Love from a wealthy family: Young Master Lu's wealthy wife

Chapter 220 Let go of those who can let go, and those who can't let go

When she got home, Mu Chenxi went upstairs and took off her coat, stuffed herself into the quilt, and kept crying.

Crying was useless, but there was nothing she could do but cry, and nothing but cry.

Tired of crying, her emotions gradually calmed down.

But she didn't want to think about what happened today, she subconsciously wanted to escape.

Force yourself not to think about it, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Perhaps because of her pregnancy, she was not sleepy but gradually fell asleep.

She didn't wake up until Aunt Lin told her to have dinner.

Just after waking up, the sad mood gradually magnified, and my heart was sore and painful.

With no appetite, she barely managed a few mouthfuls of food before retreating into the bedroom.

Aunt Lin looked at her pale face and swollen eyes, and felt sorry for her. She didn't say anything to persuade her to eat more. She must have lost her appetite in this situation, and she probably wanted to be alone.

At night, knowing that Jason Lu probably wouldn't come back, she pursed her lips and went to wash up briefly, then nestled back on the bed.

She was originally an emotional person, but after experiencing changes in her family, she became very rational, and because of Jason Lu, she gradually became emotional.

Changes have changed, but now she is actually a little more rational.

Lying on the bed, she couldn't help thinking about what happened today.

After a long time, it is better to say that she has accepted the reality than to say that she has figured it out.

The days that will become distorted in the future, how can the two of them continue to live?

Not only Jason Lu was unwilling, but Mu Chenxi was naturally also unwilling.

The truth is clear and understandable, but it is still difficult to let go. I love so much that it is really painful to part.

But being together will only hurt more.

Seeing the doomed future for the two of them, Mu Chenxi didn't want to think about it anymore.

She rubbed her belly, her face softened a lot.

But there was still pain and distress in her heart, she felt sorry for the baby in her stomach, his arrival at this time was obviously not the right time, but if she wanted to give up on him, Mu Chenxi was both reluctant and somewhat unable to do so.

This is the only connection between her and him, the crystallization of their love, keeping the child is also a thought.

If she gets divorced, she will lose everything again, except for a good friend like Bai Jin, the child will be her future emotional sustenance.

But if she keeps the child, she doesn't know if she is selfish, because the child is destined to be without his father's company when he is born, and it is unfair to the child to let him experience the pain of lack of father's love.

But in the current complicated relationship, Mu Chenxi suddenly couldn't figure out whether it was right or wrong for the child to stay.

Jason Lu's words from the office sounded in his ears again, he would not agree to having this child.

After thinking about it, Mu Chenxi also began to struggle.

But no matter whether the child goes or stays, the initiative is in her hands, and she suddenly felt a little lucky that she hadn't told him about the pregnancy. He didn't know the existence of the child, so things wouldn't become more complicated. .

Mu Chenxi was depressed at home for two days, and Jason Lu never showed up.

In the past two days, she has gone through the story of the two of them from beginning to end in her mind like a movie plot.

From strangeness to familiarity, from disgust to love, all the way, noisy, sad, happy, sweet, all kinds of things, in retrospect, it is not easy for the two of them to be together.

How could it be easy to let go?

But the reality is, you have to let go of what you can and what you can't let go, she admonished herself in her heart.

After that, Jason Lu didn't come back for a week, and it was obvious that he really didn't want to see him anymore.

I also imagined that he would come back to see me once, even just once, just a glance.

His avoidance, his indifference made Mu Chenxi's heart completely cold, and the unique enthusiasm for him in his heart gradually cooled down.

Those unrealistic fantasies that shouldn't be there are all shattered.

She began to wonder, when will he come back with the proposed divorce agreement?

This matter, she thought, she didn't have to rush him, he would come back by himself.

Whether it's the inside or the surface, the ice layer that melted because of him, this time because of him has been re-frozen and frozen, and he doesn't intend to reveal the softness inside.

The once indifferent and alienated expression on her face became her protective color again.

It's not that I don't care anymore, it's that I don't dare to care anymore.

She was afraid that if he continued, he would only deepen his hatred and loathe himself even more, she didn't want to do that.

She also wanted to retain some decency.

During this process, she has already made layers of psychological construction in her heart, and she is psychologically prepared for divorce.

At the same time, she has already made up her mind about the child.

There is nothing wrong with the child. Since she came here, she has a fate with her, so why should she be cruel to cut off this relationship?

She didn't intend to deliberately conceal the pregnancy, but she didn't intend to tell the truth either, just let it be.

But no matter what his attitude is when he finally finds out, she must keep this child.

If he wants to fulfill his responsibilities as a father, she will not stop him.

If he doesn't want this child, she doesn't expect anything from him.

All emotions returned to her who was indifferent and calm, just wait for him to come back with peace of mind.

During this period of time, she only needs to raise her baby with peace of mind, eat enough and wear warm clothes, and keep a good mood. She can't expect anything else. She has already recognized the reality.

Grasping what is in front of you is the greatest happiness.

Undoubtedly, this happiness was brought to her by the baby in her womb, and it was her only thought of living a good life.

A few days later, Jason Lu returned.

Mu Chenxi is reading a book on the upstairs balcony and basking in the sun, basking in the sun is good for the baby.

His originally peaceful heart finally fluctuated when his car drove into the yard.

The ears subconsciously pay attention to the movement downstairs.

Mu Chenxi's anger was aroused by her hopeless appearance, but she was quickly calmed down, and she no longer showed the slightest bit.

When the car came to a complete stop and the sound of the door closing after the man got out of the car, she raised her eyelids and glanced downstairs, just one look.

How can someone who loves so much say to let go?

Rationality pulled her back to reality. No matter how dark the tide was in her heart, the surface was still calm.

She had to do this, with restraint and forbearance.

When he entered the yard, he saw her figure. She was bathed in the sun, giving her a lazy feeling. The warm sun's rays coated her body with a layer of golden light, which was quiet and extremely beautiful.

It seems that she is doing well, he is more happy, but also a little angry.

But it's all about love, not hate.

Happy because she loves her and instinctively wants her to live a happy life, angry because she is about to get divorced and still living so comfortably, he is angry, does she not love him that much.

Thinking of something, these emotions quickly put away again, telling himself that these have nothing to do with him in the future.

She thought he would go back to the room, at least talk about the divorce if nothing else, but he didn't.

And she didn't seem to see him holding the document in his hand when he got out of the car just now.

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