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The days are short in winter and it gets dark very early.

The entire bedroom was shrouded in dark blue twilight, and gradually only silhouettes and vague outlines could be seen clearly.

Until this point, the twilight was completely dark, and the bedroom without lights was instantly plunged into darkness.

At that moment, An Xin pushed the man on her away almost uncontrollably.

She sat up suddenly, turned on the bedside lamp, covered her face, and panted unevenly. Her long hair fell down to cover most of her face.

The thin body was very stiff, and there was a slight tremor in addition to the stiffness.

The next second, the man stretched out his long arms and pulled her into his arms. His chin rested on the top of her hair. His hoarse, deep voice gently comforted her, "It's okay, take it easy, it's okay! Don't be afraid, I Here, I’m here!”

Smelling the familiar scent of the man and his warm and reassuring embrace, An Xin gradually calmed down and lowered the hand covering his face.

Lu Yinghuai originally thought she was crying, but she calmed down, her face was clean, there were no traces of tears, and even her eye circles were not red.

An Xin saw the worry in the man's eyes clearly and opened his mouth, "Lu Yinghuai, I'm hungry."

"Then I'll bring the food and eat it with you in the bedroom?"

She nodded silently.

The man then let go of her, stood up, and before leaving, he raised his hand to touch her hair, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, and said in a low voice, "Wait for me for a while, I'll be back soon."

Turning around and going out, he turned on the chandelier on the ceiling when he was at the door, and the bedroom suddenly became brighter.

After the sound of his footsteps disappeared, An Xin changed his expression, covered his mouth, rolled off the bed, and rushed into the bathroom.

Turning on the faucet of the sink, her stomach was churning and she vomited violently. When she couldn't vomit anything more, An Xin took the cold water with her hand and splashed it all on her face.

The cold touch stimulated her nerves, but she seemed to not feel it. She splashed it several times in succession, as if this was the only way to wake up.

After 3 minutes, she turned off the faucet and looked up at the person in the mirror.

That face was young and delicate, when collagen was abundant, but it looked very pale, and there were tears at the end of the eyes due to violent vomiting, and they were also a little red.

Why... why?

She had already figured it out and looked away. She had even rolled on the bed with Lu Yinghuai so many times. She thought she no longer cared about those things, so why was she still affected by it?

*

When Lu Yinghuai brought the dinner, the woman had already done it and was familiar with it. She was sitting quietly on the sofa with her mobile phone in her hand, not knowing what she was looking at.

She seemed quiet and nothing out of the ordinary.

But...the strange thing is that it's too quiet——

Quietness sometimes does not mean being silent and making no noise. Sometimes, even in a busy city, people can feel quiet.Silence itself is a pure and pure feeling.

Lu Yinghuai served her a bowl of soup, and she drank the soup.

He handed her the chopsticks and she started eating.

Lu Yinghuai just watched her eat, his eyes always glued to her body, and he didn't touch anything.

But An Xin didn't say anything, or in other words, she didn't seem to notice at all.

Until the man's deep voice spoke calmly, "I called the doctor just now and he said..."

As soon as he stood up, he saw An An's hand holding the chopsticks suddenly stopped, and the joints of his fingers became extremely stiff in an instant.

He looked down at her, emphasized very lightly, and spoke slowly, "He said that suddenly remembering something you have forgotten for a long time will have a huge impact, so you should not rush to relieve such symptoms. Don’t rush to draw conclusions about this, let alone put pressure on yourself, just let nature take its course.”

An Xin's tension and stiffness eased a little, but only a little.

He reached out and picked up another piece of green vegetables and put it into the bowl, but he didn't eat it. Instead, he poked at it. His tone was calm, but he hid all his care inside, "What if... I've always been like that?"

Lu Yinghuai said without thinking, "No, any situation can be alleviated, and the same can be done for you. Besides, even if you are really like that, it doesn't matter, I can..."

"No, Lu Yinghuai, you don't know yet." An Xin interrupted him, "When my condition was at its most serious, I was still young and there was only Wan Wan around me, so not many people knew what I was like... Once, I sat on the edge of the bed and looked outside. At that time, we were still living in a small rented house, a single room. From the window, we could see the bedroom opposite. There was a sister who was older than us living in that bedroom. , she must have called her boyfriend back that day. The two of them were so intense that they even forgot to close the curtains and started. I was watching from the bedside and felt very sick. I was so sick that I vomited. The sound was so loud that it alarmed the sister across the street. She looked at me with disgust and resentment, and then closed the curtains..."

Having said this, An An paused, closed his eyes, and softened his voice, "Later, whenever I see a similar scene, even a sex scene on TV, I will think of everything that happened that night, and then I can't restrain myself. I feel nauseous and nauseous, and I have to vomit everything in my stomach to feel better."

The green vegetables in the bowl were almost turned into foam by her chopsticks, but she seemed to realize it, "Later I couldn't stand it anymore, so I thought about dying, and then I tried to commit suicide again and again. . The last and most serious time..." She stretched out her hand, revealing the hand wearing the watch, as well as the slender scar on the wrist that was no longer obvious, "I almost cut my wrist directly. It fell off, and the sheets and quilts were all wet with blood. If I hadn't been worried about me while working late at night, and ran back in the middle of the night, I would have really died. It was also that time, Wanwan was so frightened that she had to fight for life or death. Dragging me to undergo hypnosis. I was unwilling at first, but later Wanwan lied to me and said he was taking me to see a doctor. But when I got there, the doctor asked me to lie down, and I woke up again as soon as I lay down... Later, I I thought I was just too conservative and didn't like being too close to a man before getting married, so I didn't think much about it. If you hadn't brought up hypnosis this time, I would have forgotten that this happened..."

ridiculous!

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