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"Why? Why? Why can you stay with Zhou Qian every day, but you don't even want to see me? Why? Why?..." Zhang Yingying became more and more excited as she spoke, and kept questioning Qin Feng.

Qin Feng turned to look at the excited Zhang Yingying, only to see tears in her eyes.

Qin Feng turned his head silently, looked out the window, and continued smoking.

Zhang Yingying braked and stopped the car on the side of the road, reaching out to hold Qin Feng's hand: "I'm sorry, Qin Feng, I really don't want to do this, I don't want to embarrass you, and I don't mean to threaten you, I just want to see you, I want you to accompany me..."

"I was wrong, I swear, I will never do this again..." Zhang Yingying kept apologizing to Qin Feng because she felt that Qin Feng was really angry this time.

Qin Feng didn't say anything the whole time. He just sat there smoking, one puff after another.

Seeing that Qin Feng remained silent, Zhang Yingying suddenly unbuckled her seat belt, turned sideways, hugged Qin Feng, held Qin Feng's face and wanted to kiss him, but was pushed away by Qin Feng.

"Yingying, let's call it a day!" Qin Feng finally said the first sentence.

Zhang Yingying was petrified. She looked at Qin Feng in disbelief and asked, "Why? I've already said that I won't force you like this again. I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. I won't do it again..."

"This is not the root of the problem." Qin Feng shook his head.

"What is the root of the problem?" Zhang Yingying asked again.

"The root of the problem is that it was a mistake for the two of us to be together in the first place. Now we are just going further and further down the wrong path. If we continue like this, there will never be an end, and we will only make one mistake after another."

"What's wrong? Why is it wrong? Why is being with me wrong, but being with Zhou Qian is right? Why?" Zhang Yingying became excited again.

"Qin Feng, don't forget that your current wife is not her. She is just your ex-wife. Just like me, being with her is also an affair, and you are also betraying Hong Yue."

"Why? How am I inferior to Zhou Qian? Yes, she is rich, she is the richest woman, but I am not poor either. How much money do you want? I can give you as much as you want. If you can't afford it, I can earn it. As long as you say..." Zhang Yingying's words became more and more outrageous.

"That's enough, Zhang Yingying, you're going too far." Qin Feng roared.

"I went too far? Qin Feng, am I going too far or are you going too far?"

"Why didn't you say stop when you fucking slept with me? Why didn't you say stop when you asked me to help you..."

"I've given you everything, my body, my heart, everything. I have nothing left. Now you tell me to stop here? Have you ever thought about whether I can continue to live without you?"

Zhang Yingying's emotions were completely out of control. She yelled at Qin Feng, her face full of tears and even swearing.

Hearing this, Qin Feng's hands began to tremble. He took out a cigarette from his pocket again, put it in his mouth and lit it, but his lips holding the cigarette were trembling a little. Every word Zhang Yingying said pierced his heart.

"I'm sorry!" Qin Feng said this after a long time.

"I don't want you to say sorry to me, I don't need your apology, I just want to be with you, what I want is you..."

"Yingying, I'm sorry. I owe you a lot. But no matter how much I owe you, there are some things I have to say. We can't go on like this." Qin Feng was very firm this time.

"Why? Tell me, why? What did I do wrong?"

"It's not you who is wrong, it's me. Yingying, I love Zhou Qian, I can't do anything to let her down again, I'm sorry!" After Qin Feng said this, he opened the car door and prepared to get out. He was afraid that if he stayed with Zhang Yingying any longer, his will would be destroyed again.

"What kind of magic potion did Zhou Qian give you? Why are you so obsessed with her? Did she ask you to leave me?" Zhang Yingying grabbed Qin Feng.

Qin Feng shook his head: "Yingying, I just realized something recently. Love is selfish and heartless. If I continue to be so unclear with you, it will not be good for you, but will hurt you. It will hurt you, me, and everyone else, because we are destined to have no result."

"Forget me, start your new life, and find your own happiness. I will pay you back... in the next life. I'm sorry!" Qin Feng got out of the car directly.

"Qin Feng, if you dare to leave today, I will report you to the Discipline Inspection Commission tomorrow. I will report you for raping me and playing with me..." Zhang Yingying also opened the car door and got out, shouting at Qin Feng's back.

Qin Feng stopped but did not look back: "If you really report me, I won't blame you, because this is my own mistake and I should accept the punishment."

After Qin Feng said this, he continued walking back.

"Qin Feng...Qin Feng...don't go...I'm just scaring you..." Zhang Yingying shouted.

But Qin Feng did not stop or look back.

At this time, the sky, which had been blowing a north wind, suddenly began to snowflakes, which became bigger and bigger until the sky was covered with heavy snow.

Qin Feng's face turned red due to the wind. He wrapped himself in his coat, put his hands in his pockets, held a cigarette that had long been extinguished in his mouth, and his hair and clothes were covered with snowflakes.

Qin Feng walked against the wind towards Zhou Qian's residential area. Qin Feng's eyes were wet, not sure if it was because of the wind or because of his own feelings.

Regardless of whether Qin Feng admits it or not, he has feelings for Zhang Yingying. He also knows that it is wrong for him to leave Zhang Yingying at this time. This is unfair to Zhang Yingying and a huge blow.

Qin Feng knew how much Zhang Yingying loved him. For him, Zhang Yingying gave almost everything.

But Qin Feng also knew in his heart that he and Zhang Yingying were destined to have no results, and that being with Zhang Yingying was a mistake in itself. He used to be indecisive and kept hesitating because he was afraid of hurting Zhang Yingying. But Zhou Qian's words that day made Qin Feng wake up completely.

Zhou Qian's unconditional trust in Qin Feng made Qin Feng completely ashamed, and he also realized how much harm he had done to Zhou Qian. From that moment on, Qin Feng made up his mind to sever all ties with Zhang Yingying.

One has to say that Zhou Qian's methods were very clever. She had actually known about the unclear relationship between Qin Feng and Zhang Yingying a long time ago, but she had always pretended not to know. Even when the facts were laid out in front of her that night, she continued to pretend that she knew nothing and firmly believed in Qin Feng.

This move was too damaging to Qin Feng, far more so than if she had exposed him in person and asked him to make a choice. This directly led to Qin Feng's determination to cut ties with Zhang Yingying without hesitation.