Pregnant with the president's cub after escaping marriage

She wiped away her tears almost subconsciously.

Pretend that nothing is wrong.

"You, aren't you here?" An Lu said nervously.

Shen Zhiqian said, "Yunyun told me that you don't want to see me, but I think we will have to face each other sooner or later, so it's better to meet without warning."

An Lu was relieved quickly.

She said, "Same."

Shen Zhiqian looked at her and said, "You don't have to feel embarrassed or embarrassed. There is no need for us to see each other."

An Lu pulled her lips and snorted lightly.

"Actually, Xingxing doesn't cry much. Although the new nanny she found is not Xingxing's biological mother, she is very dedicated and professional. Xingxing is well taken care of by her. The reason why I say this is to let Yunyun I want to convey to you a purpose that makes you worry because the stars are not stable."

An Lu looked up at him, "When did you become so scheming?"

Shen Zhiqian asked, "Is this a conspiracy? I just tried every means to get you back, back to me, back to the stars. If you say I am selfish, I admit that I am selfish."

Without waiting for An Lu to respond, he continued, "Please believe me, give me, give you, give Xingxing a chance."

An Lu closed her eyes and responded softly but clearly, "Yes."

"You go outside for a while and I'll pour you a glass of water. The stars won't wake up yet."

Shen Zhiqian turned around and walked to the living room.

The nanny has been sent away by him.

There is no one at home now.

Anlu sat on the sofa.

Shen Zhiqian poured her a glass of water.

He sat opposite Anlu.

The atmosphere between the two was somewhat awkward.

Shen Zhiqian asked for words, "You must be worried when you hear Xingxing cry, right?"

An Lu nodded honestly, she was indeed worried.

"You wouldn't have been like this before." An Lu said.

She picked up the water glass in front of her, held it tightly in her hand, and said, "Do people change?"

"Everyone will experience a lot of things. After experiencing more things, the state of mind will mature, and the personality will change to some extent. Was I too immature before? I couldn't give you a sense of security?" Shen Zhiqian asked.

An Lu shook her head, "You used to be kind and simple."

"Still not mature enough and firm enough." Shen Zhiqian added.

He looked at An Lu seriously and said, "I won't do it again. Trust me."

An Lu looked up at him.

Her hand holding the cup tightened.

The fingertips are white, and the mood is self-evident.

"I know you've always been a good person."

Shen Zhiqian smiled, "You still think highly of me."

The atmosphere gradually became harmonious.

This time the stars cried.

The two got up almost at the same time.

Shen Zhiqian said, "Let's go together."

An Lu nodded.

They go to the room together.

Shen Zhiqian stood aside and had no intention of hugging the stars.

He knew Anlu must have wanted a child.

Sure enough, Anlu eagerly picked up the child.

She pressed her daughter's soft little cheek and said, "Baby, do you miss me? I miss you very much."

I don’t know if mother and son are connected.

The stars actually stopped crying.

Still looking at her with his big eyes open.

"It seems that you haven't forgotten me."

Anlu said happily.

Shen Zhiqian said, "You are her mother. She will never forget you. It was you who gave her the opportunity to come into this world."

An Lu lowered her head and looked at her daughter, "I once thought about not wanting her, but now I think about how bad I am."

Shen Zhiqian was a little surprised.

She actually still had this idea.

"Why did you stay again?" he asked in a low voice.

An Lu didn't shy away from it, "Because of Yang Mingshuo."

She did it on purpose.

The purpose was to see if Shen Zhiqian cared.

Seeing a slight change in his expression, she asked, "Do you care? He is my past. If you are with me, you will have to face my past all the time. Have you really considered it?"

Shen Zhiqian said, "I'm just surprised that you actually thought about not wanting the stars. It's not that you mind. Don't think it's useless."

Anlu said, "He asked me to stay."

Not a test this time.

But he wanted to tell Shen Zhiqian that Yang Mingshuo was a good person.

Shen Zhiqian said, "I know."

……

the next day.

Song Yunyun and An Lu went to see a psychiatrist together.

An Lu said, "Yesterday I met Shen Zhiqian."

Song Yunyun was not surprised and asked, "How do you feel?"

An Lu pondered for a moment and commented, "He has changed a lot."

Song Yunyun smiled and asked, "Has he gotten better or worse? Do you like him now or before?"

After thinking for a while I said, "It's different."

In the past, Shen Zhiqian and Sunshine were both studying medicine and had many topics to talk about.



Now Shen Zhiqian can actually give people a sense of security and feel that he can resist trouble.

Song Yunyun said, "Sure enough, the more you temper yourself, the more mature you will become."

Anlu agreed, "Yes."

If he could do this from the beginning, maybe there wouldn't be so much distance between them.

"I'll go in by myself." An Lu said.

Song Yunyun respected her decision and nodded, "I'll wait for you outside."

An Lu said, "OK."

She walked to the door, raised her hand and knocked on the door. 166 novels

There was a voice inside, and she opened the door and walked in.

The room is bright and simple.

A large table with only a few books on it.

A young man with eyes sits there.

He was very gentle, "An Lu?"

An Lu nodded.

He raised his hand and said, "Sit."

Anlu sat on the chair.

The psychiatrist said, "Dr. Song told me a little bit about your situation."

An Lu nodded.

"Can you accept my more detailed questions?" he asked.

An Lu nodded again.

The doctor opened the book in his hand and asked casually, "How many people have assaulted you?"

An Lu's hand on her leg was held tightly.

She was visibly nervous.

The doctor said, "Don't be afraid. Although the memories are painful, only by facing the past can you completely let go. You don't know me, so speak to me boldly. Tell me everything you want to say and what you are afraid of."

An Lu closed her eyes...

Painful images popped into my mind.

Scene after scene, so clear.

She was in so much pain that her body was shaking.

She was really scared.

"At that time, I only had one thought: I would not survive."

The doctor nodded.

"Is it true that now, when a man approaches you, you will be very repulsive, and you will unconsciously think of what happened that day, and you will be very repulsive and find it difficult to accept it?"

An Lu nodded, "Yes."

"Do you have a lover? Now? The man you like now." The doctor asked.

An Lu fell into silence.

She was thinking about her feelings for Shen Zhiqian.

She shook her head, "It doesn't count as love."

"How do you say this?"

An Lu said, "I did love and like him before, but now, I always feel that I am no longer in the same world as him. He is still him. Shen Zhiqian is better, but I am a mess. I Not worthy of him."

"So, you are denying yourself. When you say you don't love him anymore, it doesn't mean you don't love him anymore. You just feel that you are not good enough for him. You are just denying yourself."