Seeing Chi Mo thinking about himself wholeheartedly, An Xin's eyes were slightly red, "What about you, Mo Mo? You obviously still love Lu Yu, right? Why did you avoid him and come to Yuncheng? He was leaving to inherit Haicheng Why didn’t you choose to go with him when the Lu family’s property was being collected?”

Although if Chi Mo had chosen to be with him at that time, he would most likely be missing now. She didn't really want anything to happen to her. She just wanted to know what kind of mentality she had towards Lu Yu between Chi Mo and Lu Yu.

The smile on Chi Mo's face faded inch by inch, and the whole person fell silent.

She lowered her head and looked at her fingers.

Chi Mo's fingers are very beautiful. They are clean, slender, and fair. At first glance, they look like the kind of fingers that a pampered girl would have. They don't even have any calluses on the joints of people who are used to doing designs. It can be seen that they are usually beautiful. A lot of effort was put into maintaining it.

On the ring finger of her left hand, she also wore a wedding ring.

Chi Mo turned the ring unconsciously with the index finger and thumb of his right hand.

After a long time, she smiled faintly, "I have actually seriously considered getting divorced and continuing to live together like this for the rest of my life. I also thought that maybe whether it is noisy or respectful, we are still living as husband and wife. A state. As long as two people get along for a long enough time, love and hate will definitely become very weak. We can also grow old together like most ordinary and ordinary couples. But I think I have thought about all the possibilities, but I never thought that he would die so young and die in front of me for so many years. Before he left, his son shouted at me angrily because I was unwilling to see him off, saying that if I alone If I don’t return to Kyoto by the end of the week, he will come back and take me back, but now..."

In the end, all the words turned into a mocking chuckle.

Man's mouth, liar ghost!

There really isn’t a single thing that can be counted.

But does she really love Lu Yu?

She couldn't tell. It seemed too late to say whether she loved him or not.

She originally thought that she was just tired, and whether she loved him or not, she had lost her determination to grow old with him.

But in the past few days, she still couldn't help thinking that if she hadn't come to Yuncheng, then he wouldn't have followed.

If he hadn't followed him, he wouldn't have met Lu Yinghuai, and he wouldn't have suddenly wanted to go back and inherit the family business.

If he didn't want to go back and inherit the family business, he wouldn't have to go to Haicheng, and maybe he wouldn't encounter that kind of thing.

Or, if only she had gone to Haicheng with him, they would have died together and wouldn't have to face the loneliness alone.

She once asked him, after three years of marriage, apart from hating each other, what was left between them?

Everyone said that she was a big-hearted foodie who didn't care about anything except eating, and she was as cheerful as a little fool all day long.

But even a fool like her gradually became calmer and calmer after long-term torture with Lu Yu, and became no longer heartless.

In fact, before getting married, she had always thought that Lu Yu was that kind of personable gentleman.

She was good-looking, had good character and education, and seemed to be kind and polite to everyone. She once felt that it would be a very happy thing to spend her life with such a person.

But she can't even remember now why they became so noisy and noisy after they got married, and they would get into fights over trivial things every day.It seems that if I don't have a fight every day, it won't feel like being wrapped up all day long.

Later, she finally got tired of arguing and wanted to end this endless torture, so she told him that she had given up and didn't want to deal with him anymore. He couldn't afford to offend her and hid from the head office.So she began to solve various unexpected jobs after leaving Kyoto, and traveled all over the country.

Even if there were things that she was not responsible for, as long as she could get out of that one-third of an acre of land, she would grab it.

She originally thought she was cruel enough, but who knew he was even crueler, so she just died.

Come to think of it, it's really ironic.

Sometimes Chi Mo couldn't help but ask viciously, "If he is going to die, why can't he divorce her first and then die?" He has already secretly tampered with condoms and tried every means to leave a seed in her belly. In the end, they had to take them away together. I don’t know what they were trying to do.

She didn't know what heinous and unjust things she did to him in her previous life, and she would pay him back like this in this life.

But no matter how much she hated or complained, he would never be able to survive again.

And she...

It hurts, it hurts, like being skinned and cramped, it hurts beyond belief.

Seeing her like that, An Xin couldn't help but sigh and smiled bitterly, "It seems that different people will always have different misfortunes."

Chi Mo and Lu Yu are a good match, but they don't love each other.When I found love, there was a separation between yin and yang.

And she and Lu Yinghuai... tried hard to get back together, but all kinds of strange and unimaginable difficulties always came up between them.

Chi Mo raised his head, looked out the window with falling snow, and sighed softly like a whisper, "Yes... in life, you can never live up to your heart, and there will always be regrets of one kind or another. If it's not like this, it will be like that, always. There’s no escaping it.”

An Xin looked at her pale face with obvious pain, "Well, can I ask you something?"

Chi Mo withdrew his gaze and looked at her again, with a hint of cold resistance in his calm eyes, "In fact, there is not much to say about the past between him and me. It was just a man and woman who should not have been tied together. We were forced to be tied together for some reasons. I loved him but he didn't love me. At first, I tried my best to get close to him, thinking that I could melt him with my passion. Later I discovered that not everything in this world is Everyone can be moved, so he stopped thinking and thought of just letting it go. But he got angry again and insisted on chasing me and refused to agree."

"But if he really doesn't love you, no matter how forced it is, it's impossible to make a man agree to marry a woman..." An Xin smiled and looked into Chi Mo's eyes, "And he won't let go since he's clinging to you. , I care about you after all.”

Chi Mo smiled and said quietly, "Maybe, he is dead now anyway, and no one will know what he is thinking."

An Xin raised his eyes suddenly, "What if there is still a chance?"

"What?" Chi Mo was stunned for a moment and looked at her.

An Xin met her eyes and said seriously, "I mean, if you still have a chance to ask him what he thinks, what if he is not dead?"

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