end of ten days.

After listening to my words, Xiao Sun was obviously stunned.

"Sister Zhang...what, what are you going to do?" He said in a daze, "Stop your thoughts immediately! You can't ruin your life for that scumbag!"

"Yes, I am destroying my own life, but my life did not start to be destroyed now." I said to Xiao Sun with a look of despair, "So you don't need to participate in this matter, I will do it myself .”

"what?"

"I bet everything on myself, and even if it costs me, I will never regret it."

I will never let him go to jail.

I want him to die.

Xiao Sun was silent for a long time after hearing this, and squeezed out a sentence from his throat: "Sister Zhang, as I said, no matter what I do, I want to be with you. If you live in peace, I will also be in peace... ...If you take the risk, then I will also..."

"Don't be stupid!" I looked at him with some despair, "Don't you understand? I'm a monster!!"

"Where are you a monster?!" Xiao Sun was also a little anxious, "You are just someone who is struggling, sister Zhang, don't take all these encounters as your fault."

"You don't understand at all... I am no longer the original me, I am not worthy of love in this life, I am an extremely dirty woman!!"

Those nightmarish scenes flashed through my mind, making me dizzy.

"What nonsense are you talking about!?" Xiao Sun narrowed his eyes and looked at me very seriously, "Sister, that man raped you, he should be the one who is so filthy, right?! He should be the one who was reviled and tortured. Why are you accused and punished by the law? You are just a victim! Is the victim guilty?!"

Ah……

Yes, I am a victim.

But in this society, how many people are willing to accept a woman who has been raped?

How many people would look at women who have been raped without colored glasses?

What difference does it make if I am a victim or not?

This is my original sin as Zhang Laidi, and it has nothing to do with anyone.

Once this matter gets out, my union with Xiao Sun will receive strange looks from countless people, and it will be unfair to him.

He was a young and promising lawyer with a handsome appearance and a gentle and sunny personality, but he found an old woman who was sinister, vicious, gloomy and raped.

Ridiculous, too ridiculous.

If I were a passerby, I would definitely look down on him.

He is so good, he is too dazzling.

And what am I?

I am a monster who has grown up completely, with an extremely cold heart, and the sun will not have any ripples when it shines on me.

"Sister Zhang, although I know it's inappropriate to say such things now...but I've made up my mind long ago that I want to accompany you through the rest of my life." With tears in his eyes, Xiao Sun said with a wry smile, "If If you make a dangerous decision, I... will also accompany you."

"Even if my life is short, will you be with me?" I asked coldly.

"Yes, if you want to kill someone, then I will accompany you too." He said, "We will be sentenced together and leave this world."

I stared into Xiao Sun's eyes for a long time, then slowly lowered my head, why...

A sense of helplessness lingered all over me.

I want to kill the butcher surnamed Ma with my own hands, but I can't hurt Xiaosun.

It has nothing to do with him, it's not fair to him.

"Xiao Sun, can you leave me alone?" I asked, "You will never understand my life, so how will you accompany me through it?"

"Sister Zhang, we have been together for many years, and I understand you." Xiao Sun said, "You just want to be treated as an ordinary person by others. Such a request is really not high. No matter what you have encountered before It's fair, I will pay you twice as much in the days to come, so that you, and us, can go through this world without leaving any regrets."

I sat on the bed curled up and buried my head in my knees.

This in the end is why?

Some people can unconditionally cast all malice on me, and some people can treat me recklessly, what is going on with the "scale" in this world...?

God, do you want to torture me, or save me?

Why do you build up a fortress of hope for me again and again, and then let it collapse again and again?

I can't figure it out, I just know that Xiao Sun can't be hurt, it's not fair to him.

"I... I won't go." I shook my head and said, "I give up, I don't want anything to happen to you."

"Really?!" Xiao Sun looked at me overjoyed, "Sister Zhang, have you figured it out?"

"Hmm..." I nodded with a wry smile, "Let's call the police."

……

In the days that followed, I took care of my body with peace of mind, and Mengmeng took care of all the affairs of the law firm, while Xiaosun took over the case against the horse butcher with full authority.

Due to the conclusive and bad nature of the evidence, the police quickly launched an operation. They broke into the horse butcher's house in the dark and arrested him directly.

All the photos about me stored in his mobile phone were also handed over to me. I didn't want to see them any more, so I could only endure the disgust and delete them all.

Yes, if I'm willing to go the legal route, everything will work out that way.

These days, Xiao Sun has been busy for me, which makes me feel a little distressed.When I offered to pay him a lawyer's fee, he refused with righteous words.

He said he wasn't fighting a lawsuit, he was just doing a friend a favor.

He is really a good person and also the second light in my life.

Except for Teacher Ning Wan'er, there is no one in this world who has shown me kindness without trying to return it.

He understands all my feelings, takes care of all my thoughts, and treats me as a unique person in this world.

This feeling is too illusory.

I always wonder if I can really meet such a good person.

Two months later, I went to Xiao Sun's house for the first time as a girlfriend and formally met with his parents and sister.

No, I shouldn't call him Xiaosun.

He is my boyfriend, Sun Jiaqi.

Jiaqi's parents are no different from what I remember. After learning that I was his girlfriend, they happily prepared a large table of dishes. Her sister also likes me very much as sister-in-law, and has been pulling me My arm is in a dragon formation with me.

Watching her hold my hand, I felt a little uncomfortable. It's been so long, and I'm still not used to people touching me.

Even if the other party is a sunny and cheerful girl.

"Don't hold on to Chenze all the time..." Jiaqi carefully rescued me, "You hold on to sister-in-law, how does sister-in-law eat?"

"I don't care~" the younger sister said coquettishly, "I finally have a sister-in-law! I want to tell my sister-in-law all the embarrassing things about my brother's childhood!"

This family atmosphere is like heaven.