go, no...he went, but he didn't show up, and no one saw him he.

As the young son of a big company, Lin Jiasheng's funeral was not large, without any outsiders... For example, some other companies and families who wanted to use this funeral to build relationships, Lin Lin even gave the funeral directly Those people are permanently blacklisted.

Funeral gift?What do you think? ?

The cemetery where the funeral was held is a cemetery in the suburbs of Beijing and Tianjin, but the price is quite high. Usually, celebrities are buried there. There is a fiery red maple forest nearby. It should be very beautiful in normal weather. But today is cloudy.

Xu Yi was wearing a black funeral suit, and the index finger of his right hand had already been tied with thick gauze. He stood quietly in the maple forest, watching everything from a distance. He saw the one he gave to Lin. The drop earrings were buried with his ashes... nice.

He watched the funeral begin, watched the funeral end, and waited until the world returned to silence and the maple forest returned to rustling, he walked out slowly, walked to Lin Jiasheng's tombstone, and squatted down slowly...

Why did you choose this photo as a ID photo? Haha...Although Lin is still pretty, so pretty...Xu Yi raised his hand, hesitating...Touched his photo lightly, not sure if he was saying goodbye or reluctant to let go.

There was a flash of thunder in the sky, and within a few seconds, a downpour of cold rain slanted down. This was the first rain of this farewell autumn, and the weather was about to turn cold.

"call…"

It was so cold, Xu Yi felt that his heart was chilled in an instant, his gray hair was wet by the rain, and his bangs became strands sticking to his forehead.

[Brother Yi, it's raining!Let's go first]

【...】

I don't want to leave, I want to stay with him for a while longer.

Probably after a few minutes, Xu Yi felt that the ruthless cold rain pouring on him disappeared, and was replaced by a shadow above him. The blurred vision distinguished the person coming.

I don't see clearly...

"Xiao Yi, don't get caught in the rain no matter what, what if you have a fever and burn your lungs?!"

"…It is you."

Luo Tiantian... Oh no, Luo Jinxu, he is holding an umbrella for himself.

"I originally thought that I could say goodbye to him, but when the farewell came, I realized that it was just a wish. I might never forget him in this life."

"Tsk... I don't know how to comfort you, I don't have this experience, that... Are you hungry, I will treat you to dinner later?"

"No."

Xu Yi straightened up, the cold rain made his back tremble, he couldn't help but took out his cigarette case from his arms, took one in his mouth, and took a puff... Only then did he feel a rush of heat rushing through his body.

When he didn't learn it, he didn't quite understand why so many people like to smoke, but now he understands that sometimes... when you are unhappy, when you feel that the world is hopeless, or when you are cold, this thing is very useful.

"I'm leaving, see you later."

Braving the rain, step by step, seemingly without stopping, but he didn't want to stay all the time... He was forcing himself to leave.