Team villains except me

"Kalan, what are your dreams?"

"Money has power."

"..."

"Why do you look like this? Caritan, don't look down on my dreams!"

"I didn't look down on it."

"Hmph. Then what is your dream?"

"Gives you power and money?"

"Caritan, I will realize my dream by myself. Please have your own vision for the future."

"Ah. I want to open a theater."

"Theatre? What theater?"

"Or the pub."

"Caritan, how can your dream change all of a sudden! But whether it is a theater or a tavern, it requires a lot of money."

"Yeah. But I'm a very powerful magician."

"...Indeed. Caritan, it would have been better if you had not come to Chachas. If you had not come to Chachas, you would be a super-powerful and rich magician now."

"But if I don't come to Chachas, I will starve to death outside. And if I'm not in Chachas, I may not be able to awaken the water magic."

"That's true. Caritan, do you regret it?"

"Regret what?"

"Everything. Magic that cannot be revealed, unfair treatment..."

"No. Kallan, I never regret the facts."

"Well... I should say that it's you, Caritan, you really look like a mature adult."

"You will also mature one day. Kalan little dwarf raw bean."

"...I'm already very tall!"

"Kalan, yelling is childish."

"I will mature one day! One day!"

"It's very exciting. What will make you mature?"

"Maybe it's you, Caritan."

"Why do you say that?"

"……nothing."

"Why do you say that?"

"Caritan, are you the Image Stone!"

"No, I am a magician. A very powerful magician."

"...I know you are super powerful. I hope you will also be a good magician outside in the future."

"Why do you say that?"

"Sister Image Stone, you don't need to understand what it means."

"Why? I want to know."

"It's nothing. Caritan, I promise you will be a good magician outside."

"A good magician?"

"Bad ones will do, too. That's not the point of my promise to you."

"Why do you say that?"

"...Caritan, you did it on purpose!"

"Yes. You just found out."

"You're so childish, Caritan."

"I'm not naive. Kalan, little dwarf Doudou, do you regret it?"

"You're just so naive! You told me I'm tall...what do you regret?"

"do not know."

"Then you ask me?"

"Yeah. Haha."

"Caritan! You!"

"Kalan."

"...What are you doing? Why are you so serious all of a sudden?"

"Kalan, I'll give you the chance to regret."

"What? Caritan, you're so weird."

"Why do you say that?"

"...Caritan, if you were reincarnated, you should be an image stone."

……

At this moment, Kalan remembered a very ordinary chat between him and Caritan a long time ago.

Only now did he understand what the "opportunity to regret" meant.

He slowly took the hand Caritan held out to him.

Caritan's hands were cold.

Cold, like tears falling as dawn approaches.

…He had cried many times.

For father, for mother, for Caritan.

And now, he didn't even have a reason to cry.

He had remembered everything.

-

Kalan was very tired from living in the Golden Maple Leaf Nursing Home. He resisted and felt guilty for such a solid and boring life.

That was achieved at the expense of Caritan's freedom. And he is the bargaining chip that Chachas uses to take advantage of Caritan.

His pain is that he is not afraid to leave this world, even that is a kind of happiness for him. He loved Caritan, he could sacrifice himself for Caritan, but Caritan would not allow that.

"The pain shows that it was the right decision. Kalan, your death will only bring me pain and will not relieve me."

"Caritan. I hate you."

"Don't I hate you?"

This conversation kept happening, and in the end Caritan just watched him go crazy in silence.

He and Caritan were constantly tormenting each other.

However, Caritan became increasingly mentally unstable, and he knew that this was a sign of magic exhaustion——

It turns out that there was no option for both him and Caritan to survive from the beginning.

So he found Norvia and wanted to end his life through Norvia.

Norvia refused.

He found a new way.

In fact, when a person is determined to die, he will always find a way.

It's just that his movements weren't fast enough.

When Caritan fell in front of him, he found that he could not think, move, or make a sound at all.

He hated himself terribly.

Almost every time.

Every time, it's just a little bit different.

He could have changed Caritan's fate.

The knife he got from Jenny in exchange for the candy cane was hidden in his sleeve, and Caritan had left him.

He trembled and tried to wake Caritan, but all he felt was thick blood.

Fishy, ​​cold and creamy.

He fell into madness at that moment, and he didn't understand why the world was doing this to him.

He waved the knife wildly, laughed nervously, vomited, roared uncontrollably, and gasped for breath.

In his world, Caritan was everything to him. Caritan's words were more important than his wishes.

As long as Caritan lives.

As long as Caritan could live, everything he suffered would have meaning.

But now, nothing.

So he indifferently allowed himself to be controlled by the people sent by Lord Chachas to check the situation, and watched blankly as they were saddened by the loss of a water magician who could still be used for a long time.

Even if those people beat him to vent their anger, he didn't react at all.

even.

Even when the eye from Caritan was stabbed maliciously, he chuckled as if he didn't feel anything.

He felt relieved.

In fact, it hurts so much that I want to die.

The pain was almost unbearable, my whole body was shaking with pain, and I wanted to yell in pain.

But he didn't.

He thought that this time, he finally didn't scream.

This was how he wanted to end his life with Caritan.

With Caritan dead, there was no point in him living. The people of Chachas will not let him go either.

Kalan thought, just forget it.

He was really, really tired.

He's been holding on for a long, long time.

Three years, five years, eight years.

In the end, still the same result.

Fate has firmly fixed his future at a certain moment, and everything after that is just a ridiculous death struggle.

……

Then why didn't he die in Chachas?

……

Kallan held the hand of the illusory Kalitan in the dream.

He knew that Caritan had left him.

This dream is the "opportunity to regret" that Caritan left for him.

Caritan could no longer hear what he would say.

But he still wanted to tell Caritan.

"...I always felt that you didn't care about me. You forgot my birthday, didn't call me brother, and only liked to talk to me. When I asked you to leave Chachas, I was already crying and wanted to vomit. No, you just think that I simply hate you——"

"But, I already hate you, why do you want to come back? Why do you want to save me? Why do you..."

Kalan was almost speechless and burst into tears.

But once he opened his mouth, his words were as dense as the torrential rain.

Mixed with great panic and helplessness.

"Why did you leave me a water bunny? Why did you tell me 'don't die' with the water bunny? I don't like your water bunny! Do I listen to you? How can you be so confident that you say don't die to me? Won't you die? I hate listening to you preach. You know that, right?

Why do you tell me not to die and then abandon me? You didn't even do it yourself! You didn't even do it yourself! You promised not to leave me behind! Aren't you worried about me? Aren't you most worried about me? If you were dead, how could you see if I did something stupid or listened to you? Speak, Caritan, Caritan! Caritan! "

Caritan didn't react.

Kalan bit his lower lip, and drops of blood fell on his wrist.

The pain wasn't enough to wake him up.

But the real feeling of being alive is so strong.

……

What supports Kalan's survival is the water rabbit left by Caritan.

He didn't even know he would hold the knife so hard.

Maybe it was because he looked too crazy, or maybe he was no longer useful... He escaped from Chachas after injuring many people.

Caritan seemed to have prepared everything.

After paying for Remiyaz's magic circle, the Water Rabbit guided him towards the gate of Albersig Academy, and the regularly sent distress messages attracted the chairman of Albsig.

Caritan had thought of everything for him.

But he doesn't want this. He just wanted Caritan alive.

He knew he would never get an answer to his question, but he desperately wanted to hear what the Caritan before him had to say.

This Caritan in his dream was just a phantom.

The world had collapsed, leaving only a small area where he and Caritan stood, and the overwhelming darkness roared.

"...Kalan."

The phantom suddenly spoke slowly.

"If you can dream about me, it means you have escaped. Very good.

I have met a lord who is very knowledgeable about succubi. I beg her to leave you a dream. Kalan, this is the last gift I give you. In this dream, you have the right to change the flawed memories of the past.

sorry. Because of me, your past should be all gloomy memories. Don't feel guilty about me calling Chas back. I decided to come back when I left. I was very happy during those years outside.

Now it's your turn to go outside and take a look.

Kalan, I know you don't like rabbits. You don’t like the rabbit’s red eyes, you don’t like the way it chews, and you’re afraid of the rabbit’s jumping, but I like it, so you say you like it too.

I keep turning into a water rabbit to bully you, Kalan. But you never noticed it. You are retarded. But it does not matter. Directors Valerio Smith and Nolvia of Albersig will help you, and if you run into trouble, you can also ask Lord Mary Wild of Liberz.

Kalan, your dream must come true by yourself. I leave the theater to you.

Your life has just begun. You are free and you no longer have any worries. You don't belong to Chachas now, and you don't belong to me either. You belong to yourself now.

happy.

Live well. Kalan.

It's for me. Stay alive. "