end of ten days.

My name is Xiao Ran.

I lied.

How could I accompany a child and wait for parents?Am I fucking stupid?

But so what?

I ask you, so what if I lied?

It's really interesting, is there anyone in this world who hasn't told a lie...

In the face of a group of vicious strangers, it is the strangest person to spend their heart and soul with them.

I'm not stupid, I naturally know what to do.

In the third year of junior high school, a group of sisters and I were "greeting" a newly transferred girl from other places in the toilet. She stripped all her clothes, and when I was about to burn her arm with a cigarette, she suddenly rushed up and threw me down. .

I've never been frightened like this in my life.

A transfer from another place, why should she touch me?

Seeing her beating me fiercely, none of the sisters beside me dared to step forward to stop her. At that time, my heart was very cold.

This "greeting" ended badly.

In the next few days, things developed a little strangely.

I found that girls from other places were not isolated. Gradually, many sisters made friends with her, but no one paid attention to me.

Why?

What about our girlfriends?

After thinking about it all night, I finally understood this truth.

Whoever is more ruthless will have friends.

But how do I get tougher?

The next day, I got on Qu Ge's motorcycle.

Brother Qu is a man of the hour at the gate of the school.

He took a lot of younger brothers to wander around the gate of our school all day long. They always parked their motorcycles and stood there smoking. Brother Qu's bloated figure and bald head full of wrinkles made him stand out in the crowd.

I remember they would ask some passing students for money from time to time.

In the whole school, no one dared to provoke him, whether it was a teacher or a student.

Isn't that exactly my best goal?

When I got on Qu Ge's motorcycle, I found that the students at the school gate were all looking at me.

They are envious of me.

I can get to know people in society, but they can't.

I was so smart that I figured it out right away.

We had a lot of fun that night. Brother Qu asked many brothers to drink with me. I drank a lot without spending a penny. It seems that Brother Qu really regarded me as a younger sister.

Brother Qu asked me to sleep with him, and I agreed without thinking.

This process was a bit uncomfortable, and I don't want to think about it again.

The next day, Brother Qu and his brother helped me breathe a sigh of relief.

That foreign girl, those my former best friends, all called me "Sister" under the greeting of iron rods and fists.

Brother Qu once said that it would be very comfortable for me to sleep with him, but now I feel ten thousand times more comfortable than then.

Seeing Brother Qu and the others still not enjoying themselves after beating up, I think I understand what they mean.

I went forward to tear off the school uniforms of those sluts, and let everyone take pictures at will, and then I carefully selected a few photos and posted them on the school's forum.

Now that you are big stars, this is what happens when you mess with me, Xiao Ran.

From this day on, I am the "King" in the school, no one dares to provoke me, and no one dares not to listen to me.

This is how I want to feel.

Unfortunately, happy times are short-lived.

When I saw my senior high school entrance examination score of 182, I knew that my junior high school time was over.

When I went home that day, the old men and women who usually quarreled all day were frowning at home.

I don't understand, isn't it just a test?

182 points, I've done well enough, what else do they want?

I have also taken the test with a score worse than 182, and I don't worry about it. What are they worried about?

"Xiao Ran... What do you think you will do in the future?" The old woman cried and said to me, "You can't even go to high school, what do you think you will do in this life?"

"What's wrong with not being able to go to high school?" I asked angrily, "I don't want to go to school anyway, I'm going to do business with Brother Qu."

The old man slapped the table hard when he heard these words.

"What bullshit are you talking about?!" He said viciously to me, "I told you not to associate with that Qu Qiang long ago, what kind of a good man is he? You are only 15 years old this year! He can't even support himself, why? Maybe take you to do business?"

"You want to care?!" I also stared at him angrily, "Brother Qu is much better than you, what use are you two other than fighting at home?"

"You...you...!" The old man pointed at me, trembling all over.

I also ignored him, slammed the door and left.

I am not planning to go home in the days to come, I am planning to spend time with Brother Qu.

During that summer vacation, I stayed with Brother Qu every day. I ate his food and spent his money. He didn't complain, he just wanted to sleep with me.

Wouldn't that be nice?

I don't have to pay anything, but I get a lot.

I thought that ten-square-meter rental house would be the rest of my life.

But I was still wrong.

During my third abortion, Brother Qu was arrested.

He was sentenced to six years for voluntary injury and robbery.

I lived in the rental house for another half a month, and it wasn't until the landlord came to press for the rent that I realized that I had no money.

My happy life is over.

I couldn't live on the street, so I had to go back home.

The old woman didn't blame me, she just looked at me and kept crying.

She said that the two of them borrowed a lot of money to establish a relationship so that I could go to a vocational high school in the town.

She said that the rest of the day can only depend on me.

She said that she must let me learn a craft, so that I will not starve to death for the rest of my life.

She said this, said that, and it made me upset.

Am I not expressing clearly?I don't want to go to school anymore!

What is the use of going to school?

But I really have nowhere to go.

Brother Qu's men are scattered like birds and beasts, and none of them can be contacted. I have no money, no place to live, and no one who can protect me.

On the first day of school, I still went to school.

Because the old woman said she would only give me money if I came to school.

My major is kindergarten teacher.

These three years have caused me great pain.

After entering the vocational high school, everyone seems to have changed. The comparison among each other is not who is more powerful, who knows more people in the society, but whose mobile phone is more expensive, whose cosmetics are easy to use.

But I don't have any of those things, and my broken phone is four years old.

"What's your name?" the girl at my desk asked me.

"Xiao Ran."

"My name is Chen Ting." The girl said with a smile, "Do you like children too?"

"Like... children?"

What kind of weird question is this, how could I like children?

I have had three abortions, and what I hate the most in my life are children.

"That's right." I nodded with a smirk.

"The children are so cute. I have wanted to be a kindergarten teacher since I was a child. I think this job is very suitable for me."

Chen Ting looks very happy, but I feel that she is disgusting.

What is she pretending to be?

Soon, she took out her mobile phone and shared photos of her brother with me. She kept introducing how cute her brother was, and only then did I understand her real purpose.

She is showing off the phone.

I'm so smart, I can always see the essence of things in an instant.

I pretended to cooperate and answered a few words. When Chen Ting went to the bathroom during the break, I dialed her mobile phone from the hole in the table to the ground, and then lay down on the table and pretended to sleep.

Sure enough, expensive mobile phones are fragile. When Chen Ting saw the screen of the mobile phone was broken, she looked very sad.

I smiled while reassuring her.

You deserve it, who told you to show off in front of me?